Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
bye to all my brothers and sisters...
chrisganoglou1 min to read
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
Please, don't!
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@... wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
0
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
Please, don't!
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@... wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
im getting the chills just reading this. pls dont give up, satan and the gods are w/ u. ull get them back just be patient and lean on father for comfort and guidance.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@... wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
0
im getting the chills just reading this. pls dont give up, satan and the gods are w/ u. ull get them back just be patient and lean on father for comfort and guidance.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@... wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
Whoa! Think for a minute ... You won't be seeing your son (or anyone else) if you are dead. Alive you have options, even though they may not be apparent at the present moment and all gates appear closed.
Taking one's own life is NEVER the answer (except in a very few special circumstances such as advanced terminal illness for which there is no hope or choosing to die rather than submit to torture, things like that).
We learn to use our own power but the amount of that power differs from one person to the next based on a number of factors, i.e., how long they have been dedicated, the actual situation one is facing, etc. There are times when even the strongest among us must ask Satan and/or our guardian demon to help us through the crisis. There is nothing wrong with that; sometimes the situation is so overwhelming we can't even think straight.
Also, keep in mind that the first few days (or even weeks) of this sort of crisis tends to be extremely paralyzing. Your mind simply quits working rationally and you focus on what has happened with excruciating intensity. (We're going through something similar in my family at this present time and it's awful.)
This is a serious situation and you would be well advised at this point to immediately seek professional help. This doesn't mean you must endure years of therapy (unless you find it necessary), but you can get some medication such as Atavan to help you function for the immediate future and some on-going counseling that may very will give you some coping skills to deal with the current crisis and other situations in life. I strongly urge you to do this NOW.
Here's another thought: You may want to take a bit of "down time", then you might want to see if you can get your job back. Experience has shown that quite often people feel better -- even though it sounds like a contradiction -- if they continue their routines after a short break.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
0
Whoa! Think for a minute ... You won't be seeing your son (or anyone else) if you are dead. Alive you have options, even though they may not be apparent at the present moment and all gates appear closed.
Taking one's own life is NEVER the answer (except in a very few special circumstances such as advanced terminal illness for which there is no hope or choosing to die rather than submit to torture, things like that).
We learn to use our own power but the amount of that power differs from one person to the next based on a number of factors, i.e., how long they have been dedicated, the actual situation one is facing, etc. There are times when even the strongest among us must ask Satan and/or our guardian demon to help us through the crisis. There is nothing wrong with that; sometimes the situation is so overwhelming we can't even think straight.
Also, keep in mind that the first few days (or even weeks) of this sort of crisis tends to be extremely paralyzing. Your mind simply quits working rationally and you focus on what has happened with excruciating intensity. (We're going through something similar in my family at this present time and it's awful.)
This is a serious situation and you would be well advised at this point to immediately seek professional help. This doesn't mean you must endure years of therapy (unless you find it necessary), but you can get some medication such as Atavan to help you function for the immediate future and some on-going counseling that may very will give you some coping skills to deal with the current crisis and other situations in life. I strongly urge you to do this NOW.
Here's another thought: You may want to take a bit of "down time", then you might want to see if you can get your job back. Experience has shown that quite often people feel better -- even though it sounds like a contradiction -- if they continue their routines after a short break.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
The last poster is right, death is not the answer. I know how hard this is, trust me. I actually had a friend once who had his girlfriend leave him and he had had two kids with her. The government stepped in and put him in a group home. Just know many have gone through what you are going through. The best advice I can give is find someone to talk to about it, when my friend was going through a crisis, just talking to me and several of his other friends made him feel better. At least if you talk to someone they may be able to give you more insight on what you can do. There probably is an answer to your problem ask Satan what you can do. He is our creator and gave us the ability to love and hate and have emotions so he understands. If you live in the US you have legal options and I don't believe if you were never violent or abusive that it is legal for your wife to take away your son like that. Anyways good luck and yeah ativan or klonopin will help if you feel you need something to help you feel better so you can think through your situation in a rational manner.
Hail Satan
oh and please watch this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tj31k1Ss ... re=related
Good Charlotte hold on. Pretty powerful positive song and video and has helped a lot of people.
--- In , "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:
Whoa! Think for a minute ... You won't be seeing your son (or anyone else) if you are dead. Alive you have options, even though they may not be apparent at the present moment and all gates appear closed.
Taking one's own life is NEVER the answer (except in a very few special circumstances such as advanced terminal illness for which there is no hope or choosing to die rather than submit to torture, things like that).
We learn to use our own power but the amount of that power differs from one person to the next based on a number of factors, i.e., how long they have been dedicated, the actual situation one is facing, etc. There are times when even the strongest among us must ask Satan and/or our guardian demon to help us through the crisis. There is nothing wrong with that; sometimes the situation is so overwhelming we can't even think straight.
Also, keep in mind that the first few days (or even weeks) of this sort of crisis tends to be extremely paralyzing. Your mind simply quits working rationally and you focus on what has happened with excruciating intensity. (We're going through something similar in my family at this present time and it's awful.)
This is a serious situation and you would be well advised at this point to immediately seek professional help. This doesn't mean you must endure years of therapy (unless you find it necessary), but you can get some medication such as Atavan to help you function for the immediate future and some on-going counseling that may very will give you some coping skills to deal with the current crisis and other situations in life. I strongly urge you to do this NOW.
Here's another thought: You may want to take a bit of "down time", then you might want to see if you can get your job back. Experience has shown that quite often people feel better -- even though it sounds like a contradiction -- if they continue their routines after a short break.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
0
The last poster is right, death is not the answer. I know how hard this is, trust me. I actually had a friend once who had his girlfriend leave him and he had had two kids with her. The government stepped in and put him in a group home. Just know many have gone through what you are going through. The best advice I can give is find someone to talk to about it, when my friend was going through a crisis, just talking to me and several of his other friends made him feel better. At least if you talk to someone they may be able to give you more insight on what you can do. There probably is an answer to your problem ask Satan what you can do. He is our creator and gave us the ability to love and hate and have emotions so he understands. If you live in the US you have legal options and I don't believe if you were never violent or abusive that it is legal for your wife to take away your son like that. Anyways good luck and yeah ativan or klonopin will help if you feel you need something to help you feel better so you can think through your situation in a rational manner.
