shade00013
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I can't believe you'd be so rude! Why me?! What did I do wrong?!… am I just that bad of a person?! *snivel* I try to do my best and be nice you know!??
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the ban hammer has been swinging wildly recently.
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Okay I will put a very clear disclaimer :
YAHOO GROUPS READER, ANIMAL SACRIFICES ARE NOT TOLERATED IN SPIRITUAL SATANISM.
DO NOT DO ANY ANIMAL SACRIFICE !!!!!!!!!
D-O. N-O-T. S-A-C-R-I-F-I-C-E. A-N-I-M-A-L-S !!!!!!!
Okay now to what I wanted to tell you, I also got banned from the old forums once (don't remember the name of the account, it was before I even get on the yahoo groups) - for questioning from a pagan greece point of view a clergy post saying that pagans didn't do animal sacrifices. Having studied ancient greece for a long time and seeing the references in the stories it seemed an oddity to me historically speaking. Honestly it's not like I wanted to sacrifice anything, just discussing if that ever happened or no. Whatever.
Reader, if you are not sure what to do please read the disclaimer loudly again. It should be clear enough.
YAHOO GROUPS READER, ANIMAL SACRIFICES ARE NOT TOLERATED IN SPIRITUAL SATANISM.
DO NOT DO ANY ANIMAL SACRIFICE !!!!!!!!!
D-O. N-O-T. S-A-C-R-I-F-I-C-E. A-N-I-M-A-L-S !!!!!!!
Okay now to what I wanted to tell you, I also got banned from the old forums once (don't remember the name of the account, it was before I even get on the yahoo groups) - for questioning from a pagan greece point of view a clergy post saying that pagans didn't do animal sacrifices. Having studied ancient greece for a long time and seeing the references in the stories it seemed an oddity to me historically speaking. Honestly it's not like I wanted to sacrifice anything, just discussing if that ever happened or no. Whatever.
Reader, if you are not sure what to do please read the disclaimer loudly again. It should be clear enough.
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Go do Rituals.
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i bet i could tell you who banned you though, also shade you have been consistently going on drunken rampages talking about suicide.
that is very much cause for a ban, i would have banned you in your first few messages, however some people are more patient than me, and some are obviously much less.
that is very much cause for a ban, i would have banned you in your first few messages, however some people are more patient than me, and some are obviously much less.
I got suspended from the old forums ages ago, because a HP basically told me to go kill myself, so I told them they were a horrible person who shouldnt be a HP. TBH I’m not a fan of most of them... most don’t act like enlightened leaders, at all. Makes me question how they still have their positions if they don’t uphold Satan’s ideals.
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Sal_Slyth, the HP's act as enlightened leaders because that is their role, given to them by the Gods.
They are our leaders and they are quite enlightened compared to most of us here, or even all of us.
For one of the HP's to tell you to basically kill yourself you must have posted something extremely nonsinsical (whether it is true they told you that is exceptionally questionable and most likely you made your own assumptions as to what they told you instead of understanding what they actually told you..)
People here whining about the HP's should attempt to understand how it is to be in their shoes, and show them the respect they deserve.
They work pretty much literally 24/7 for our cause and put plenty of their own wealt and all of their own capabilities towards Satan's cause.
They barely have leisure time at all and work continuously to further Satan's agenda here on earth.
Whining about them like this is honestly pathetic. Get something better to do.
I have been told off by an HP before as well, which was well deserved and I properly apologized to them for causing them trouble.
Instead of complaining like a useless fool I attempted to learn from them and listen to their example and well what do you know?
It made me a better and wiser man.
So instead of complaining about the people who are basically our lifeline at this moment, as the HP's are the only ones currently capable of working on the Ritual's with the Gods, go give them the respect they deserve and show some character, then get back to doing something meaningful.
Hail Satan Forever!
They are our leaders and they are quite enlightened compared to most of us here, or even all of us.
For one of the HP's to tell you to basically kill yourself you must have posted something extremely nonsinsical (whether it is true they told you that is exceptionally questionable and most likely you made your own assumptions as to what they told you instead of understanding what they actually told you..)
People here whining about the HP's should attempt to understand how it is to be in their shoes, and show them the respect they deserve.
They work pretty much literally 24/7 for our cause and put plenty of their own wealt and all of their own capabilities towards Satan's cause.
They barely have leisure time at all and work continuously to further Satan's agenda here on earth.
Whining about them like this is honestly pathetic. Get something better to do.
I have been told off by an HP before as well, which was well deserved and I properly apologized to them for causing them trouble.
Instead of complaining like a useless fool I attempted to learn from them and listen to their example and well what do you know?
It made me a better and wiser man.
So instead of complaining about the people who are basically our lifeline at this moment, as the HP's are the only ones currently capable of working on the Ritual's with the Gods, go give them the respect they deserve and show some character, then get back to doing something meaningful.
