Bi-polar?

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Greetings! I've noticed in myself over the years that I have a tendency to have, exadurated mood swings shall we say?! My whole polirization thing is screwed up. There have been times where things I attempt go the exact opposite way. I'm sure my elements are outta wack, but can't figure out exactly how, or being w/o a computer can't really study them how I want and need to. If someone could send me the link to where it explains personality traits and the connecting element I'd very much appreciate it! I'm wondering if there is an imbalance in my Ida and Pingala, or are they just naturally unbalanced until one completes the Magnum Opus?
I know these are a lot of questions, but I've been considering these things, what meditations I can do to "fix it", but the way my life is going, how it affects my Spiritual life more importantly, I'd much rather prefer not to take lithium, hate to say it, took a while to admit it to myself, but I know I can handle this myself w/ the gifts Father has given us if I only had some direction. Thank you all so much for reading! Darkest of Blessings!
HAIL LORD SATAN!!!
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[Celina]

Sorry, I don't have the link for you as yet. However, I can so relate with the medication thing. I hated taking psych meds. Let me preface this by saying I am in no way offering you medical advice(or anyone else, for that matter) but in March I came off the psych meds and on April 1 started taking St. John's Wort which is an herbal supplement that works for depression and it works great for me.

Also, as far as which meditation will "fix it", I believe meditations in general will fix it. Of course, it takes time but meditations heal our whole person. Many someone else will pop in with a better answer. This is my 2 cents.

HAIL SATAN!

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Greetings! I've noticed in myself over the years that I have a tendency to have, exadurated mood swings shall we say?! My whole polirization thing is screwed up. There have been times where things I attempt go the exact opposite way. I'm sure my elements are outta wack, but can't figure out exactly how, or being w/o a computer can't really study them how I want and need to. If someone could send me the link to where it explains personality traits and the connecting element I'd very much appreciate it! I'm wondering if there is an imbalance in my Ida and Pingala, or are they just naturally unbalanced until one completes the Magnum Opus?
I know these are a lot of questions, but I've been considering these things, what meditations I can do to "fix it", but the way my life is going, how it affects my Spiritual life more importantly, I'd much rather prefer not to take lithium, hate to say it, took a while to admit it to myself, but I know I can handle this myself w/ the gifts Father has given us if I only had some direction. Thank you all so much for reading! Darkest of Blessings!
HAIL LORD SATAN!!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T