Hail Satan
oh and please watch this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tj31k1Ss ... re=related
Good Charlotte hold on. Pretty powerful positive song and video and has helped a lot of people.
--- In , "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:
Whoa! Think for a minute ... You won't be seeing your son (or anyone else) if you are dead. Alive you have options, even though they may not be apparent at the present moment and all gates appear closed.
Taking one's own life is NEVER the answer (except in a very few special circumstances such as advanced terminal illness for which there is no hope or choosing to die rather than submit to torture, things like that).
We learn to use our own power but the amount of that power differs from one person to the next based on a number of factors, i.e., how long they have been dedicated, the actual situation one is facing, etc. There are times when even the strongest among us must ask Satan and/or our guardian demon to help us through the crisis. There is nothing wrong with that; sometimes the situation is so overwhelming we can't even think straight.
Also, keep in mind that the first few days (or even weeks) of this sort of crisis tends to be extremely paralyzing. Your mind simply quits working rationally and you focus on what has happened with excruciating intensity. (We're going through something similar in my family at this present time and it's awful.)
This is a serious situation and you would be well advised at this point to immediately seek professional help. This doesn't mean you must endure years of therapy (unless you find it necessary), but you can get some medication such as Atavan to help you function for the immediate future and some on-going counseling that may very will give you some coping skills to deal with the current crisis and other situations in life. I strongly urge you to do this NOW.
Here's another thought: You may want to take a bit of "down time", then you might want to see if you can get your job back. Experience has shown that quite often people feel better -- even though it sounds like a contradiction -- if they continue their routines after a short break.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
In addition to this, commiting suicide will repeat the same bad things which caused this situation(maybe in a different version) in your next life and even make them worse. It doesn't cleanse your "karma" (i.e. past life/planetary influence which put in this bad situation), you can clean this using power meditation and yoga.
Unless you plan on suiciding in all of your next lives and never living a life fully, this is not a solution.
--- In , "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:
Whoa! Think for a minute ... You won't be seeing your son (or anyone else) if you are dead. Alive you have options, even though they may not be apparent at the present moment and all gates appear closed.
Taking one's own life is NEVER the answer (except in a very few special circumstances such as advanced terminal illness for which there is no hope or choosing to die rather than submit to torture, things like that).
We learn to use our own power but the amount of that power differs from one person to the next based on a number of factors, i.e., how long they have been dedicated, the actual situation one is facing, etc. There are times when even the strongest among us must ask Satan and/or our guardian demon to help us through the crisis. There is nothing wrong with that; sometimes the situation is so overwhelming we can't even think straight.
Also, keep in mind that the first few days (or even weeks) of this sort of crisis tends to be extremely paralyzing. Your mind simply quits working rationally and you focus on what has happened with excruciating intensity. (We're going through something similar in my family at this present time and it's awful.)
This is a serious situation and you would be well advised at this point to immediately seek professional help. This doesn't mean you must endure years of therapy (unless you find it necessary), but you can get some medication such as Atavan to help you function for the immediate future and some on-going counseling that may very will give you some coping skills to deal with the current crisis and other situations in life. I strongly urge you to do this NOW.
Here's another thought: You may want to take a bit of "down time", then you might want to see if you can get your job back. Experience has shown that quite often people feel better -- even though it sounds like a contradiction -- if they continue their routines after a short break.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
0
In addition to this, commiting suicide will repeat the same bad things which caused this situation(maybe in a different version) in your next life and even make them worse. It doesn't cleanse your "karma" (i.e. past life/planetary influence which put in this bad situation), you can clean this using power meditation and yoga.
Unless you plan on suiciding in all of your next lives and never living a life fully, this is not a solution.
--- In , "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:
Whoa! Think for a minute ... You won't be seeing your son (or anyone else) if you are dead. Alive you have options, even though they may not be apparent at the present moment and all gates appear closed.
Taking one's own life is NEVER the answer (except in a very few special circumstances such as advanced terminal illness for which there is no hope or choosing to die rather than submit to torture, things like that).
We learn to use our own power but the amount of that power differs from one person to the next based on a number of factors, i.e., how long they have been dedicated, the actual situation one is facing, etc. There are times when even the strongest among us must ask Satan and/or our guardian demon to help us through the crisis. There is nothing wrong with that; sometimes the situation is so overwhelming we can't even think straight.
Also, keep in mind that the first few days (or even weeks) of this sort of crisis tends to be extremely paralyzing. Your mind simply quits working rationally and you focus on what has happened with excruciating intensity. (We're going through something similar in my family at this present time and it's awful.)
This is a serious situation and you would be well advised at this point to immediately seek professional help. This doesn't mean you must endure years of therapy (unless you find it necessary), but you can get some medication such as Atavan to help you function for the immediate future and some on-going counseling that may very will give you some coping skills to deal with the current crisis and other situations in life. I strongly urge you to do this NOW.
Here's another thought: You may want to take a bit of "down time", then you might want to see if you can get your job back. Experience has shown that quite often people feel better -- even though it sounds like a contradiction -- if they continue their routines after a short break.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
everything changes and we are not quitters, stop the wastefull self pity and get a grip, this is life, PERMANENT SOLUTIONS TO TEMPORY PROBLEMS ARE STUPID, BE STRONG! HAIL SATAN!
On Tue Nov 30th, 2010 8:25 AM EST Andreas Larsson wrote:
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
Please, don't!
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@... wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
0
everything changes and we are not quitters, stop the wastefull self pity and get a grip, this is life, PERMANENT SOLUTIONS TO TEMPORY PROBLEMS ARE STUPID, BE STRONG! HAIL SATAN!
