can someone please help me???

[kanyonn]

while i was reading this thing on this website http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... LATRY.html i felt lightheaded and it was as though i was looking at myself reading it in a third person view, i am new to the satanist thing but im wondering what it meant by me feeling this way, please help me if you know what went on or have an idea please