Greetings,
I have done my commitment ritual Sunday around 2:10 AM(GMT+9), however, I'm not sure if the commitment was valid because of the following reasons :
1. In the paper, I wrote a different prayer with longer words, but I believe, with almost the same content.
2. I didn't perform the ritual in the same order stated by Maxine.
3. I pricked my finger more than three times, and still managed to get only very few blood,so I could only write the initials of my First and Last name, so I don't know if it still counted(Maxine states in her website that it's ok, but I'm still concerned)
4. The commitment prayer and ritual I used was the one the user Victoire Enki uses(www.youtube.com/victoireenki), the reason I didn't hesitate doing that one, was because I believe in the owner's devotion towards Satan/Enki and because I believe both JoS and her belief are the same.
5.I'm very eager to start the empowering journey but I'm concerned whether the commitment was valid or not because I didn't use the formal prayer by JoS, so I'm willing to do another initiation ritual under JoS one, if the one I did was not valid.
So in short words, am I still an 'outsider' or can I be considered now as a part of Satan's Army/family thus able to initiate the journey to awake the Kundalini?
I have done my commitment ritual Sunday around 2:10 AM(GMT+9), however, I'm not sure if the commitment was valid because of the following reasons :
1. In the paper, I wrote a different prayer with longer words, but I believe, with almost the same content.
2. I didn't perform the ritual in the same order stated by Maxine.
3. I pricked my finger more than three times, and still managed to get only very few blood,so I could only write the initials of my First and Last name, so I don't know if it still counted(Maxine states in her website that it's ok, but I'm still concerned)
4. The commitment prayer and ritual I used was the one the user Victoire Enki uses(www.youtube.com/victoireenki), the reason I didn't hesitate doing that one, was because I believe in the owner's devotion towards Satan/Enki and because I believe both JoS and her belief are the same.
5.I'm very eager to start the empowering journey but I'm concerned whether the commitment was valid or not because I didn't use the formal prayer by JoS, so I'm willing to do another initiation ritual under JoS one, if the one I did was not valid.
So in short words, am I still an 'outsider' or can I be considered now as a part of Satan's Army/family thus able to initiate the journey to awake the Kundalini?