On Tue Nov 30th, 2010 8:25 AM EST Andreas Larsson wrote:
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
Please, don't!
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@... wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
Woah easy there. Listen thats not the answer. You are needed on this earth! Satan will makes things right! You cannot turn your back on Satan. You are placed here for a reason. There is so much to do. We can get your son back. You doubt Satans power? Look please just put that off for now at least. I would like to talk with you. If later on you decide that is what you wish to do. Ok so be it. PLease just give Satan a chance!
HAIL SATAN!!
--- In , "Andreas Larsson" <smerothlol@... wrote:
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
Please, don't!
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
0
Woah easy there. Listen thats not the answer. You are needed on this earth! Satan will makes things right! You cannot turn your back on Satan. You are placed here for a reason. There is so much to do. We can get your son back. You doubt Satans power? Look please just put that off for now at least. I would like to talk with you. If later on you decide that is what you wish to do. Ok so be it. PLease just give Satan a chance!
HAIL SATAN!!
--- In , "Andreas Larsson" <smerothlol@... wrote:
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
Please, don't!
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
mr larsson i dont know what is your age
but you one grown up jerk .who have no guts and ho have no spine to stand erect . huh how you been as a member here ?shame on you man i dont care if you bash me with words . so u acted as a spiritual person and walked so far . hmmm man see your life fulstop is not the answer for the problem it is the work of covered . r u a covered? dont have confident ? if u dont have how u breath? how you work ? this is like that confidence , will power belief are the root man you forgot it and loos it as like kite . there are many remedies to regain ur family dude ok so keep the shit ideas like suicide and others things . fuck it out of your head ok . think like a grown up guy nt like a shit teen ages . if u need ask us ok . my words may be harsh woth words .but behind this there is a care thats it ok . hey u dont have rights to take your soul out of ur body u dont have that rights
From: Andreas Larsson <smerothlol@...
To:
Sent: Tue, November 30, 2010 6:55:12 PM
Subject: Re: bye to all my brothers and sisters...
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
Please, don't!
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@... wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
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mr larsson i dont know what is your age
but you one grown up jerk .who have no guts and ho have no spine to stand erect . huh how you been as a member here ?shame on you man i dont care if you bash me with words . so u acted as a spiritual person and walked so far . hmmm man see your life fulstop is not the answer for the problem it is the work of covered . r u a covered? dont have confident ? if u dont have how u breath? how you work ? this is like that confidence , will power belief are the root man you forgot it and loos it as like kite . there are many remedies to regain ur family dude ok so keep the shit ideas like suicide and others things . fuck it out of your head ok . think like a grown up guy nt like a shit teen ages . if u need ask us ok . my words may be harsh woth words .but behind this there is a care thats it ok . hey u dont have rights to take your soul out of ur body u dont have that rights
From: Andreas Larsson <smerothlol@...
To:
Sent: Tue, November 30, 2010 6:55:12 PM
Subject: Re: bye to all my brothers and sisters...
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
Please, don't!
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@... wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
Suicide isn't the answer, there is always a reason for everything, i have gone through hard times myself... Nothing near that, but I understand what you are feeling, but trust me. There IS something better on the other side, no matter what you just have to keep on pushing through.
•Deus Maximus est Satanas•
On Nov 30, 2010, at 4:37 AM, "chrisganoglou" <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
0
Suicide isn't the answer, there is always a reason for everything, i have gone through hard times myself... Nothing near that, but I understand what you are feeling, but trust me. There IS something better on the other side, no matter what you just have to keep on pushing through.
•Deus Maximus est Satanas•
On Nov 30, 2010, at 4:37 AM, "chrisganoglou" <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
Wow, I have really never seen an actual Spiritual Satanist who would be willing to give it all up like that. You lost your wife, and she took your son? I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through because I don't have a child, and I don't have a wife, but putting myself in that situation...if any woman ever dared to take away my child for any reason, thoughts of suicide would be the last to cross my mind, I would be enraged at this woman who didn't give me a reason for why she was leaving me and it sounds to me like she really didn't care about you at all, so why should you give everything up for her sake?! You still have a son, one who probably still loves you and what would he think if one day he realised he would never get to see his father again?
Fight damnit, if not for her sake than for your sons sake; there are more people on this planet that probably care about you then some selfish woman who couldn't even take the time to try.
I just hope that you have the good sense to realise that suicide is not the answer to this, I wouldn't even be able to face Father if I ever killed myself so needlessly.
AVE SATANAS!!!
HAIL ALL THE GODS OF DUAT!!!
--- In , "morticia" <morticiasixx@... wrote:
im getting the chills just reading this. pls dont give up, satan and the gods are w/ u. ull get them back just be patient and lean on father for comfort and guidance.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
0
Wow, I have really never seen an actual Spiritual Satanist who would be willing to give it all up like that. You lost your wife, and she took your son? I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through because I don't have a child, and I don't have a wife, but putting myself in that situation...if any woman ever dared to take away my child for any reason, thoughts of suicide would be the last to cross my mind, I would be enraged at this woman who didn't give me a reason for why she was leaving me and it sounds to me like she really didn't care about you at all, so why should you give everything up for her sake?! You still have a son, one who probably still loves you and what would he think if one day he realised he would never get to see his father again?
Fight damnit, if not for her sake than for your sons sake; there are more people on this planet that probably care about you then some selfish woman who couldn't even take the time to try.
I just hope that you have the good sense to realise that suicide is not the answer to this, I wouldn't even be able to face Father if I ever killed myself so needlessly.
AVE SATANAS!!!
HAIL ALL THE GODS OF DUAT!!!
--- In , "morticia" <morticiasixx@... wrote:
im getting the chills just reading this. pls dont give up, satan and the gods are w/ u. ull get them back just be patient and lean on father for comfort and guidance.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
That was a very powerfull video. I have watched many of the vidoes recomended from our family but none of them effected me like this one. Everyone is correct please do not take this step. You may not realize this now but it will effect your son and all others who love you.
