It's up to you in the end, to decide if and how your "friends" influence you and if you want to stick around them. It sounds like you became aware that they aren't the best influence to you.
Don't worry about walking away from them. You can find a better, more positive group of friends eventually. It's lonely at first but one gets used to it. After all, who and what you watch, hang out with, read, listen to for the past 2 years is what makes you who you are now. Who we hang around influences us more than one realizes at first. Until they walk away from them.
Talk to Satan/Lucifer about all your problems, if you want to. If you have dedicated your soul to Satan then you have a Guardian Demon that you can also talk to about your worries and problems.
Very few Spiritual Satanists have Guardian Demon(s) around them all the time. I think High Priestess Pythia mentioned once in a sermon (I think it was an audio sermon) that there was a Demoness, under Astaroth, who is with Pythia at all times. Considering that the JoS clergy and other hard-working members are at the front lines of the war, working with Satan and the Gods of Elysium against the enemy, they need the extra protection. This is just my theory though.
Just focus on Satan's sigil, either in or without a ritual, and talk to Him that way. He will hear you. He hears everything. In time, your Guardian Demon(s) will come to you on their own.
Hello.Just want talk about somethink really fast..So i have some friends now.. but most of them just smoke cigarets drink alcholol and etc.. because of that i smoke and drink sometimes.. and i want to go away from them but if i go and be alone i think i wound handle presure in shcool if they gona say bad words on me.. so if i can ask Satan to send me best friend like spirit or demon who would be almost always around i can talk about everythink.. i think you undertand what i wanted to say.. so is it possible if yes want to know how?Thanks for anwsers.Hail Satan and Daemons of Elysium!!!
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