Ravenheart666
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First I understood on my own skin there are mental compulsions that I need to eliminate from myself, yet also that my inner essence will never be tainted by any such conditions.
For more than a couple of minutes, in the dark and rain , on the bridge that I stop to meditate on near the woodlands I felt like I reached and grasped this inner essence , so bright , fiery and sublime. It trembled in my whole body, my cold hands and feet, my mind simply washed off any distortion . Alight like a magnificent campfire and ecstatic in each breath. My vision more fluid than ever and my lungs filled with delight and flames. Never in my life I've ever screamed so hard and trully "HAIL SATAN!" twice! Simply incredible I have no other means to describe it. Dedicating myself WAS more than totally worth it!
Now the only thing I need to do is start controlling myself when I want to reach the highest of this inner state. I'm already half-burned since 2 years ago, but healing pretty well. Thanks Satan!
For more than a couple of minutes, in the dark and rain , on the bridge that I stop to meditate on near the woodlands I felt like I reached and grasped this inner essence , so bright , fiery and sublime. It trembled in my whole body, my cold hands and feet, my mind simply washed off any distortion . Alight like a magnificent campfire and ecstatic in each breath. My vision more fluid than ever and my lungs filled with delight and flames. Never in my life I've ever screamed so hard and trully "HAIL SATAN!" twice! Simply incredible I have no other means to describe it. Dedicating myself WAS more than totally worth it!
Now the only thing I need to do is start controlling myself when I want to reach the highest of this inner state. I'm already half-burned since 2 years ago, but healing pretty well. Thanks Satan!