I do not know all that you are going through but it may not be that you will never see you son again. You have rights please check and see what all of your options are.
We are here for you as is Father. Talk to him as he will guide you and through his love you will find a way. Please do not give up.
Hail Father Satan
Hail Belial
--- In , "David" <darkmonkey87@... wrote:
The last poster is right, death is not the answer. I know how hard this is, trust me. I actually had a friend once who had his girlfriend leave him and he had had two kids with her. The government stepped in and put him in a group home. Just know many have gone through what you are going through. The best advice I can give is find someone to talk to about it, when my friend was going through a crisis, just talking to me and several of his other friends made him feel better. At least if you talk to someone they may be able to give you more insight on what you can do. There probably is an answer to your problem ask Satan what you can do. He is our creator and gave us the ability to love and hate and have emotions so he understands. If you live in the US you have legal options and I don't believe if you were never violent or abusive that it is legal for your wife to take away your son like that. Anyways good luck and yeah ativan or klonopin will help if you feel you need something to help you feel better so you can think through your situation in a rational manner.
Hail Satan
oh and please watch this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tj31k1Ss ... re=related
Good Charlotte hold on. Pretty powerful positive song and video and has helped a lot of people.
--- In , "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:
Whoa! Think for a minute ... You won't be seeing your son (or anyone else) if you are dead. Alive you have options, even though they may not be apparent at the present moment and all gates appear closed.
Taking one's own life is NEVER the answer (except in a very few special circumstances such as advanced terminal illness for which there is no hope or choosing to die rather than submit to torture, things like that).
We learn to use our own power but the amount of that power differs from one person to the next based on a number of factors, i.e., how long they have been dedicated, the actual situation one is facing, etc. There are times when even the strongest among us must ask Satan and/or our guardian demon to help us through the crisis. There is nothing wrong with that; sometimes the situation is so overwhelming we can't even think straight.
Also, keep in mind that the first few days (or even weeks) of this sort of crisis tends to be extremely paralyzing. Your mind simply quits working rationally and you focus on what has happened with excruciating intensity. (We're going through something similar in my family at this present time and it's awful.)
This is a serious situation and you would be well advised at this point to immediately seek professional help. This doesn't mean you must endure years of therapy (unless you find it necessary), but you can get some medication such as Atavan to help you function for the immediate future and some on-going counseling that may very will give you some coping skills to deal with the current crisis and other situations in life. I strongly urge you to do this NOW.
Here's another thought: You may want to take a bit of "down time", then you might want to see if you can get your job back. Experience has shown that quite often people feel better -- even though it sounds like a contradiction -- if they continue their routines after a short break.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
0
That was a very powerfull video. I have watched many of the vidoes recomended from our family but none of them effected me like this one. Everyone is correct please do not take this step. You may not realize this now but it will effect your son and all others who love you.
I do not know all that you are going through but it may not be that you will never see you son again. You have rights please check and see what all of your options are.
We are here for you as is Father. Talk to him as he will guide you and through his love you will find a way. Please do not give up.
Hail Father Satan
Hail Belial
--- In , "David" <darkmonkey87@... wrote:
The last poster is right, death is not the answer. I know how hard this is, trust me. I actually had a friend once who had his girlfriend leave him and he had had two kids with her. The government stepped in and put him in a group home. Just know many have gone through what you are going through. The best advice I can give is find someone to talk to about it, when my friend was going through a crisis, just talking to me and several of his other friends made him feel better. At least if you talk to someone they may be able to give you more insight on what you can do. There probably is an answer to your problem ask Satan what you can do. He is our creator and gave us the ability to love and hate and have emotions so he understands. If you live in the US you have legal options and I don't believe if you were never violent or abusive that it is legal for your wife to take away your son like that. Anyways good luck and yeah ativan or klonopin will help if you feel you need something to help you feel better so you can think through your situation in a rational manner.
Hail Satan
oh and please watch this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tj31k1Ss ... re=related
Good Charlotte hold on. Pretty powerful positive song and video and has helped a lot of people.
--- In , "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:
Whoa! Think for a minute ... You won't be seeing your son (or anyone else) if you are dead. Alive you have options, even though they may not be apparent at the present moment and all gates appear closed.
Taking one's own life is NEVER the answer (except in a very few special circumstances such as advanced terminal illness for which there is no hope or choosing to die rather than submit to torture, things like that).
We learn to use our own power but the amount of that power differs from one person to the next based on a number of factors, i.e., how long they have been dedicated, the actual situation one is facing, etc. There are times when even the strongest among us must ask Satan and/or our guardian demon to help us through the crisis. There is nothing wrong with that; sometimes the situation is so overwhelming we can't even think straight.
Also, keep in mind that the first few days (or even weeks) of this sort of crisis tends to be extremely paralyzing. Your mind simply quits working rationally and you focus on what has happened with excruciating intensity. (We're going through something similar in my family at this present time and it's awful.)
This is a serious situation and you would be well advised at this point to immediately seek professional help. This doesn't mean you must endure years of therapy (unless you find it necessary), but you can get some medication such as Atavan to help you function for the immediate future and some on-going counseling that may very will give you some coping skills to deal with the current crisis and other situations in life. I strongly urge you to do this NOW.
Here's another thought: You may want to take a bit of "down time", then you might want to see if you can get your job back. Experience has shown that quite often people feel better -- even though it sounds like a contradiction -- if they continue their routines after a short break.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
Get a job closer to them. To me you sound like one of those rare 'nice' guys and I don't know what is wrong with women today. They get a nice guy and for some reason it isn't enough, leave them and get a horrible guy and then complain. Sounds to me like she has a problem, but don't stopped fighting, you have a son to think about. In a message dated 12/1/2010 3:35:44 A.M. Eastern Standard Time, jinngenie@... writes:
everything changes and we are not quitters, stop the wastefull self pity and get a grip, this is life, PERMANENT SOLUTIONS TO TEMPORY PROBLEMS ARE STUPID, BE STRONG! HAIL SATAN!
