armaan_ejaz
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hi... my name is Abdul Rehman, but u can address me by my nick name Armaan...
yh i am a muslim... it is sad... for me to say this that watever i wanted in my life.. i neva got it... i prayed.... nd did everythn... not thinkin that i might get sumthn in return... i prayed nd followed my religion jst cuz i hav to...
i am still following my religion...
i hav tooo much going on in my life... i wud share wat tht too much is only if i see a hope.... m soo desperate tht i had to turn ths way.. m nt afraid of anythn... or any1... nt anymore... i hav even tried to take my own life many times... but tht didnt make any diff... its nt tht m nt a hrad worker... yes i am... i hav no job.. no money... i dont mind... all i want is to finish my degree... i study.. a lot... but still i cant get gud grades... i always pass by edge.. or by having re-sits... thrs a reason for me to hav a degree... cuz witht it m a nobody... anniways... plz m lookin forward for hlp... i hav some aims in my life... wich has nothin to do wth money or fame.... anniways... sometimes i dont even knw wat i am sayin...
plz hlp me... thnk u...
yh i am a muslim... it is sad... for me to say this that watever i wanted in my life.. i neva got it... i prayed.... nd did everythn... not thinkin that i might get sumthn in return... i prayed nd followed my religion jst cuz i hav to...
i am still following my religion...
i hav tooo much going on in my life... i wud share wat tht too much is only if i see a hope.... m soo desperate tht i had to turn ths way.. m nt afraid of anythn... or any1... nt anymore... i hav even tried to take my own life many times... but tht didnt make any diff... its nt tht m nt a hrad worker... yes i am... i hav no job.. no money... i dont mind... all i want is to finish my degree... i study.. a lot... but still i cant get gud grades... i always pass by edge.. or by having re-sits... thrs a reason for me to hav a degree... cuz witht it m a nobody... anniways... plz m lookin forward for hlp... i hav some aims in my life... wich has nothin to do wth money or fame.... anniways... sometimes i dont even knw wat i am sayin...
plz hlp me... thnk u...