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Tabitha1 min to read

Ok i have a fear of needles, i was going to get a tattoo in fathers honor but my fear is far to great. Well i ws searching online and found about a thingcalled Scarification(look it up to understand it if u dont). And well me being a cutter as it is...my body is very used to blades. so i was thinking bout getting it done. i want one of a pentagram. but im wondering has anyone here went through with this process? pain level 1-10? does it turn out good....like last long? i dont want to get it done to have to redo it within 5 yrs or so. and information will be helpful! ty!

Hail Father Satan!

#20

That's definitely the enemy.They love toying with our minds.Banish them!!In an earlier post,you said you haven't dedicated your soul to Satan officially.. doing so smoothens the way to a great extent.Never tolerate the enemy.

Out of curiosity, if one doesn't do simple mundane things, will the Gods over time tell you that hate you and/or spit on you. Give you nightmares because "you weren't behaving" and such other things that are basically negative in nature? They even threaten me that I will pay for what I'm doing. I can be doing the Rituals and the one that claims to be Lilith interrupts me during chants and I can hear her voice clearly between chants. Furthermore, When I go to meditate they constantly shout "out", "die", "behave", or some other one liners.
Then there is the fact they never ever stop talking, unless I literally go play a video game for a hour. They threaten to leave when I act up against them because I get tired of basically trying to be forced by an endless stream of voices trying to tell me what to do. I think they're super deceptive, because they'll give me good advice, which I would obviously take because its good, but then say it's the day of the moon and on the hour of the moon they interrupt me and try to make me do something else instead of working on my 6th chakara despite this being the best times to do it. The only thing that seems to work is the VeeSahNash chant and it only keeps the voices away for a few minutes. They have told me things like they keep my aura clean so there's no point for me to do it personally, but I ignore them and do it anyway. Furthermore, they're constantly interrupting me. They lie and try to convince me it was for some reason, but this is constant.
I think some evil aliens are role-playing satan and lilith and while I didn't want to believe it, I'm beginning to think they really are. I mean, the voices went nuts just now as I was typing this. My question I guess is that, what are the chances the voices I hear are role-players? Because I wanted to believe dearly that they were the real deal, but a part of me genuinely believes they are not. I don't feel loved, they tell me they hate me, and they try to control me by repeatedly telling me what to do, and half the time they'll tell me one thing, I'll go do it, and then the next minute, they're telling me it wasn't them.. Yet, the voices' tone and temper doesn't change. They pretend they're happy and I ask them if they are, then they say they're not.

#21

These beings might have stuck around cause you're giving them pretty much attention.You're conversing with the enemy every now and then. That's just encouraging them to keep bugging you.Remember, never tolerate the enemy

Out of curiosity, if one doesn't do simple mundane things, will the Gods over time tell you that hate you and/or spit on you. Give you nightmares because "you weren't behaving" and such other things that are basically negative in nature? They even threaten me that I will pay for what I'm doing. I can be doing the Rituals and the one that claims to be Lilith interrupts me during chants and I can hear her voice clearly between chants. Furthermore, When I go to meditate they constantly shout "out", "die", "behave", or some other one liners.
Then there is the fact they never ever stop talking, unless I literally go play a video game for a hour. They threaten to leave when I act up against them because I get tired of basically trying to be forced by an endless stream of voices trying to tell me what to do. I think they're super deceptive, because they'll give me good advice, which I would obviously take because its good, but then say it's the day of the moon and on the hour of the moon they interrupt me and try to make me do something else instead of working on my 6th chakara despite this being the best times to do it. The only thing that seems to work is the VeeSahNash chant and it only keeps the voices away for a few minutes. They have told me things like they keep my aura clean so there's no point for me to do it personally, but I ignore them and do it anyway. Furthermore, they're constantly interrupting me. They lie and try to convince me it was for some reason, but this is constant.
I think some evil aliens are role-playing satan and lilith and while I didn't want to believe it, I'm beginning to think they really are. I mean, the voices went nuts just now as I was typing this. My question I guess is that, what are the chances the voices I hear are role-players? Because I wanted to believe dearly that they were the real deal, but a part of me genuinely believes they are not. I don't feel loved, they tell me they hate me, and they try to control me by repeatedly telling me what to do, and half the time they'll tell me one thing, I'll go do it, and then the next minute, they're telling me it wasn't them. Yet, the voices' tone and temper doesn't change. They pretend they're happy and I ask them if they are, then they say they're not.

#22

I dedicated at the end of the month last month, so I have been been actively meditating, but not in the capacity that I desire and I will soon enough once I "set" myself to do it. It's just been a slow ride with the voices communicating to me continually. It's been interesting to say the least, but the most they seem to be able to do is influence my dreams and try to distract me in mundane things and my spiritual pursuits. I have been doing the Ritual at least once a day and sometimes more.

#23

Is my rune combination no good?

For my AoP I'm using the runes fehu and sowilo. Using them like this - "affirmations(x9): FéSól(x4)"

I repeat in a set of 4 so the mantra is said 4 times; affirmation being repeated 36 times.

#24

Using Sowilo rune and Algiz rune is better than fehu. Other than that, using Sanskrit for protection is better. Suryae is the Sanskrit word for the Sun. The Sun is very powerful for protection. 
Using that 13 times or more is effective after raising your energies. 
High Priestess Shannon 

  Is my rune combination no good?

For my AoP I'm using the runes fehu and sowilo. Using them like this - "affirmations(x9): FéSól(x4)"

I repeat in a set of 4 so the mantra is said 4 times; affirmation being repeated 36 times.

#25
This is the targeted message.

The same thing happened with me, too. The power meditation, aura claning, protectiv aura and RAUM meditations solved the problem. I started to speaking with "them" because they preteneded to be Set and his wife Nephthys. Well, they were not! But I went through a lot of shit because of ate the lie. Nightmers, horror day and night without stop. It is hard to believe how weak they really are. They attack usually when we sleep, and if you start to fight with them without enough energy it won't be fun for you, BUT, if you loaded with energy, you will defeat them easily. And soon they gonna be the prey.