On Tue Nov 30th, 2010 8:25 AM EST Andreas Larsson wrote:
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
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Get a job closer to them. To me you sound like one of those rare 'nice' guys and I don't know what is wrong with women today. They get a nice guy and for some reason it isn't enough, leave them and get a horrible guy and then complain. Sounds to me like she has a problem, but don't stopped fighting, you have a son to think about. In a message dated 12/1/2010 3:35:44 A.M. Eastern Standard Time, jinngenie@... writes:
everything changes and we are not quitters, stop the wastefull self pity and get a grip, this is life, PERMANENT SOLUTIONS TO TEMPORY PROBLEMS ARE STUPID, BE STRONG! HAIL SATAN!
On Tue Nov 30th, 2010 8:25 AM EST Andreas Larsson wrote:
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
I hope this helps.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jTOx3NQLkNI
HAIL SATAN!!
--- In , "satanwarrior88" <satanwarrior88@... wrote:
Woah easy there. Listen thats not the answer. You are needed on this earth! Satan will makes things right! You cannot turn your back on Satan. You are placed here for a reason. There is so much to do. We can get your son back. You doubt Satans power? Look please just put that off for now at least. I would like to talk with you. If later on you decide that is what you wish to do. Ok so be it. PLease just give Satan a chance!
HAIL SATAN!!
--- In , "Andreas Larsson" <smerothlol@ wrote:
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
Please, don't!
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
0
I hope this helps.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jTOx3NQLkNI
HAIL SATAN!!
--- In , "satanwarrior88" <satanwarrior88@... wrote:
Woah easy there. Listen thats not the answer. You are needed on this earth! Satan will makes things right! You cannot turn your back on Satan. You are placed here for a reason. There is so much to do. We can get your son back. You doubt Satans power? Look please just put that off for now at least. I would like to talk with you. If later on you decide that is what you wish to do. Ok so be it. PLease just give Satan a chance!
HAIL SATAN!!
--- In , "Andreas Larsson" <smerothlol@ wrote:
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
Please, don't!
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
FROM: Mac Friday (Black Legions Of Satan) TO: chrisganoglou ************************************************************************************************************ You'll be alright because as far as I know, most suicide victims will leave their note after they have already committed suicide. Like I said, most! This is not always the case with everyone, but for the simple fact that you took the time to post your concerns to the group. Tells me that there is still hope for you. The reason I think you posted your suicide post is because you are in need of help and that you'd rather have help than kill yourself. I say that because you didnt need to tell us you ar going to kill yourself, you could have just done it. Also, you need to listen to me and listen to me very clearly. Contrary to what it may seem, I dont answer to every post because to be honest some things just seem ridiculous. You'll have someone ask a question and someone will answer it. The next day you will see someone else ask the same question when they would have had the answer had they just read other post. I read this post yesterday and said I wasnt going to answer to this post. I woke up this morning and felt like the Gods really wanted me to help you with this so here I am! Im not intending to be mean, im just trying to help you brother. Because this is a seriuos matter that I think you need to rconsider. I think about suicide all the time when things get to rough. It's all to easy for some and for others it's not. But it never goes any further than just thoughts because I know I have alot to live for and so do you. Besides, I doubt you even die unless it's truely Father Satans will. Understand that he does not interfere with free will, butif he want you here-you will stay here. Regardless, you will be reincarnated if you do succeed in offing yourself. So whats the point? One day that kid is going to get older and wonder his father is and hopefully you read my post which I fell will aid you in the end. Like someone else had already stated, killing yourself would be selfish to your child. Dont make him suffer because of his mom, he really loves you and needs you to fight for him. He'll be looking forward to seeing you walk back through that door to pick him up and or hug him. You sound like a very decent guy who has a very good job. That alone right there will give you more than 150% the right to file for joint custody. Also, as far as I can remember, when we (the dads) jump up and leave with the child, we always end up in jail for kidnapping. Maybe you should have seeked help from law enforcement, she cant just up and leave with your child. You should have seeked legal action instead of trying to end your life. You didnt give life just to turn around and end your life. You need to get up and make her realize that what she did is considered illegal. That is your child to and you did nothing wrong for her to up and leave. If she wanted to leave then she could have just left, she didnt need to bring the child into the situation. Father Satan and the Gods will be with you every step of the way, just seek their guidance. In the mean time, you need to be talking to some lawyers to see what can be done. Because im telling you, that sounds like kidnap to me. If you would have done something like that, you would have been in jail, trust me. Rege, Satanas!*Rege, Azazel!*Rege, Eligos!*Rege, Decarabia!*Rege, Amdusias! Al Jiwah- I remember necessary affairs and execute them in due time. I teach and guide those who follow my instructions. -BlackLegionsOfSatan https://templeofzeus.org/
From: "fwlrcj@..." <fwlrcj@...
To:
Sent: Wed, December 1, 2010 6:39:12 AM
Subject: Re: Re: bye to all my brothers and sisters...
Get a job closer to them. To me you sound like one of those rare 'nice' guys and I don't know what is wrong with women today. They get a nice guy and for some reason it isn't enough, leave them and get a horrible guy and then complain. Sounds to me like she has a problem, but don't stopped fighting, you have a son to think about. In a message dated 12/1/2010 3:35:44 A.M. Eastern Standard Time, jinngenie@... writes:
everything changes and we are not quitters, stop the wastefull self pity and get a grip, this is life, PERMANENT SOLUTIONS TO TEMPORY PROBLEMS ARE STUPID, BE STRONG! HAIL SATAN!