Hail Satan Forever!
Voiceofenki, I have had corrections from the clergy as well, and the self consistency to my own research has stuck because of it.
I highly respect them, especially Mageson with his vastly read sermons on the ancient knowledge.
Really I just wish I was more open telepathically so I can stop pestering them or others for collaborative answers.
I aim to be self sufficient, and serve the Daemons, yet my character is one of vacillating convictions.
7 years of dedication, and my faith has shaken many times, so I have little to show for my time.
I used to do minor things like spreading tracts online and physically etc, but was never consistent on things like Rituals.
Meditations finally reached the 40 day mark, and still I suddenly plummet into pointlessness (Saturn in Pisces?)
Im just tired of my wavering strength, one period of months Om invincible and so sure of myself, the other I feel like Im either some hybrid jew because of distant DNA, or Im a rotted moronic soul who will not achieve much because of my inherent laziness.
It makes me question the very fabric of purpose itself, as if I am never going to be something the Daemons can use and appreciate, because Im some creep with mental issues.
Morbid yes, and I rarely whine about this kind of stuff, but I literally just started accepting the whole of who I am and loving our path only to suddenly feel like Im still an idiot for posting things that may or may not have been controversial.
---In , <voiceofenki@... wrote :
Sal_Slyth, the HP's act as enlightened leaders because that is their role, given to them by the Gods.
They are our leaders and they are quite enlightened compared to most of us here, or even all of us.
For one of the HP's to tell you to basically kill yourself you must have posted something extremely nonsinsical (whether it is true they told you that is exceptionally questionable and most likely you made your own assumptions as to what they told you instead of understanding what they actually told you..)
People here whining about the HP's should attempt to understand how it is to be in their shoes, and show them the respect they deserve.
They work pretty much literally 24/7 for our cause and put plenty of their own wealt and all of their own capabilities towards Satan's cause.
They barely have leisure time at all and work continuously to further Satan's agenda here on earth.
Whining about them like this is honestly pathetic. Get something better to do.
I have been told off by an HP before as well, which was well deserved and I properly apologized to them for causing them trouble.
Instead of complaining like a useless fool I attempted to learn from them and listen to their example and well what do you know?
It made me a better and wiser man.
So instead of complaining about the people who are basically our lifeline at this moment, as the HP's are the only ones currently capable of working on the Ritual's with the Gods, go give them the respect they deserve and show some character, then get back to doing something meaningful.
Hail Satan Forever!
I highly respect them, especially Mageson with his vastly read sermons on the ancient knowledge.
Really I just wish I was more open telepathically so I can stop pestering them or others for collaborative answers.
I aim to be self sufficient, and serve the Daemons, yet my character is one of vacillating convictions.
7 years of dedication, and my faith has shaken many times, so I have little to show for my time.
I used to do minor things like spreading tracts online and physically etc, but was never consistent on things like Rituals.
Meditations finally reached the 40 day mark, and still I suddenly plummet into pointlessness (Saturn in Pisces?)
Im just tired of my wavering strength, one period of months Om invincible and so sure of myself, the other I feel like Im either some hybrid jew because of distant DNA, or Im a rotted moronic soul who will not achieve much because of my inherent laziness.
It makes me question the very fabric of purpose itself, as if I am never going to be something the Daemons can use and appreciate, because Im some creep with mental issues.
Morbid yes, and I rarely whine about this kind of stuff, but I literally just started accepting the whole of who I am and loving our path only to suddenly feel like Im still an idiot for posting things that may or may not have been controversial.
---In , <voiceofenki@... wrote :
Sal_Slyth, the HP's act as enlightened leaders because that is their role, given to them by the Gods.
They are our leaders and they are quite enlightened compared to most of us here, or even all of us.
For one of the HP's to tell you to basically kill yourself you must have posted something extremely nonsinsical (whether it is true they told you that is exceptionally questionable and most likely you made your own assumptions as to what they told you instead of understanding what they actually told you..)
People here whining about the HP's should attempt to understand how it is to be in their shoes, and show them the respect they deserve.
They work pretty much literally 24/7 for our cause and put plenty of their own wealt and all of their own capabilities towards Satan's cause.
They barely have leisure time at all and work continuously to further Satan's agenda here on earth.
Whining about them like this is honestly pathetic. Get something better to do.
I have been told off by an HP before as well, which was well deserved and I properly apologized to them for causing them trouble.
Instead of complaining like a useless fool I attempted to learn from them and listen to their example and well what do you know?
It made me a better and wiser man.
So instead of complaining about the people who are basically our lifeline at this moment, as the HP's are the only ones currently capable of working on the Ritual's with the Gods, go give them the respect they deserve and show some character, then get back to doing something meaningful.
