confused and hurting

[Rock Rancourt]

    I have a problem with myself. I really like this girl in my school, she's my friend, and i asked her out, she said no. I want to be by her side, but i don't want to cast a love spell, it feels like it would make things worse. The last thing i can say to her is that I'm a Satanist or else that will end my friendship with her completely. I'm lost and hurting. What should i do? Please help.