On Tue Nov 30th, 2010 8:25 AM EST Andreas Larsson wrote:
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
0
FROM: Mac Friday (Black Legions Of Satan) TO: chrisganoglou ************************************************************************************************************ You'll be alright because as far as I know, most suicide victims will leave their note after they have already committed suicide. Like I said, most! This is not always the case with everyone, but for the simple fact that you took the time to post your concerns to the group. Tells me that there is still hope for you. The reason I think you posted your suicide post is because you are in need of help and that you'd rather have help than kill yourself. I say that because you didnt need to tell us you ar going to kill yourself, you could have just done it. Also, you need to listen to me and listen to me very clearly. Contrary to what it may seem, I dont answer to every post because to be honest some things just seem ridiculous. You'll have someone ask a question and someone will answer it. The next day you will see someone else ask the same question when they would have had the answer had they just read other post. I read this post yesterday and said I wasnt going to answer to this post. I woke up this morning and felt like the Gods really wanted me to help you with this so here I am! Im not intending to be mean, im just trying to help you brother. Because this is a seriuos matter that I think you need to rconsider. I think about suicide all the time when things get to rough. It's all to easy for some and for others it's not. But it never goes any further than just thoughts because I know I have alot to live for and so do you. Besides, I doubt you even die unless it's truely Father Satans will. Understand that he does not interfere with free will, butif he want you here-you will stay here. Regardless, you will be reincarnated if you do succeed in offing yourself. So whats the point? One day that kid is going to get older and wonder his father is and hopefully you read my post which I fell will aid you in the end. Like someone else had already stated, killing yourself would be selfish to your child. Dont make him suffer because of his mom, he really loves you and needs you to fight for him. He'll be looking forward to seeing you walk back through that door to pick him up and or hug him. You sound like a very decent guy who has a very good job. That alone right there will give you more than 150% the right to file for joint custody. Also, as far as I can remember, when we (the dads) jump up and leave with the child, we always end up in jail for kidnapping. Maybe you should have seeked help from law enforcement, she cant just up and leave with your child. You should have seeked legal action instead of trying to end your life. You didnt give life just to turn around and end your life. You need to get up and make her realize that what she did is considered illegal. That is your child to and you did nothing wrong for her to up and leave. If she wanted to leave then she could have just left, she didnt need to bring the child into the situation. Father Satan and the Gods will be with you every step of the way, just seek their guidance. In the mean time, you need to be talking to some lawyers to see what can be done. Because im telling you, that sounds like kidnap to me. If you would have done something like that, you would have been in jail, trust me. Rege, Satanas!*Rege, Azazel!*Rege, Eligos!*Rege, Decarabia!*Rege, Amdusias! Al Jiwah- I remember necessary affairs and execute them in due time. I teach and guide those who follow my instructions. -BlackLegionsOfSatan https://templeofzeus.org/
From: "fwlrcj@..." <fwlrcj@...
To:
Sent: Wed, December 1, 2010 6:39:12 AM
Subject: Re: Re: bye to all my brothers and sisters...
Get a job closer to them. To me you sound like one of those rare 'nice' guys and I don't know what is wrong with women today. They get a nice guy and for some reason it isn't enough, leave them and get a horrible guy and then complain. Sounds to me like she has a problem, but don't stopped fighting, you have a son to think about. In a message dated 12/1/2010 3:35:44 A.M. Eastern Standard Time, jinngenie@... writes:
everything changes and we are not quitters, stop the wastefull self pity and get a grip, this is life, PERMANENT SOLUTIONS TO TEMPORY PROBLEMS ARE STUPID, BE STRONG! HAIL SATAN!
On Tue Nov 30th, 2010 8:25 AM EST Andreas Larsson wrote:
Don't give up!
There is still much to live for, you just need to find them!
I usually don't admit this, but when I was in middle school I was a HUGE GC fan. I look back on it now and cringe occasionally, but this song is really beautiful and to this day I will admit that.
This song really does help put it in perspective that although suicidal thoughts make you feel like you are alone, the truth is, almost everyone struggles with suicidal thoughts... Some more than others. Coming from someone who has the urge more than most, I can tell you that the best way to keep the urge at bay is to keep Father Satan and his Demons close, and put the alcohol far away.
When I was a GC fan I didn't have Fathers support, but this song helped me have the courage to keep fighting, even when all hope seems lost.
Hail Satan!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "dorringtonhelen" <dorringtonhelen@... Sender: Date: Wed, 01 Dec 2010 02:42:07 -0000To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: bye to all my brothers and sisters...
That was a very powerfull video. I have watched many of the vidoes recomended from our family but none of them effected me like this one. Everyone is correct please do not take this step. You may not realize this now but it will effect your son and all others who love you.
I do not know all that you are going through but it may not be that you will never see you son again. You have rights please check and see what all of your options are.
We are here for you as is Father. Talk to him as he will guide you and through his love you will find a way. Please do not give up.
Hail Father Satan
Hail Belial
--- In , "David" <darkmonkey87@... wrote:
The last poster is right, death is not the answer. I know how hard this is, trust me. I actually had a friend once who had his girlfriend leave him and he had had two kids with her. The government stepped in and put him in a group home. Just know many have gone through what you are going through. The best advice I can give is find someone to talk to about it, when my friend was going through a crisis, just talking to me and several of his other friends made him feel better. At least if you talk to someone they may be able to give you more insight on what you can do. There probably is an answer to your problem ask Satan what you can do. He is our creator and gave us the ability to love and hate and have emotions so he understands. If you live in the US you have legal options and I don't believe if you were never violent or abusive that it is legal for your wife to take away your son like that. Anyways good luck and yeah ativan or klonopin will help if you feel you need something to help you feel better so you can think through your situation in a rational manner.
Hail Satan
oh and please watch this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tj31k1Ss ... re=related
Good Charlotte hold on. Pretty powerful positive song and video and has helped a lot of people.
--- In , "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:
Whoa! Think for a minute ... You won't be seeing your son (or anyone else) if you are dead. Alive you have options, even though they may not be apparent at the present moment and all gates appear closed.
