fuoco blu 666
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I have been intensely purifying my chakras and soul for a long time.
I have been meditating for almost 6 years and this is currently my meditation program:
Final RTR vibrated on each major chakra for a total of 7 final RTRs, I intensified this due to my extreme desire for freedom and the extreme hatred I feel for the enemy.
Purification of the soul
Raum x 111
Raum x 111 on the third eye
Raum x 111 on each of the 7 chakras to purify them
Pineal gland activation
Rune Sugil for 36 on the pineal gland
Chakra breathing preferably in sunlight for 15 minutes
Kundalini Yoga and Hatha Yoga
Pranayama (cobra breathing, alternate nostril breathing and fire breathing)
In this period I am doing the planetary square of the Sun to strengthen the solar chakra 666 and I repeat the purification meditation on it several times.
With the Full Moon in Scorpio I wanted to try a very powerful meditation: Eihwaz rune on the base chakra to activate the Kundalini energy, I used this affirmation: "the energy of the Eihwaz rune safely awakens my Kundalini energy".
With this meditation program done over time I feel much better and experience various effects.
When I vibrate Raum to cleanse the chakras I perfectly feel the vibration in my being and experience a certain spiritual pleasure that transcends the physical, I feel the light in my soul and greater clarity and power.
I feel that the meditation I am doing with Raum on the chakras makes me very receptive to solar energy and there are healing effects with chakra breathing when I am in the Sun.
I see "internally" that my chakras are brighter and brighter, colors so beautiful that they are impossible for the average person's mind to imagine.
I still have a lot to purify especially the anger and sadness that come out of my solar chakra and my heart chakra.
Now I feel like a warm and vibrant fist pushing into my base chakra, it is the effect of the meditation with the Eihwaz rune that I performed with the Full Moon in Scorpio.
On April 30th, a Tuesday, I begin the planetary square of Mars and a work of liberation of sexual energy because there is a waning Moon in Aquarius on this date.
I work very hard and in a meticulous and perfectionist way to prepare for the rise of Kundalini, no matter how long it takes.
I'm reading Gopi Krishna's books on Kundalini, they are very interesting especially after I read his birth chart.
I feel that the pleasures of life are more intense for me at some times, other times I feel waves of anger and extreme hatred and do emptiness meditation to control this.
The anger I feel is due to the events that happened to me, I am very disappointed by how humanity is in this era but this has poisoned my energy, I feel the sadness in my lungs and the excess of yang energy that starts from the liver, yes it spreads like a dark red fire in my energy channels.
I have difficulty approaching ordinary people because I feel inadequate and not understandable.
I had a past in which I was hurt by the people I loved and because I am homosexual and also because due to my energy others feel I am strange, I have a particular sensitivity.
In my mind I feel the need to take extreme revenge with my spiritual anger.
I want to heal and feel relief from the emotional pain of the past and I try to improve myself through meditation every day.
I currently have food cravings, there are times when I feel rabidly hungry and I feel pain in my stomach like a feeling of emptiness.
I also did the solar chakra purification twice with Raum x 111 vibrations and the hunger calmed down quite a bit.
Do these hunger pangs come to me because I am purifying my chakras very intensely and my soul reacts with a sort of transformative chaos?
Do I want to isolate myself for this reason too and is it just a phase of purification and healing of the soul?
I have an extreme desire to meditate but I have been told that this meditative cocoon hurts me and that it does not allow me to adapt to society
I have been called schizoaffective and schizotypal psychotic and this causes me such strong anger that I have difficulty keeping it even with my willpower and self-control.
They think I have delusions of omnipotence and mood swings and even hallucinations.
How can I get rid of all this?
How can I manage this chaos as I advance spiritually and achieve greater balance?
I have been meditating for almost 6 years and this is currently my meditation program:
Final RTR vibrated on each major chakra for a total of 7 final RTRs, I intensified this due to my extreme desire for freedom and the extreme hatred I feel for the enemy.
Purification of the soul
Raum x 111
Raum x 111 on the third eye
Raum x 111 on each of the 7 chakras to purify them
Pineal gland activation
Rune Sugil for 36 on the pineal gland
Chakra breathing preferably in sunlight for 15 minutes
Kundalini Yoga and Hatha Yoga
Pranayama (cobra breathing, alternate nostril breathing and fire breathing)
In this period I am doing the planetary square of the Sun to strengthen the solar chakra 666 and I repeat the purification meditation on it several times.
With the Full Moon in Scorpio I wanted to try a very powerful meditation: Eihwaz rune on the base chakra to activate the Kundalini energy, I used this affirmation: "the energy of the Eihwaz rune safely awakens my Kundalini energy".
With this meditation program done over time I feel much better and experience various effects.
When I vibrate Raum to cleanse the chakras I perfectly feel the vibration in my being and experience a certain spiritual pleasure that transcends the physical, I feel the light in my soul and greater clarity and power.
I feel that the meditation I am doing with Raum on the chakras makes me very receptive to solar energy and there are healing effects with chakra breathing when I am in the Sun.
I see "internally" that my chakras are brighter and brighter, colors so beautiful that they are impossible for the average person's mind to imagine.
I still have a lot to purify especially the anger and sadness that come out of my solar chakra and my heart chakra.
Now I feel like a warm and vibrant fist pushing into my base chakra, it is the effect of the meditation with the Eihwaz rune that I performed with the Full Moon in Scorpio.
On April 30th, a Tuesday, I begin the planetary square of Mars and a work of liberation of sexual energy because there is a waning Moon in Aquarius on this date.
I work very hard and in a meticulous and perfectionist way to prepare for the rise of Kundalini, no matter how long it takes.
I'm reading Gopi Krishna's books on Kundalini, they are very interesting especially after I read his birth chart.
I feel that the pleasures of life are more intense for me at some times, other times I feel waves of anger and extreme hatred and do emptiness meditation to control this.
The anger I feel is due to the events that happened to me, I am very disappointed by how humanity is in this era but this has poisoned my energy, I feel the sadness in my lungs and the excess of yang energy that starts from the liver, yes it spreads like a dark red fire in my energy channels.
I have difficulty approaching ordinary people because I feel inadequate and not understandable.
I had a past in which I was hurt by the people I loved and because I am homosexual and also because due to my energy others feel I am strange, I have a particular sensitivity.
In my mind I feel the need to take extreme revenge with my spiritual anger.
I want to heal and feel relief from the emotional pain of the past and I try to improve myself through meditation every day.
I currently have food cravings, there are times when I feel rabidly hungry and I feel pain in my stomach like a feeling of emptiness.
I also did the solar chakra purification twice with Raum x 111 vibrations and the hunger calmed down quite a bit.
Do these hunger pangs come to me because I am purifying my chakras very intensely and my soul reacts with a sort of transformative chaos?
Do I want to isolate myself for this reason too and is it just a phase of purification and healing of the soul?
I have an extreme desire to meditate but I have been told that this meditative cocoon hurts me and that it does not allow me to adapt to society
I have been called schizoaffective and schizotypal psychotic and this causes me such strong anger that I have difficulty keeping it even with my willpower and self-control.
They think I have delusions of omnipotence and mood swings and even hallucinations.
How can I get rid of all this?
How can I manage this chaos as I advance spiritually and achieve greater balance?