Hail Satan Forever!
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"I’m not a fan of most of them... most don’t act like enlightened leaders, at all. Makes me question how they still have their positions if they don’t uphold Satan’s ideals."
Really. I wonder what your idea is of 'enlightened leadership' might be.
This isn't my experience of our HP/HPS's. The Clergy work their tails off for Satan, for US, our people. They give a LOT. Of their time, energy, effort and their finances. There is much that they do that we aren't aware of. And they get a lot of attacks (attempted anyways) from the enemy for standing out on the front lines as they do. This makes me question if you have any notion of what Satan's ideals might be, to say something like this.
They were ordained and approved of by Satan. He's told HPS MD that JoS is His main Army/force here on Earth. Don't think for a moment that a person is Ordained without His approval! All of us here work for HIM, for SATAN. HIS ideals are always first and foremost! So don't try to come on here and slag our Clergy. If you were barred, they did it for a good reason. Use the time away to work on yourself, do Ritual's.
Really. I wonder what your idea is of 'enlightened leadership' might be.
This isn't my experience of our HP/HPS's. The Clergy work their tails off for Satan, for US, our people. They give a LOT. Of their time, energy, effort and their finances. There is much that they do that we aren't aware of. And they get a lot of attacks (attempted anyways) from the enemy for standing out on the front lines as they do. This makes me question if you have any notion of what Satan's ideals might be, to say something like this.
They were ordained and approved of by Satan. He's told HPS MD that JoS is His main Army/force here on Earth. Don't think for a moment that a person is Ordained without His approval! All of us here work for HIM, for SATAN. HIS ideals are always first and foremost! So don't try to come on here and slag our Clergy. If you were barred, they did it for a good reason. Use the time away to work on yourself, do Ritual's.
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WTF ??? Seriously ????
---In , <shade00013@... wrote :
I didn't even tounch the above subject! *pouts* I just made a very painful confession to add to a conversation involving porn and bam! Down for the count!… gotta say though I do have a deep interest in blood magic though… sometimes even an addiction!… but I've told myself I WILL NOT CUT MYSELF MORE THEN ONCE A DAY!… I already broke that one several times!? But yeh I guess their a little touchy over there…?
---In , <shade00013@... wrote :
I didn't even tounch the above subject! *pouts* I just made a very painful confession to add to a conversation involving porn and bam! Down for the count!… gotta say though I do have a deep interest in blood magic though… sometimes even an addiction!… but I've told myself I WILL NOT CUT MYSELF MORE THEN ONCE A DAY!… I already broke that one several times!? But yeh I guess their a little touchy over there…?
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Hmm… *tilts head*… PFFT! I didn't join your little sissy group to be insulted!… besides… a little compassion can go a long way! You've just got it easy and your taking it for granted! voiceofenki!… also I get there busy… and fine!… but have you ever seen those paranoid nut jobs on tv with the foil hats!… no?… then maybe try looking in the mirror!
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I got big plans! And you are your gods are not invited!…
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Also I am doing Ritual's! x2 of rest coms!… but much… but I may stop just to spite you!
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True peace, true tranquility, true harmony… can only be achieved through void… so why not return all to the void… where we can live peaceful? Away from harm… away from pain… away from suffering… one day I'll have my peace…
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May Satan have mercy on your week soul
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Hmm…? I supppoe aldrick has a point…?…? Well spoken aldrick!
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Since it's so hard for me to take any part of existence seriously… it's… somewhat hard to offend me!… and now that I've calmed down I find this your words fancymancy to be no more then quirky!… personally I like to just throw shit out there and see what happens!… also the cutting myself thing is only related to the fact I'm currently practicing blood magic! I.e. GEBO! Such a truly fascinating rune! ?
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I got banned once, I left went to exile...educated me-self by studying HP Shannon, HP H-C, and mostly HP Pythia.... Like aldrick says build your-self .......pay attention to what you say before clicking on that "send"........ It wasn't easy for me @ one point I even lashed out on Zola, but I grew with the help of the group mostly Aldrick's posts, and Zola sense of humor....... Don't cry about it go study first before u say something.
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Hey Allison.
What have you been up too sister?
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Shade with those other comments you made you truly show yourself for what you are. Pathetic.
I suggest you take a break from posting and attempt to figure yourself out. Do some easy meditations, do a lo of void meditation and figure out your insanity on your own.
If you want to better yourself then you really have a long way to go. Maybe in the future after you have managed to clear your mind from all the negativety you've got stuck in there we can have a conversation, but right now you are really out of your mind and need serious mental deprogramming.
This is not to insult you, but to make you aware of this harsh reality. Try to see yourself with unbiased eyes and admit your weakness and insanity and then attempt to change it.