Taking one's own life is NEVER the answer (except in a very few special circumstances such as advanced terminal illness for which there is no hope or choosing to die rather than submit to torture, things like that).
We learn to use our own power but the amount of that power differs from one person to the next based on a number of factors, i.e., how long they have been dedicated, the actual situation one is facing, etc. There are times when even the strongest among us must ask Satan and/or our guardian demon to help us through the crisis. There is nothing wrong with that; sometimes the situation is so overwhelming we can't even think straight.
Also, keep in mind that the first few days (or even weeks) of this sort of crisis tends to be extremely paralyzing. Your mind simply quits working rationally and you focus on what has happened with excruciating intensity. (We're going through something similar in my family at this present time and it's awful.)
This is a serious situation and you would be well advised at this point to immediately seek professional help. This doesn't mean you must endure years of therapy (unless you find it necessary), but you can get some medication such as Atavan to help you function for the immediate future and some on-going counseling that may very will give you some coping skills to deal with the current crisis and other situations in life. I strongly urge you to do this NOW.
Here's another thought: You may want to take a bit of "down time", then you might want to see if you can get your job back. Experience has shown that quite often people feel better -- even though it sounds like a contradiction -- if they continue their routines after a short break.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
0
I usually don't admit this, but when I was in middle school I was a HUGE GC fan. I look back on it now and cringe occasionally, but this song is really beautiful and to this day I will admit that.
This song really does help put it in perspective that although suicidal thoughts make you feel like you are alone, the truth is, almost everyone struggles with suicidal thoughts... Some more than others. Coming from someone who has the urge more than most, I can tell you that the best way to keep the urge at bay is to keep Father Satan and his Demons close, and put the alcohol far away.
When I was a GC fan I didn't have Fathers support, but this song helped me have the courage to keep fighting, even when all hope seems lost.
Hail Satan!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "dorringtonhelen" <dorringtonhelen@... Sender: Date: Wed, 01 Dec 2010 02:42:07 -0000To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: bye to all my brothers and sisters...
That was a very powerfull video. I have watched many of the vidoes recomended from our family but none of them effected me like this one. Everyone is correct please do not take this step. You may not realize this now but it will effect your son and all others who love you.
I do not know all that you are going through but it may not be that you will never see you son again. You have rights please check and see what all of your options are.
We are here for you as is Father. Talk to him as he will guide you and through his love you will find a way. Please do not give up.
Hail Father Satan
Hail Belial
--- In , "David" <darkmonkey87@... wrote:
The last poster is right, death is not the answer. I know how hard this is, trust me. I actually had a friend once who had his girlfriend leave him and he had had two kids with her. The government stepped in and put him in a group home. Just know many have gone through what you are going through. The best advice I can give is find someone to talk to about it, when my friend was going through a crisis, just talking to me and several of his other friends made him feel better. At least if you talk to someone they may be able to give you more insight on what you can do. There probably is an answer to your problem ask Satan what you can do. He is our creator and gave us the ability to love and hate and have emotions so he understands. If you live in the US you have legal options and I don't believe if you were never violent or abusive that it is legal for your wife to take away your son like that. Anyways good luck and yeah ativan or klonopin will help if you feel you need something to help you feel better so you can think through your situation in a rational manner.
Hail Satan
oh and please watch this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tj31k1Ss ... re=related
Good Charlotte hold on. Pretty powerful positive song and video and has helped a lot of people.
--- In , "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:
Whoa! Think for a minute ... You won't be seeing your son (or anyone else) if you are dead. Alive you have options, even though they may not be apparent at the present moment and all gates appear closed.
Taking one's own life is NEVER the answer (except in a very few special circumstances such as advanced terminal illness for which there is no hope or choosing to die rather than submit to torture, things like that).
We learn to use our own power but the amount of that power differs from one person to the next based on a number of factors, i.e., how long they have been dedicated, the actual situation one is facing, etc. There are times when even the strongest among us must ask Satan and/or our guardian demon to help us through the crisis. There is nothing wrong with that; sometimes the situation is so overwhelming we can't even think straight.
Also, keep in mind that the first few days (or even weeks) of this sort of crisis tends to be extremely paralyzing. Your mind simply quits working rationally and you focus on what has happened with excruciating intensity. (We're going through something similar in my family at this present time and it's awful.)
This is a serious situation and you would be well advised at this point to immediately seek professional help. This doesn't mean you must endure years of therapy (unless you find it necessary), but you can get some medication such as Atavan to help you function for the immediate future and some on-going counseling that may very will give you some coping skills to deal with the current crisis and other situations in life. I strongly urge you to do this NOW.
Here's another thought: You may want to take a bit of "down time", then you might want to see if you can get your job back. Experience has shown that quite often people feel better -- even though it sounds like a contradiction -- if they continue their routines after a short break.
--- In , "chrisganoglou" <chrisganoglou@ wrote:
Its 4 months now from the day my wife took my son and left...i did everything to make her come back but she is away...i was never violent to my family they had everything and i was more than ok to my family i had a good job (i am a Chef)earning seriously good money and providing more than everything to them but most of all i truly love them they are everything to me,thinking that i will not be able to see my son its killing me,its far more than i can take,just cant live with out them,i am happy to be a part of our community but for me this the end,i am seriously thinking of putting an end to all,suicide is the only solution to make it stop,the pain is beyond my strength,i don't sleep
i don't eat,i have quit my job,everything is meaningless to me,so i want to say a big THANKS to all of you and a goodbye...
hail SATAN
I read your post to my wife and she said to tell you that you have only lost one,your son still loves you.
Hail Satan!
Brian.
From: Chris Ganoglou <chrisganoglou@...
To:
Sent: Tue, November 30, 2010 5:59:09 PM
Subject: Re: Re: bye to all my brothers and sisters...
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I read your post to my wife and she said to tell you that you have only lost one,your son still loves you.
