I'm sorry but, I feel so alone.. I live alone, I have no friends, haven’t had a relationship with my parents for 2 years (I’m 18), my dad is always busy with work and my mum has a new bf that always keeps her busy (of a different race might I add)but I still visit her once a week. I feel as though I’ll always be rejected by someone so I don’t even bother trying to make any friends or bf/gf. I feel weird. I don’t have a kikebook account (but everyone one in my ENTIRE family does). I barely leave the house since I work from home. I DO mediate for about an hour everyday (30min in the morning, 30 at night). Am I not meditating enough? How can I cope with loneliness? Its honestly made me very depressed. Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this. Hail Satan.
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If you have interests outside of Spiritual Satanism, perhaps you could volunteer in a field that interests you and meet friends that way, to have something in common with them.There's also www.meetup.com Just keep your wits about you and be careful who you meet up with and where. Good luck!
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On Sunday, April 12, 2015 11:57 AM, "lgarza666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
I'm sorry but, I feel so alone.. I live alone, I have no friends, haven’t had a relationship with my parents for 2 years (I’m 18), my dad is always busy with work and my mum has a new bf that always keeps her busy (of a different race might I add)but I still visit her once a week. I feel as though I’ll always be rejected by someone so I don’t even bother trying to make any friends or bf/gf. I feel weird. I don’t have a kikebook account (but everyone one in my ENTIRE family does). I barely leave the house since I work from home. I DO mediate for about an hour everyday (30min in the morning, 30 at night). Am I not meditating enough? How can I cope with loneliness? Its honestly made me very depressed. Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this. Hail Satan.
Hail Satan!
On Sunday, April 12, 2015 11:57 AM, "lgarza666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
I'm sorry but, I feel so alone.. I live alone, I have no friends, haven’t had a relationship with my parents for 2 years (I’m 18), my dad is always busy with work and my mum has a new bf that always keeps her busy (of a different race might I add)but I still visit her once a week. I feel as though I’ll always be rejected by someone so I don’t even bother trying to make any friends or bf/gf. I feel weird. I don’t have a kikebook account (but everyone one in my ENTIRE family does). I barely leave the house since I work from home. I DO mediate for about an hour everyday (30min in the morning, 30 at night). Am I not meditating enough? How can I cope with loneliness? Its honestly made me very depressed. Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this. Hail Satan.
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You can also talk to Father Satan about this, and try to form a strong relationship with him. He's helped me with my loneliness. I am mostly a loner, but I like to be in good company, and the place I live at currently is very stifling.
I'd also suggest that you try to find hobbies that entertain you, and keep your mind off it.
I'd also suggest that you try to find hobbies that entertain you, and keep your mind off it.
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It depends on your basic attitude and how you program yourself.
You have answered your own question with "I feel as though I’ll always be rejected by someone so I don’t even bother trying to make any friends or bf/gf. I feel weird. "
Basically you have to reprogram that belief during meditation. You could use hypnosis as well. Look on JOS for how to do it.
Turn it into the opposite and see what happens such as: "I feel as though I will always be accepted by almost everybody except people I don't like, so it is fun to make friends and I might even start a relationship with an attractive nice person. I feel good."
Do that for half a year and start to change your life a little, go out more after cleansing your chakras and building an aura of protection.
Hail Satan
"lgarza666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] schrieb am 20:57 Sonntag, 12.April 2015:
I'm sorry but, I feel so alone.. I live alone, I have no friends, haven’t had a relationship with my parents for 2 years (I’m 18), my dad is always busy with work and my mum has a new bf that always keeps her busy (of a different race might I add)but I still visit her once a week. I feel as though I’ll always be rejected by someone so I don’t even bother trying to make any friends or bf/gf. I feel weird. I don’t have a kikebook account (but everyone one in my ENTIRE family does). I barely leave the house since I work from home. I DO mediate for about an hour everyday (30min in the morning, 30 at night). Am I not meditating enough? How can I cope with loneliness? Its honestly made me very depressed. Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this. Hail Satan.
You have answered your own question with "I feel as though I’ll always be rejected by someone so I don’t even bother trying to make any friends or bf/gf. I feel weird. "
Basically you have to reprogram that belief during meditation. You could use hypnosis as well. Look on JOS for how to do it.
