Correct path from here?

[exarkuun1991]

Hello brothers and sisters. Firstly, I apologize if this message is bugged. Typos are on me, but Yahoo has been..kinda screwy lately. Least for mobile devices.. Secondly I apologize for the dumb questions asked by me. Ok, firstly, what I can do: I can hear telepathically. I talk to my succubi somewhat often and readily without flaws. I also speak to my servitor thoughtforms regularly. I have circulated my energy up my spine and down my stomach region. When my guardian demon contacted me, a month or two ago, he said "your serpent is awake but you are not at full strength yet", so I guess I got that going for me. I have balanced my elements within, but they are all hard to "use" or direct in magick.. Ok dumbass questions, inbound: How do I use the quintessence for invisibility? I have been invoking a good bit. Or is it ectoplasm..? I've invoked the purple stuff, and the white cloudy stuff both. So, how do I apply it to go unseeable? To my aura? I clean my aura once daily, when I take a shower. However, I never feel like it or my chakras have gone dirty. When I first started, like in '07, it was recommended that I program my aura to keep itself cleaned. That worked, apparently! However, could this be preventing the aura from performing other programmed tasks? Nothing new seems to work. I have more. Odds are this is silly and won't get answered. Sorry I have to ask the dumb stuff. And I don't fully, 100% trust my clairaudience yet. I don't know why. Maybe because I know the answer, yet ask anyway and receive my own thought as an answer. That scares me, as it makes me think ALL answers are just my own thoughts..