Confused

[funnyfred1932]

I wanted to ask a brief question on sexual orientation from a Satanic perspective-Obviously, the obsession with labeling sexual orientations and getting one's core identity from them is Jewish. But I've been wondering about my own and I'm kind of concerned. I always thought I was straight and was raised in a very Xian household, which caused me tremendous anxiety whenever I would get a sexual thought growing up. Lately I've been questioning my own orientation, I seem to have problems having chemistry with women, I'm physically attracted but I feel that some "soul polarity" is lacking. At times I find the thought of being with a man attractive based on "soul polarity", but at other times I find the physical aspect of it repulsive. I've never had a significant other of either sex and I'm kind of confused. I'm not trying to obsess over my orientation, but I was wondering if someone had some advice for me to see whether I may be non-heterosexual or if I just have hang-ups that are causing me trouble, or if something else is going on. I'm not sure how deep-rooted repression can be, so it's hard to tell if I'm repressing part of who I am or not. Thank you.

 

[Valyn]

I have an oversimplification that sometimes works: what do you think about when you masterbate? I'd go with that. 

On Dec 8, 2016, at 8:20 PM, funnyfred1932@... [Satanicgaycommunity] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I wanted to ask a brief question on sexual orientation from a Satanic perspective-Obviously, the obsession with labeling sexual orientations and getting one's core identity from them is Jewish. But I've been wondering about my own and I'm kind of concerned. I always thought I was straight and was raised in a very Xian household, which caused me tremendous anxiety whenever I would get a sexual thought growing up. Lately I've been questioning my own orientation, I seem to have problems having chemistry with women, I'm physically attracted but I feel that some "soul polarity" is lacking. At times I find the thought of being with a man attractive based on "soul polarity", but at other times I find the physical aspect of it repulsive. I've never had a significant other of either sex and I'm kind of confused. I'm not trying to obsess over my orientation, but I was wondering if someone had some advice for me to see whether I may be non-heterosexual or if I just have hang-ups that are causing me trouble, or if something else is going on. I'm not sure how deep-rooted repression can be, so it's hard to tell if I'm repressing part of who I am or not. Thank you.

 

[funnyfred1932]

Thank you both for your responses. I will look into the workings you mentioned, JA, and I also plan to see if meditating more and just being in tune with myself will help.Hail Satan Forever!