Turn it into the opposite and see what happens such as: "I feel as though I will always be accepted by almost everybody except people I don't like, so it is fun to make friends and I might even start a relationship with an attractive nice person. I feel good."
Do that for half a year and start to change your life a little, go out more after cleansing your chakras and building an aura of protection.
Hail Satan
"lgarza666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] schrieb am 20:57 Sonntag, 12.April 2015:
I'm sorry but, I feel so alone.. I live alone, I have no friends, haven’t had a relationship with my parents for 2 years (I’m 18), my dad is always busy with work and my mum has a new bf that always keeps her busy (of a different race might I add)but I still visit her once a week. I feel as though I’ll always be rejected by someone so I don’t even bother trying to make any friends or bf/gf. I feel weird. I don’t have a kikebook account (but everyone one in my ENTIRE family does). I barely leave the house since I work from home. I DO mediate for about an hour everyday (30min in the morning, 30 at night). Am I not meditating enough? How can I cope with loneliness? Its honestly made me very depressed. Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this. Hail Satan.
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This is not going to be an easy ride.
I have one friend that I had for more than 10 years. A Real friend. I am very skeptical about meeting new people unless its for business.
You have to be very careful. I had a number of people severely betray me thats why I have only one friend. The more successful in life you will become since you are 18 now, the more parasites you will attract, unless you are cold and consciously reject them. I didnt know this back and your age and was also very lonely. And my loneliness and desire to be around people is what drew a lot of people around me that were taking serious advantage of me. My naiveness kept me blind until things got very bad.
In this world, people usually make friends for reason. I learned this the hard way. Its either you have something to offer or you are useful for something to them. The people outside this spectrum are the Real friends. And you are very lucky to find something like that. If you are broke and have nothing else to offer usually no one will call or remember you. Speaking here from Practical life experience.
Now with bf/gf's thats even harder. As you will have to put up with an array of their ex gf's/bf's and other "friends" of opposite sex that they want to see more than you even if you are in a relationship. If you dont like it, they will say they need "space" from you(space to spend time with those other people more than you, and yes with some of them they have sex with without you knowing, thats why they need space in the first place) And.... dealing with them posting all theirs and your private life on kikebook and shitter is another thing. MOST people are like that, its just reality. Dated lots of people before I got married. Always same shit but sugarcoated in a different way. Everyone is nearly the same on the inside, just looks different and has different hobbies. Very shallow and empty materialistic crowd.
Dont agree with what I said, but dealing with STD's from casual sex encounters of your bf/gf behind your back is the risk I wont advise to take. People dont have morality these days, and I am not trying to be xtian.
With friends I dont know as I simply got lucky to have a friend, but on a mate that you should meditate upon.
Hail Satan!
I have one friend that I had for more than 10 years. A Real friend. I am very skeptical about meeting new people unless its for business.
You have to be very careful. I had a number of people severely betray me thats why I have only one friend. The more successful in life you will become since you are 18 now, the more parasites you will attract, unless you are cold and consciously reject them. I didnt know this back and your age and was also very lonely. And my loneliness and desire to be around people is what drew a lot of people around me that were taking serious advantage of me. My naiveness kept me blind until things got very bad.
In this world, people usually make friends for reason. I learned this the hard way. Its either you have something to offer or you are useful for something to them. The people outside this spectrum are the Real friends. And you are very lucky to find something like that. If you are broke and have nothing else to offer usually no one will call or remember you. Speaking here from Practical life experience.
Now with bf/gf's thats even harder. As you will have to put up with an array of their ex gf's/bf's and other "friends" of opposite sex that they want to see more than you even if you are in a relationship. If you dont like it, they will say they need "space" from you(space to spend time with those other people more than you, and yes with some of them they have sex with without you knowing, thats why they need space in the first place) And.... dealing with them posting all theirs and your private life on kikebook and shitter is another thing. MOST people are like that, its just reality. Dated lots of people before I got married. Always same shit but sugarcoated in a different way. Everyone is nearly the same on the inside, just looks different and has different hobbies. Very shallow and empty materialistic crowd.
Dont agree with what I said, but dealing with STD's from casual sex encounters of your bf/gf behind your back is the risk I wont advise to take. People dont have morality these days, and I am not trying to be xtian.
With friends I dont know as I simply got lucky to have a friend, but on a mate that you should meditate upon.
Hail Satan!
