Desperately seeking truth since I left the church 15 yrs ago.

[Aletha]

Hello everyone,

My name is Maxine Allen and I'm based in London, UK.

I must admit that I was apprehensive at first whilst reading through the JOS website, but I also am open-minded and due to my desperate desire to seek after REAL truth, I decided to join this group in the hopes that some answers will be revealed to me along my spiritual journey.

I've attended almost every christian denominational church service and got nothing from them.
I'm not looking to have a "spiritual experience" nor am I seeking a "vision" or "miracle".... I just want truth... plain and simple.

Why is it so god-damn hard to get real truth!?!

 

[Lauren]

<td val[/IMG]You seem to be in the same situation quite a few of us have been in. I was in church after church since i was around 9 years old trying to find something that felt right. I have been spiritual since i was young,always knew there was someone out there that was the true god. When i was 14 I found Joy of satan.... i think it was the first year Maxine put it on the web and i have been happy ever since. Read through Joyofsatan.com, ask as many questions as you need to. Were always happy to help when needed.

--- On Tue, 6/2/09, Aletha <aletha23@... wrote:

From: Aletha <aletha23@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Desperately seeking truth since I left the church 15 yrs ago.
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, June 2, 2009, 5:42 PM

Hello everyone,

My name is Maxine Allen and I'm based in London, UK.

I must admit that I was apprehensive at first whilst reading through the JOS website, but I also am open-minded and due to my desperate desire to seek after REAL truth, I decided to join this group in the hopes that some answers will be revealed to me along my spiritual journey.

I've attended almost every christian denominational church service and got nothing from them.
I'm not looking to have a "spiritual experience" nor am I seeking a "vision" or "miracle"... . I just want truth... plain and simple.

Why is it so god-damn hard to get real truth!?!

[/TD]

 

[siguard666]

Why? Becaue the treasure is not obtained easily and without sacrifice. Yet here, you CAN and you SHALL achieve more than you could EVER imagine. And it will be the truth that you seek.

HAIL LUCIFER AND THE GODS OF THE OLD!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Aletha" <aletha23@... wrote:

Hello everyone,

My name is Maxine Allen and I'm based in London, UK.

I must admit that I was apprehensive at first whilst reading through the JOS website, but I also am open-minded and due to my desperate desire to seek after REAL truth, I decided to join this group in the hopes that some answers will be revealed to me along my spiritual journey.

I've attended almost every christian denominational church service and got nothing from them.
I'm not looking to have a "spiritual experience" nor am I seeking a "vision" or "miracle".... I just want truth... plain and simple.

Why is it so god-damn hard to get real truth!?!

 

[magiddo2008]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Lauren <kyley1706@... wrote:

You seem to be in the same situation quite a few of us have been in. I was in church after church since i was around 9 years old trying to find something that felt right. I have been spiritual since i was young,always knew there was someone out there that was the true god. When i was 14 I found Joy of satan.... i think it was the first year Maxine put it on the web and i have been happy ever since.
Read through Joyofsatan.com, ask as many questions as you need to. Were always happy to help when needed.

--- On Tue, 6/2/09, Aletha <aletha23@... wrote:


From: Aletha <aletha23@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Desperately seeking truth since I left the church 15 yrs ago.
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Tuesday, June 2, 2009, 5:42 PM








Hello everyone,

My name is Maxine Allen and I'm based in London, UK.

I must admit that I was apprehensive at first whilst reading through the JOS website, but I also am open-minded and due to my desperate desire to seek after REAL truth, I decided to join this group in the hopes that some answers will be revealed to me along my spiritual journey.

I've attended almost every christian denominational church service and got nothing from them.
I'm not looking to have a "spiritual experience" nor am I seeking a "vision" or "miracle"... . I just want truth... plain and simple.

Why is it so god-damn hard to get real truth!?!

because most people are taught from birth not to seek it, therefore they dont know the truth. keep searching and you will find it.

 

[Nick Brown]

Its not hard to get the truth here!
got a question? ASK! it WILL be answered
want FAST answers? IM me Nick11657

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Lauren <kyley1706@... wrote:

You seem to be in the same situation quite a few of us have been in. I was in church after church since i was around 9 years old trying to find something that felt right. I have been spiritual since i was young,always knew there was someone out there that was the true god. When i was 14 I found Joy of satan.... i think it was the first year Maxine put it on the web and i have been happy ever since.
Read through Joyofsatan.com, ask as many questions as you need to. Were always happy to help when needed.

--- On Tue, 6/2/09, Aletha <aletha23@... wrote:


From: Aletha <aletha23@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Desperately seeking truth since I left the church 15 yrs ago.
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Tuesday, June 2, 2009, 5:42 PM








Hello everyone,

My name is Maxine Allen and I'm based in London, UK.

I must admit that I was apprehensive at first whilst reading through the JOS website, but I also am open-minded and due to my desperate desire to seek after REAL truth, I decided to join this group in the hopes that some answers will be revealed to me along my spiritual journey.

I've attended almost every christian denominational church service and got nothing from them.
I'm not looking to have a "spiritual experience" nor am I seeking a "vision" or "miracle"... . I just want truth... plain and simple.

Why is it so god-damn hard to get real truth!?!

 

[Aletha]

Wow! thank you for those warm words!

I have so many questions running through my head, I don't even know where to begin!

I'm going to dedicate my soul to Satan tonight. I just need to buy a few blue candles (my favourite colour).

However, I feel a little apprehensive in doing this tonight... not inregads to doing the actual ritual. that's not the problem.

I live with my sister who staunchly believes in the fake bible and imaginary jesus.
I was wondering whether I have to scream out "HAIL SATAN" at the end of the ritual? Or do I have to go to a park in the dead of night and do my dedication ritual there?

If anyone can help, I'd be truly grateful!

Darkest Blessings.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Lauren <kyley1706@... wrote:

You seem to be in the same situation quite a few of us have been in. I was in church after church since i was around 9 years old trying to find something that felt right. I have been spiritual since i was young,always knew there was someone out there that was the true god. When i was 14 I found Joy of satan.... i think it was the first year Maxine put it on the web and i have been happy ever since.
Read through Joyofsatan.com, ask as many questions as you need to. Were always happy to help when needed.

--- On Tue, 6/2/09, Aletha <aletha23@... wrote:


From: Aletha <aletha23@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Desperately seeking truth since I left the church 15 yrs ago.
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Tuesday, June 2, 2009, 5:42 PM








Hello everyone,

My name is Maxine Allen and I'm based in London, UK.

I must admit that I was apprehensive at first whilst reading through the JOS website, but I also am open-minded and due to my desperate desire to seek after REAL truth, I decided to join this group in the hopes that some answers will be revealed to me along my spiritual journey.

I've attended almost every christian denominational church service and got nothing from them.
I'm not looking to have a "spiritual experience" nor am I seeking a "vision" or "miracle"... . I just want truth... plain and simple.

Why is it so god-damn hard to get real truth!?!