just some advice if you workout and you drink protein powders such as i did,i highly reccomend you stop drinking protein powders.before my old friend came along and showed me the right path i used to drink them (muscle milk)this completely weakens your emotions,brain,thought power,imagination all of it i was completely heartless cold boring and dead inside literally dead inside.i felt nothing its like being in a void 24/7 and a bad one.i couldnt even hold a conversation or explain something to someone.if someone told me to tell my brother somthing id forget what he said in about 10 secs.now im not 100% sure it was because of that but thats my best assumption,because ever since i stoped drinking that and meditating (tranzes helped out a lot)im finally recovering from it im starting to feel my emotions again and i dont forget shit anymore and i can think clearly now.tranzes were a big help in my recovery.so yeah just spreading the word to the fam to avoid them.hopefully i spread some light on anyone that is suffering because of that and has what i had.THE CURE IS TO MEDITATE AND TRANZES ARE A BIG HELP trust me. HAIL SATAN!