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I am lonely too. I have no friends no gf coz I know they make me feel bad as they are not Satanism I am alone in the house with my father and mother go to work till night. but I don't feel lonely coz I feel father satan and gods of hell looking after me I feel their presents they are always here for me. and get busy with sth like painting or playing some instruments and any kinda art it helped me. and go to gym 
hope you will be okayhail satan
On Sunday, April 12, 2015 5:09 PM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
You can also talk to Father Satan about this, and try to form a strong relationship with him. He's helped me with my loneliness. I am mostly a loner, but I like to be in good company, and the place I live at currently is very stifling.
I'd also suggest that you try to find hobbies that entertain you, and keep your mind off it.
hope you will be okayhail satan On Sunday, April 12, 2015 5:09 PM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
You can also talk to Father Satan about this, and try to form a strong relationship with him. He's helped me with my loneliness. I am mostly a loner, but I like to be in good company, and the place I live at currently is very stifling.
I'd also suggest that you try to find hobbies that entertain you, and keep your mind off it.
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I believe I almost cannot stand this place mainly due to a past life hang-up. I've done a lot of thinking about it.
It's not something from my current life. I almost wasted away out in this Non-Satanic communist backwoods place. After I Dedicated I have gotten a lot better. It's an issue I'll have to spend in the subconscious side in meditation to resolve. I already know how to do it, but it's better to wait until I have completely dislodged the pissraeli poison from my system. One more to go. As These meditations(any of them) can go waaaay different with drugs of any kind. I take Klonopin. Although I must admit I hate taking it. It is what it is. It's taken my a year to get off of thev original four, which I probably would've died if I had not went behind their back and stopped taking them.
I still get lonely from time to time, and I get enemy harassment about it as well, but, it is what it is. I just keep myself entertained by playing RPG's, watching anime, coming here, listening to my favorite music, and masturbating. It works for the time being. I'm mostly content. Although, I would love to go back to my place of origin. It's sub tropical, and beachy. This is literally a fuckin' swamp with redneck xian retards, and no recreational activities whatsoever. Unless you count Hunhtin', or Muddhin'(spelled that way to emphasize the redneck accents) as recreations. Anyway, I do what works. I'm pretty peachy.
It's not something from my current life. I almost wasted away out in this Non-Satanic communist backwoods place. After I Dedicated I have gotten a lot better. It's an issue I'll have to spend in the subconscious side in meditation to resolve. I already know how to do it, but it's better to wait until I have completely dislodged the pissraeli poison from my system. One more to go. As These meditations(any of them) can go waaaay different with drugs of any kind. I take Klonopin. Although I must admit I hate taking it. It is what it is. It's taken my a year to get off of thev original four, which I probably would've died if I had not went behind their back and stopped taking them.
I still get lonely from time to time, and I get enemy harassment about it as well, but, it is what it is. I just keep myself entertained by playing RPG's, watching anime, coming here, listening to my favorite music, and masturbating. It works for the time being. I'm mostly content. Although, I would love to go back to my place of origin. It's sub tropical, and beachy. This is literally a fuckin' swamp with redneck xian retards, and no recreational activities whatsoever. Unless you count Hunhtin', or Muddhin'(spelled that way to emphasize the redneck accents) as recreations. Anyway, I do what works. I'm pretty peachy.
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I forgot to say, I appreciate your concern
I hope you also meditate as hard as possible daily. But seriously ditch the klonopin.If your family is making you take that shit flush it down the toilet when they're not looking
On Wednesday, April 15, 2015 11:42 AM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
I forgot to say, I appreciate your concern
On Wednesday, April 15, 2015 11:42 AM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
I forgot to say, I appreciate your concern
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Why not do the June 29 ritual everyday? Know that YOU are changing the world. As you watch National Socialism on the rise and isreal go down the shitter. Know that you are the one help causing it.
VERY IMPORTANT- 29/JUNE RITUAL AMENDED : JoS Newsletter
VERY IMPORTANT- 29/JUNE RITUAL AMENDED : JoS Newsletter
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Thanks for posting this.
Everyone should do this if able.
Everyone should do this if able.
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Here's the kicker. I need to, and want to, but these fuckers I am trying to banish are causing me to get so pissed that I feel ill such as headaches, heart problems, and sometimes the left side of my body gets really tense and feels funny. The Klonopin helps with this shit. I don't want to take it at all I would rather not.
