curious about TOZ ideas on new projects

[dreamvision]

Hi toz fam, although i create new account i am not new member - in fact i have been visiting on-off for years.
Ok so over the years i have been semi - deeply into serious meditation and connecting with , having alot of insights it has been difficult digesting alot of the stuff i began sensing, the unfiltered (of how things are) and didn’t know how to cope back then lead me to weird mixture of emotions.

my behavior and not giving up on these things led me down an interesting place where the labels are absolutely becoming stripped and i am beginning to see the unfiltered yet again

This time it is different

There’s not like something influential that is leading me towards like making decisions and forming ideas. Like i stumbled across stuff i can actually sell market for thousands but it shocks me and i stopped speaking about things after a while after understanding how things are

It has to do with manipulation of brain waves and things (i won’t discuss what i do here because this is public space). After studying in-depth on chemistry alchemy the body and so on… I started creating practical things and experimenting, so i reach space when i close my eyes i see alternate realities and so on, mostly deformed "horrors" and things of figures resembling human deform - simply a result of not assembling perception I suppose

this is common before when i hit record levels of meditation but this time the frequency is basically on a new untold level … (and getting better) and tbh i rather not just assert my will over the chaotic perception because that is no different that how children grew up and similarly formed a "clear" picture of the wold or "the here" (filteration).

I believe the shamanism community believes to turn these deformed images or active things into something pleasant … but i also believe they spend tremendous time to reach this in comparison we cut 80%-90% of the effort and time needed.

Our goal was NOT to practically have astral projection or whatever else popular gazing practices and rather was to understand and strip (in measure) our filtration system entirely to connect (or reflect) with something primal (prime matter)- this is solely for self preservation (immortality of consciousness —with will involved)

This is undoing the linings of the view we interpret as consciousness… so like the observer dreamer perceptor or the spirit can roam freely — freeing us from this nightmare of not having control or reacting to how others react or suggestions etc .. weaknesses

The sensations here are definitely ESP and our findings align heavily with what HPM has indeed warned about certain things… much of the things are similar and starkly shocking, like how there are control freaks and other shockers she introduced to us that scared the crap out of me.

on discussion on powers of the mind alternate vision that aren’t usually in the form of organized perception also with sensations that are heightened or hard to describe how something is known.

I believe it is really cool because i can assert some level of control to the areas, i can to create models i can view in my mind clearly to solve certain problems i have —

There’s really no place out there I know that is seriously upon these things bc developing certain ESP at this rate, I don’t think is comfortable for people who are competitive or need to outperform others

I am seek serious meditators committed to becoming better (with right intentions) so we can possibly share information and map things out, as the world inevitably hitts record low levels I believe that the only thing that can actually help the situation of people isn’t just a spqce of people dedicated to truth but a software upgrade

Like my run in with certain, proved to me that true evil isn’t a monster or something defomed or visual. It is actually the state of ignorance … like not having will, not having control (over self), living in fear, and like making people poor and desperate — and believing. This is what real evil is, with software updates then well imo no one would really care if someone said they are a part of this or that organization

It wouldn’t matter because sensitivity has been formed properly to the point all deceptions dissolve and what a person is saying won’t matter, you’d know them and how they are instantly, this is how ancient were also, much of the complexities were only in the institutions that were slinging them… no one cared about schools or anything but were their bastard children trying to make it back