I'm already starting my meditation program, and I'm training to go into a trance (which works) but big problem I'm extremely limited, reason: living with a Christian mother.
she is extremely Xian, she watches me closely, even sleeping on my back is a problem she thinks I can be possessed or something like that (the stupidity of Xians) even crossing my legs is going to be a problem so to do a meditation of emptiness I sit on a couch as if I were resting, so saying words like mantras is not even worth thinking about. The only times to have free time are in the morning around 5am or midnight.
So yes my questions:
1. Do I have the right to vibrate while whispering, without pushing a raised tone?
2. Are crossed legs really necessary (I don't think so but it's better to ask)
If you have any advice, I'll take it with pleasure I need the most advice concerning a person living in a home that limits him in his spiritual journey.