Right now I have a splitting headache because of their shit. When naturally I would be just a little bit nervous because I am scrambling because of the upcoming crash.
These fuckers over the last ten years have almost ruined my nerves to the point of being like the nerves of someone who's had PTSD coupled with the physical problems mentioned above daily.
I keep my shit together mostly though, so it's not outright PTSD anxiety, I hold it in or ignore it even though it still happens, or maintain my calm, like being in a desperate situation like a ninja, but remaining mostly stoic.
I need these fuckers gone, and am doing a fourty day working vinasa Banishing Ritual. I'm on day 7, although It may not even take 40 days. There are so many phycological ticks they created in my mind to stress me out for ten years that what I have mentioned above is the end result.
Right now I have a splitting headache because of their shit. When naturally I would be just a little bit nervous because I am scrambling because of the upcoming crash.
These fuckers over the last ten years have almost ruined my nerves to the point of being like the nerves of someone who's had PTSD coupled with the physical problems mentioned above daily.
I keep my shit together mostly though, so it's not outright PTSD anxiety, I hold it in or ignore it even though it still happens, or maintain my calm, like being in a desperate situation like a ninja, but remaining mostly stoic.
I need these fuckers gone, and am doing a fourty day working vinasa Banishing Ritual. I'm on day 7, although It may not even take 40 days. There are so many phycological ticks they created in my mind to stress me out for ten years that what I have mentioned above is the end result.
ouch. Well what I did to kick the drugs was take up powerlifting and start a high protein diet and drink lots of juice (you need to protein to powerlift or it jacks up your body. the cramps are unbelievable if you dont)
On Thursday, April 16, 2015 9:36 PM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
Here's the kicker. I need to, and want to, but these fuckers I am trying to banish are causing me to get so pissed that I feel ill such as headaches, heart problems, and sometimes the left side of my body gets really tense and feels funny. The Klonopin helps with this shit. I don't want to take it at all I would rather not.
Right now I have a splitting headache because of their shit. When naturally I would be just a little bit nervous because I am scrambling because of the upcoming crash.
These fuckers over the last ten years have almost ruined my nerves to the point of being like the nerves of someone who's had PTSD coupled with the physical problems mentioned above daily.
I keep my shit together mostly though, so it's not outright PTSD anxiety, I hold it in or ignore it even though it still happens, or maintain my calm, like being in a desperate situation like a ninja, but remaining mostly stoic.
I need these fuckers gone, and am doing a fourty day working vinasa Banishing Ritual. I'm on day 7, although It may not even take 40 days. There are so many phycological ticks they created in my mind to stress me out for ten years that what I have mentioned above is the end result.
On Thursday, April 16, 2015 9:36 PM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
Here's the kicker. I need to, and want to, but these fuckers I am trying to banish are causing me to get so pissed that I feel ill such as headaches, heart problems, and sometimes the left side of my body gets really tense and feels funny. The Klonopin helps with this shit. I don't want to take it at all I would rather not.
Right now I have a splitting headache because of their shit. When naturally I would be just a little bit nervous because I am scrambling because of the upcoming crash.
These fuckers over the last ten years have almost ruined my nerves to the point of being like the nerves of someone who's had PTSD coupled with the physical problems mentioned above daily.
I keep my shit together mostly though, so it's not outright PTSD anxiety, I hold it in or ignore it even though it still happens, or maintain my calm, like being in a desperate situation like a ninja, but remaining mostly stoic.
I need these fuckers gone, and am doing a fourty day working vinasa Banishing Ritual. I'm on day 7, although It may not even take 40 days. There are so many phycological ticks they created in my mind to stress me out for ten years that what I have mentioned above is the end result.
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I don't always have issues with the heart, it's just from time to time, and mainly because I was forced to take risperidol, which fucks up the heart badly, along with congentin which also fucks up the heart, along with abilify, same thing, and one other I think.
Yeah, these fuckers took the psychiatrists for a fun ride playing cat and mouse with the shit they were pulling to get every goddamn health problem along with the psychological ticks they fuckin' could. I almost had a stroke because of being forced onto seroquell cerebro vascular adversity is the "not freak out" term. I have to say the worst one I was put on, mostly forced on were latuda, pisszac, seroquell, risperidol, trazadone, abilify, and maybe two others.
I was barely conscious enough to know what was going on as they fuckers can hack your brain like that guy hacked the pentagon. I started to realize what was going on after some time, but was powerless to stop it, and I got forced on a lot on the list of pissraeli poison over the course of 4 years. Finally after finding the JoS I began to realize things slowly, and began getting the fuck away from that drug induced death.
I'm fuckin' lucky to be alive. So, yes, you and I share a extremely similar story there, it just happened to me much later on in life
I've heard you talk about powerlifting a few times, which probably gets a lot of serotonin going, along with endorphins, which sounds good. I wouldn't mind using dumbells to start out with as I need to recover my health.
I guess 15 pounds each would be good what with the heart as it is..
As for juice, I suppose OJ will do even though it has fluoride in it, again... it is what it is...
Yeah, these fuckers took the psychiatrists for a fun ride playing cat and mouse with the shit they were pulling to get every goddamn health problem along with the psychological ticks they fuckin' could. I almost had a stroke because of being forced onto seroquell cerebro vascular adversity is the "not freak out" term. I have to say the worst one I was put on, mostly forced on were latuda, pisszac, seroquell, risperidol, trazadone, abilify, and maybe two others.
I was barely conscious enough to know what was going on as they fuckers can hack your brain like that guy hacked the pentagon. I started to realize what was going on after some time, but was powerless to stop it, and I got forced on a lot on the list of pissraeli poison over the course of 4 years. Finally after finding the JoS I began to realize things slowly, and began getting the fuck away from that drug induced death.
I'm fuckin' lucky to be alive. So, yes, you and I share a extremely similar story there, it just happened to me much later on in life
I've heard you talk about powerlifting a few times, which probably gets a lot of serotonin going, along with endorphins, which sounds good. I wouldn't mind using dumbells to start out with as I need to recover my health.
I guess 15 pounds each would be good what with the heart as it is..
As for juice, I suppose OJ will do even though it has fluoride in it, again... it is what it is...
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Loneliness is simply a form of depression. Depression is not a disease and no drugs are going to cure you of it. They might numb you down and destroy your ability to progress spiritually, but that's about it.
You exist as a spiritual being and cause the environment around you to manifest. You simply stopped causing things to happen in the environment and think that if you wait around long enough, some karmic energy or something is going to bring you something good. Its not.
Cause more things to happen in your life. Doing something as simple as the dishes will make you feel better. Than when your back to being happy, then go cause people to interact with you. And keep at it. And don't give a shit about anything other than causing people to interact with you.
Before you know it, you will meet some people that like you and want to be around you. Works every time.
---In [email protected], <lgarza666@... wrote :
I'm sorry but, I feel so alone.. I live alone, I have no friends, haven’t had a relationship with my parents for 2 years (I’m 18), my dad is always busy with work and my mum has a new bf that always keeps her busy (of a different race might I add)but I still visit her once a week. I feel as though I’ll always be rejected by someone so I don’t even bother trying to make any friends or bf/gf. I feel weird. I don’t have a kikebook account (but everyone one in my ENTIRE family does). I barely leave the house since I work from home. I DO mediate for about an hour everyday (30min in the morning, 30 at night). Am I not meditating enough? How can I cope with loneliness? Its honestly made me very depressed. Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this. Hail Satan.
You exist as a spiritual being and cause the environment around you to manifest. You simply stopped causing things to happen in the environment and think that if you wait around long enough, some karmic energy or something is going to bring you something good. Its not.
Cause more things to happen in your life. Doing something as simple as the dishes will make you feel better. Than when your back to being happy, then go cause people to interact with you. And keep at it. And don't give a shit about anything other than causing people to interact with you.
Before you know it, you will meet some people that like you and want to be around you. Works every time.
---In [email protected], <lgarza666@... wrote :
I'm sorry but, I feel so alone.. I live alone, I have no friends, haven’t had a relationship with my parents for 2 years (I’m 18), my dad is always busy with work and my mum has a new bf that always keeps her busy (of a different race might I add)but I still visit her once a week. I feel as though I’ll always be rejected by someone so I don’t even bother trying to make any friends or bf/gf. I feel weird. I don’t have a kikebook account (but everyone one in my ENTIRE family does). I barely leave the house since I work from home. I DO mediate for about an hour everyday (30min in the morning, 30 at night). Am I not meditating enough? How can I cope with loneliness? Its honestly made me very depressed. Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this. Hail Satan.
