brothers and sisters please help

[Julian Macias]

hi my name is julian and I have been a dedicated spiritual satainist for a few years now and have grown with a very good relationship with father ,but these past few months i dont know what is happeneing ,i ended up going to live with my girlfriend for about 2 months and during those months my mom at my old house well she threw everything from my room away wich is my candles on my alter, a drawing i have done of father on a wooden board which was standing over candels i had for father,Beelzebub,Azazel,and Astroth,along with my ouija borads and, just a reminder i am just(16 years old) and after all this happend random christians and catholics started coming to me and telling me thing trying to get me closer to the nazerean by telling me taeching that i already knew of and could dis-prove then ,over time i have had a strong un-easy feeling ,very heavey breath at times ,and im am impathic at times where i can feel everyones energy and it drains me n often i feel like greys continously keep messing with me in anyway thay can so for now told my girlfriend to go back home with her parents so i can think things through n but now when i meditate ,its as if im am a beginer and i cant reach trance state even if done for 15mins or more and now i can feel fathers presence ,what can i do?? i cant preform any rituals at this time and Im getting very concerned for my health and most of all my spiritual health i want to get back to the 6month SPIRITUAL WARFARE traning progarm and i cant beacuse of my problems i dont know if its cuz im not concentrating enough or it something elsebut before i could reatch trance state within 3 to 5mins very easy please someone help with anything from vibrations to anything else you think might help and get me back connected with father and find my gurdian -HAIL FATHER SATAN

 

[blackmoon0343]

Here's a list of suggestions that I can think of
1. Try doing void meditation
2. Clean and protect your aura at least twice a day everyday
3. Do a banishing ritual
4. Perform rituals in your astral temple
5. Lie and say that you believe their shit
6. If you know some of the people trying to convert you, detach them from your aura
7. Cut the enemy links from yourself. I'll tell you how, since the link isn't working. With blue Satanic flames cut the link from your third eye and 6th chakra, then do the same with your heart chakra.
8. If you think you need extra help, summon a Demon in your astral temple
9. Cleanse the room you're meditating in with blue Satanic flames
10. Do some yoga

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Julian Macias" <oed.gloc@... wrote:

hi my name is julian and I have been a dedicated spiritual satainist for a few years now and have grown with a very good relationship with father ,but these past few months i dont know what is happeneing ,i ended up going to live with my girlfriend for about 2 months and during those months my mom at my old house well she threw everything from my room away wich is my candles on my alter, a drawing i have done of father on a wooden board which was standing over candels i had for father,Beelzebub,Azazel,and Astroth,along with my ouija borads and, just a reminder i am just(16 years old) and after all this happend random christians and catholics started coming to me and telling me thing trying to get me closer to the nazerean by telling me taeching that i already knew of and could dis-prove then ,over time i have had a strong un-easy feeling ,very heavey breath at times ,and im am impathic at times where i can feel everyones energy and it drains me n often i feel like greys continously keep messing with me in anyway thay can so for now told my girlfriend to go back home with her parents so i can think things through n but now when i meditate ,its as if im am a beginer and i cant reach trance state even if done for 15mins or more and now i can feel fathers presence ,what can i do?? i cant preform any rituals at this time and Im getting very concerned for my health and most of all my spiritual health i want to get back to the 6month SPIRITUAL WARFARE traning progarm and i cant beacuse of my problems i dont know if its cuz im not concentrating enough or it something elsebut before i could reatch trance state within 3 to 5mins very easy please someone help with anything from vibrations to anything else you think might help and get me back connected with father and find my gurdian -HAIL FATHER SATAN

 

[valeriobaldassarri]

well brother, I think we all remember how hard is having 16... even if you are of strong soul it is a very difficult period in itself, and all these things happened in a so short time have clearly undermined your intentions... this is the time to be strong and prove yourself and Father how bold you really are! don't care too much about xians bullshits, you can just ignore them or let them know you still believe in the lies they tell... while about girls, just take it easy! nothing but Father lives forever... I know, it could be sad, but none can find true love or deep love at 16, we all can ensure you I think... and about your family don't woory, just a few years and you'll be able to have an own house and build all altars and temples you'll need! for now yes you can create your astral temple and use it as a real one (or better I'd say...) Anyway, I think you should first find yourself through your faith in Father and in what you know you really are, don't worry about trance states and so on, it depends all on your emotional state (think that a heavy meal is enough to fuck your meditations, so you can clearly image how a series of happenings like those you're passing through can wound you entire being...)

don't worry, we're all with you, brothers, sisters, Father and all the mighty Gods of Duats!

HAIL!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Julian Macias" <oed.gloc@... wrote:

hi my name is julian and I have been a dedicated spiritual satainist for a few years now and have grown with a very good relationship with father ,but these past few months i dont know what is happeneing ,i ended up going to live with my girlfriend for about 2 months and during those months my mom at my old house well she threw everything from my room away wich is my candles on my alter, a drawing i have done of father on a wooden board which was standing over candels i had for father,Beelzebub,Azazel,and Astroth,along with my ouija borads and, just a reminder i am just(16 years old) and after all this happend random christians and catholics started coming to me and telling me thing trying to get me closer to the nazerean by telling me taeching that i already knew of and could dis-prove then ,over time i have had a strong un-easy feeling ,very heavey breath at times ,and im am impathic at times where i can feel everyones energy and it drains me n often i feel like greys continously keep messing with me in anyway thay can so for now told my girlfriend to go back home with her parents so i can think things through n but now when i meditate ,its as if im am a beginer and i cant reach trance state even if done for 15mins or more and now i can feel fathers presence ,what can i do?? i cant preform any rituals at this time and Im getting very concerned for my health and most of all my spiritual health i want to get back to the 6month SPIRITUAL WARFARE traning progarm and i cant beacuse of my problems i dont know if its cuz im not concentrating enough or it something elsebut before i could reatch trance state within 3 to 5mins very easy please someone help with anything from vibrations to anything else you think might help and get me back connected with father and find my gurdian -HAIL FATHER SATAN

 

[nicknesredna]

Do this working to:

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/91060

Keep doing it, and the xian energies will bounce right back to them.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Julian Macias" <oed.gloc@... wrote:

hi my name is julian and I have been a dedicated spiritual satainist for a few years now and have grown with a very good relationship with father ,but these past few months i dont know what is happeneing ,i ended up going to live with my girlfriend for about 2 months and during those months my mom at my old house well she threw everything from my room away wich is my candles on my alter, a drawing i have done of father on a wooden board which was standing over candels i had for father,Beelzebub,Azazel,and Astroth,along with my ouija borads and, just a reminder i am just(16 years old) and after all this happend random christians and catholics started coming to me and telling me thing trying to get me closer to the nazerean by telling me taeching that i already knew of and could dis-prove then ,over time i have had a strong un-easy feeling ,very heavey breath at times ,and im am impathic at times where i can feel everyones energy and it drains me n often i feel like greys continously keep messing with me in anyway thay can so for now told my girlfriend to go back home with her parents so i can think things through n but now when i meditate ,its as if im am a beginer and i cant reach trance state even if done for 15mins or more and now i can feel fathers presence ,what can i do?? i cant preform any rituals at this time and Im getting very concerned for my health and most of all my spiritual health i want to get back to the 6month SPIRITUAL WARFARE traning progarm and i cant beacuse of my problems i dont know if its cuz im not concentrating enough or it something elsebut before i could reatch trance state within 3 to 5mins very easy please someone help with anything from vibrations to anything else you think might help and get me back connected with father and find my gurdian -HAIL FATHER SATAN