Demon taken from me

[kittygreywolf]

Well ill start out with he has been with me since i was born and appeared every now and then in different forms. I guess to see if i was scared of him. I was never scared of him. 15 years ago he came to me in one of my visions in human form and told me his name. He became very protective of me. I have ticked him off once and never done it again. I was and am looking for information about him. He has shown me a symbol but it was kinda blurry. He comes and goes as he pleases but dosnt go far. A few days ago i was talking to this guy who said he would help. Well not 10 minutes after i felt the energy in my room change and disappear. I felt ill affects from it and felt like my heart and soul was ripped in half. The guy threatend to bind me. My entire life only 3 people were hurt because he felt that they done enough damage to me. He said he took him and that he was with his bretheren being made an example of and that what he was doing was wrong. Why is it wrong when he is protecting whats his. I do feel his energy but it is weak and he is not happy. I have a feeling that when i get him fully back i dont want to be around for this one. Is it possible to fall for one? I did not say his name in here because you could say i have trust issues. The ill effects i felt hurt.

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

Both you and your friend have an over active imagination. This isn't a game, and the Gods aren't toys to be played with. Spiritual Satanism isn't a LARP-fest.

The Gods do NOT have the time to hang around and follow someone for 15+ years, they are far too busy. Nor would they be able to 'taken away' by some little kid playing 'bad ass mage' who claims he 'sent him away'.

I suggest you stop talking to this deluded fool, and focus on empowering your soul and experiancing the real Gods. Start daily Power Meditation.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kittygreywolf" <kittygreywolf@... wrote:

Well ill start out with he has been with me since i was born and appeared every now and then in different forms. I guess to see if i was scared of him. I was never scared of him. 15 years ago he came to me in one of my visions in human form and told me his name. He became very protective of me. I have ticked him off once and never done it again. I was and am looking for information about him. He has shown me a symbol but it was kinda blurry. He comes and goes as he pleases but dosnt go far. A few days ago i was talking to this guy who said he would help. Well not 10 minutes after i felt the energy in my room change and disappear. I felt ill affects from it and felt like my heart and soul was ripped in half. The guy threatend to bind me. My entire life only 3 people were hurt because he felt that they done enough damage to me. He said he took him and that he was with his bretheren being made an example of and that what he was doing was wrong. Why is it wrong when he is protecting whats his. I do feel his energy but it is weak and he is not happy. I have a feeling that when i get him fully back i dont want to be around for this one. Is it possible to fall for one? I did not say his name in here because you could say i have trust issues. The ill effects i felt hurt.