I feel your pain. My first friend was just about 9 years ago, and we had still been friends since. Ever since I told her that I was going to dedicate myself to father Satan, she wasn't pleased with me. Sure she talks to me, but its not the same. For those who know me from my issue of being attacked constantly, she might be my attacker who is trying to hurt me. Last night I had to accept it and cried. All I could think about was Dante's inferno (the poem). One of the worst things you can do is betray a friend, and she betrayed me.
But I must say this. It will hurt if your friend doesn't accept who you are, and it might hurt for a while. But there are people, like you and me and our brothers and sisters, who will. I have friends that think its cool that I finally found something that makes sense to me. And they are athiests. True friends never turn their backs on you.
HAIL SATAN!!
On Sat Aug 6th, 2011 2:51 PM PDT melly wrote:
It really bothers me how these movies.. Shows.. Music etc are giving Father Satan a bad rep. It angers me how they make them so evil.... Even the other day my friend said the expression "oh my lord" I made a face and mumbled.. He knew I was interested in being a Satanist and at that moment he figured it out. Now he won't talk to me or look at me, though he isn't even a christian! It angers me so much how bad mouthed we are, how "evil" we are hpw looked down upon we are. I'm seeing everything different now and how everything is against us... I don't know if ill get my friend back, I don't know how to handle it, I meditate and pray but it won't bring him back. As how much christians judge us.. Even nonchristians.. Sigh if anyone has something to say, go ahead, I'm just venting my anger and sadness..