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So I started my power meditation a few months ago with the breathing exercises on JOS. I haven't felt much change other than I feel more relaxed after a session of meditating.
I prefer the inhale for a count of 2 , hold 4, exhale 6, hold 4, inhale 6, hold 6, exhale 4 repeat technique because my mind is very active at all times during the day and I struggle to visualise. This is a pity, though something I'm really working on (trying void meditation) so that I can use the technique where you visualise energy travelling up through your chakras on the inhale and down on the exhale.
Despite my worries that I'm not doing my meditation correctly, I still do them as I think the instructions on the site are very clear. I just wonder, am I missing something somewhere?
Last night I remembered reading about Azazel and that he has taught humanity a great number of things. I wondered if there was any chance he'd help me with my meditation? I haven't yet dedicated because I live with xtians. I think that when I'm able and have one, dedication in my astral temple would be the best idea while I'm unable to find a private place in this world.
Because I haven't dedicated, I do have doubt that Azazel would help me, but I feel like ... Well I don't know ... I guess the closest description in this language would be "like I have some sort of connection with him"? Maybe its because I'm a twin, too? Its beyond my understanding right now...
When I wanted to get more information on Azazel, I was irritated at how much crap there is on the net about him. Mostly from xtian/judeo perspectives, so I stopped looking and read again what is on JOS. It satisfied me
So anyway, thanks for reading all that. Took quite some time to type on my blackberry... Any input about my meditation or any points I mentioned about Azazel will be most welcome and appreciated!
I prefer the inhale for a count of 2 , hold 4, exhale 6, hold 4, inhale 6, hold 6, exhale 4 repeat technique because my mind is very active at all times during the day and I struggle to visualise. This is a pity, though something I'm really working on (trying void meditation) so that I can use the technique where you visualise energy travelling up through your chakras on the inhale and down on the exhale.
Despite my worries that I'm not doing my meditation correctly, I still do them as I think the instructions on the site are very clear. I just wonder, am I missing something somewhere?
Last night I remembered reading about Azazel and that he has taught humanity a great number of things. I wondered if there was any chance he'd help me with my meditation? I haven't yet dedicated because I live with xtians. I think that when I'm able and have one, dedication in my astral temple would be the best idea while I'm unable to find a private place in this world.
Because I haven't dedicated, I do have doubt that Azazel would help me, but I feel like ... Well I don't know ... I guess the closest description in this language would be "like I have some sort of connection with him"? Maybe its because I'm a twin, too? Its beyond my understanding right now...
When I wanted to get more information on Azazel, I was irritated at how much crap there is on the net about him. Mostly from xtian/judeo perspectives, so I stopped looking and read again what is on JOS. It satisfied me
So anyway, thanks for reading all that. Took quite some time to type on my blackberry... Any input about my meditation or any points I mentioned about Azazel will be most welcome and appreciated!
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