Hail Satan!
Brian.
From: Chris Ganoglou <chrisganoglou@...
To:
Sent: Tue, November 30, 2010 5:59:09 PM
Subject: Re: Re: bye to all my brothers and sisters...
Please oh please dont
it may be rough(i was suicidal once) it hurts now, but later it was better, i took up art, i did poi, i learnt gitar, sang about my feelings,ate tons of chocolate(chocolate releases endrophins),my advice is listen to these songs:(sorted by label)
radiogosha/goshadole records
song -artist
headphones on your heart-leeni
less than three-becky
Oh oh sexy vampire- fright ranger
Lucky lucky -lucky twice
animatronic boy- leeni
Lolitabot-lolita bot
Ufo catcher-(i dont kknow the artist google video it the animation is super uplifting)
are we there yet- leeni
raw footage leeni
Virgin records
19-2000. -gorillaz
melencholy hill-gorillaz
tecnologic-daftpunk
clinteastwood - gorillaz
Unknown
Voodoo child -rogue traders
rave techno- dj magoo
they help
In advance happy yule season
Ali
Hail satan
Hail my GD
0
Please oh please dont
it may be rough(i was suicidal once) it hurts now, but later it was better, i took up art, i did poi, i learnt gitar, sang about my feelings,ate tons of chocolate(chocolate releases endrophins),my advice is listen to these songs:(sorted by label)
radiogosha/goshadole records
song -artist
headphones on your heart-leeni
less than three-becky
Oh oh sexy vampire- fright ranger
Lucky lucky -lucky twice
animatronic boy- leeni
Lolitabot-lolita bot
Ufo catcher-(i dont kknow the artist google video it the animation is super uplifting)
are we there yet- leeni
raw footage leeni
Virgin records
19-2000. -gorillaz
melencholy hill-gorillaz
tecnologic-daftpunk
clinteastwood - gorillaz
Unknown
Voodoo child -rogue traders
rave techno- dj magoo
they help
In advance happy yule season
Ali
Hail satan
Hail my GD
this is from [ email redacted ] i feel your pain as im going thru the same thing. my daughter is almost 4 yrs old and the only reason i havent done myself in. things will get better, sometimes it just takes a while. you have every right to see your son so you should get a lawyer and get busy getting your son back. but whatever you do, dont give up. and this is coming from someone who was ready to give up too. then i found JOS and re-evaluated myself and its a struggle, believe me, but in the end its worth it. dont let that lowlife woman beat you, dont let her win. if anything else dont let her win. if for no other reason to stay alive, dont let her win. but you DO have another reason to stay alive, and that is your son. HAIL SATAN!!! In a message dated 12/1/2010 12:39:07 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, xxmissylalaxx@... writes:
I usually don't admit this, but when I was in middle school I was a HUGE GC fan. I look back on it now and cringe occasionally, but this song is really beautiful and to this day I will admit that.
This song really does help put it in perspective that although suicidal thoughts make you feel like you are alone, the truth is, almost everyone struggles with suicidal thoughts... Some more than others. Coming from someone who has the urge more than most, I can tell you that the best way to keep the urge at bay is to keep Father Satan and his Demons close, and put the alcohol far away.
When I was a GC fan I didn't have Fathers support, but this song helped me have the courage to keep fighting, even when all hope seems lost.
Hail Satan!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T <hr> From: "dorringtonhelen" <dorringtonhelen@... Sender: Date: Wed, 01 Dec 2010 02:42:07 -0000 To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: bye to all my brothers and sisters...
That was a very powerfull video. I have watched many of the vidoes recomended from our family but none of them effected me like this one. Everyone is correct please do not take this step. You may not realize this now but it will effect your son and all others who love you.
I do not know all that you are going through but it may not be that you will never see you son again. You have rights please check and see what all of your options are.
We are here for you as is Father. Talk to him as he will guide you and through his love you will find a way. Please do not give up.Hail Father Satan
Hail Belial--- In , "David" <darkmonkey87@... wrote:
0
this is from [ email redacted ] i feel your pain as im going thru the same thing. my daughter is almost 4 yrs old and the only reason i havent done myself in. things will get better, sometimes it just takes a while. you have every right to see your son so you should get a lawyer and get busy getting your son back. but whatever you do, dont give up. and this is coming from someone who was ready to give up too. then i found JOS and re-evaluated myself and its a struggle, believe me, but in the end its worth it. dont let that lowlife woman beat you, dont let her win. if anything else dont let her win. if for no other reason to stay alive, dont let her win. but you DO have another reason to stay alive, and that is your son. HAIL SATAN!!! In a message dated 12/1/2010 12:39:07 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, xxmissylalaxx@... writes:
I usually don't admit this, but when I was in middle school I was a HUGE GC fan. I look back on it now and cringe occasionally, but this song is really beautiful and to this day I will admit that.
This song really does help put it in perspective that although suicidal thoughts make you feel like you are alone, the truth is, almost everyone struggles with suicidal thoughts... Some more than others. Coming from someone who has the urge more than most, I can tell you that the best way to keep the urge at bay is to keep Father Satan and his Demons close, and put the alcohol far away.
When I was a GC fan I didn't have Fathers support, but this song helped me have the courage to keep fighting, even when all hope seems lost.
Hail Satan!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T <hr> From: "dorringtonhelen" <dorringtonhelen@... Sender: Date: Wed, 01 Dec 2010 02:42:07 -0000 To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: bye to all my brothers and sisters...
That was a very powerfull video. I have watched many of the vidoes recomended from our family but none of them effected me like this one. Everyone is correct please do not take this step. You may not realize this now but it will effect your son and all others who love you.
I do not know all that you are going through but it may not be that you will never see you son again. You have rights please check and see what all of your options are.
We are here for you as is Father. Talk to him as he will guide you and through his love you will find a way. Please do not give up.Hail Father Satan
Hail Belial--- In , "David" <darkmonkey87@... wrote: