confusing situation.

[lauren_xz]

this is going to be a long one. I'm totally confused and this story might even be complete bull.

Serveral years ago my friends and i dedicated. well some became not true friends grew apart yadda yadda yadda..

I've not been the best of satanists i will admit that. having come back and starting from the beginning again, i have spoken to a friend that has always been there.

she refuses to do anything spiritual ever again and i could never understand why.. well finally after so long she has explained to me that after trying for babies and having multiple miscarriages... when dedicating she made a "sacrifice" .. yup. I was completely baffled and sickened... through further explanation, we came to our old mutual "friend" wrote down the dedication ritual for her and told her she had to sacrifice something huge within her life.. which she chose giving life.

soo.. now explaining to her how wrong it was, and how the "friend" lied and manipulated us as kids.

I told her do a ritual explain and apologise.. yet she is too scared to. You feel theres something holding her back.

i dont understand. i get she's mustve pissed a few off, and also i understand the miscarriages could be purely coincidental and medical rather than spiritual.

she claims her guaridan is camio or was when she was practicing in her short time and she seems to think its him.

I keep telling her to sort it out but she won't..

opinions?


Hail Satan.

 

[radzio_ss]

We all make mistakes as humans, the key here is to see through them and take the straight path again. Tell your friend to quit making such a fuss and start meditating to get her fertility back. Her miscarriages most likely resulted from her medical condition or her stance that she was convinced that she was going to miscarry so much, that she actually miscarried. Satan's Demons are not some grim reapers and value life, especially that of defensless children. They are too busy to go around scaring people anyway. Tell your friend that if she ever gets pergnant again to meditate daily and put a lot of protective enrergy around herself and the baby and it should go just fine.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lauren_xz" <lauren_xz@... wrote:

this is going to be a long one. I'm totally confused and this story might even be complete bull.

Serveral years ago my friends and i dedicated. well some became not true friends grew apart yadda yadda yadda..

I've not been the best of satanists i will admit that. having come back and starting from the beginning again, i have spoken to a friend that has always been there.

she refuses to do anything spiritual ever again and i could never understand why.. well finally after so long she has explained to me that after trying for babies and having multiple miscarriages... when dedicating she made a "sacrifice" .. yup. I was completely baffled and sickened... through further explanation, we came to our old mutual "friend" wrote down the dedication ritual for her and told her she had to sacrifice something huge within her life.. which she chose giving life.

soo.. now explaining to her how wrong it was, and how the "friend" lied and manipulated us as kids.

I told her do a ritual explain and apologise.. yet she is too scared to. You feel theres something holding her back.

i dont understand. i get she's mustve pissed a few off, and also i understand the miscarriages could be purely coincidental and medical rather than spiritual.

she claims her guaridan is camio or was when she was practicing in her short time and she seems to think its him.

I keep telling her to sort it out but she won't..

opinions?


Hail Satan.