The first step in improving your self and your mental condition is understanding just how bad it currently is and being able to see how low you have really fallen, then from there you can build yourself back up slowly one step at a time which is what you need to do if you ever want to have any hopes of becomming a decent human being.
I have compassion for my fellow Satanists, but beating around the bush and allowing weakness amongst us and amongst my brothers and sisters is useless and doesn't help anyone.
If someone is mentally ill or enganing in mentally degenerate behaviors they need to know this so they can attempt to better themselves and you are currently not in a good spot mentally as is easily evident so nobody is going to lie to you and treat you as if there's nothing wrong.
Weakness spreads weakness and misery attracts misery. For that reason we abolish weakness and misery and shun any such degenerate and weak behaviors as the ones you express because we are here to improve ourselves and our comrades, not to congratulate them and our selves on our weakness or whatever.
Get your head out of the sand and out of your ass and show some backbone. Do your meditations and stop making a fool of yourself.
Untill you do I won't waste anymore time on you as I'm sorely afraid this message will also go over your head and was probably wasted on you.
You'd do well to prove me wrong on this assumption.
I suggest you take a break from posting and attempt to figure yourself out. Do some easy meditations, do a lo of void meditation and figure out your insanity on your own.
If you want to better yourself then you really have a long way to go. Maybe in the future after you have managed to clear your mind from all the negativety you've got stuck in there we can have a conversation, but right now you are really out of your mind and need serious mental deprogramming.
This is not to insult you, but to make you aware of this harsh reality. Try to see yourself with unbiased eyes and admit your weakness and insanity and then attempt to change it.
The first step in improving your self and your mental condition is understanding just how bad it currently is and being able to see how low you have really fallen, then from there you can build yourself back up slowly one step at a time which is what you need to do if you ever want to have any hopes of becomming a decent human being.
I have compassion for my fellow Satanists, but beating around the bush and allowing weakness amongst us and amongst my brothers and sisters is useless and doesn't help anyone.
If someone is mentally ill or enganing in mentally degenerate behaviors they need to know this so they can attempt to better themselves and you are currently not in a good spot mentally as is easily evident so nobody is going to lie to you and treat you as if there's nothing wrong.
Weakness spreads weakness and misery attracts misery. For that reason we abolish weakness and misery and shun any such degenerate and weak behaviors as the ones you express because we are here to improve ourselves and our comrades, not to congratulate them and our selves on our weakness or whatever.
Get your head out of the sand and out of your ass and show some backbone. Do your meditations and stop making a fool of yourself.
Untill you do I won't waste anymore time on you as I'm sorely afraid this message will also go over your head and was probably wasted on you.
You'd do well to prove me wrong on this assumption.
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What these Groups are and have always been! Are Simply the Unification of those who Stand for the Truth of Satan! And have created the greatest change in the world because of it!!
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Hmm…? there are studies that say being attacked emotionally triggers the same part of your brain as being attacked physically… with that being said I will now make reply while being amped up on ether! Hmm…? My most prior response was more then likely just a method employed to cut myself off from any negative emotions… a… defence mechanism if you will, what is often explained through this forum's by anyone is never the exact truth… just a portion of it… the persona when use here is absolutely different to the one in real life… both time and space are not relevant on this forum's, giving us the ability to act in ways we would not if we were face to face… because of this I do forgive any of you that have sent "hard to read" comments in reply to my posts… I only hope you will take a step back… and breath in several breaths of ether before making a reply to this post… in a sense… try to be logical… not emotional…
Obviously, we're the ones who need to take a step back, think again and be logical, not you.. No no, you're just smarter, more logical and just overall perfect. On the other hand, poor us, we don't understand a thing, we're just mindlessly attacking the smart, prefect members like you just to fulfill our ego.It's totally not the other way around, how dare I even think so!
It's very obvious that you're completely delusional and out of your mind, yet it seems to be hard for you to see it. You need to take a break in life and seriously try to figure yourself out before coming back here and share your toxic mentality with us. You honestly not only deserve the ban on the forums, but here too.
But again.. What do I know.. I'm nowhere being as perfect as you are.
Come back later and prove us wrong.
It's very obvious that you're completely delusional and out of your mind, yet it seems to be hard for you to see it. You need to take a break in life and seriously try to figure yourself out before coming back here and share your toxic mentality with us. You honestly not only deserve the ban on the forums, but here too.
But again.. What do I know.. I'm nowhere being as perfect as you are.
Come back later and prove us wrong.
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Lol. Well, if that helps.
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"I throw things out to see what happens. I meant cutting only as magick practice!!!!!!!111!!!1!!!11!!ONE"
Troll, then. "Bait and switch", as some call it. Fuck off. Have a shit life.
Troll, then. "Bait and switch", as some call it. Fuck off. Have a shit life.
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But why doesn't this thread end already?
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