darrklady13
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- Oct 2, 2012
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Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.
It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.
I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "
He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.
It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.
He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.
Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.
And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.
One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.
Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.
HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!
It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.
I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "
He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.
It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.
He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.
Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.
And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.
One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.
Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.
HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!