Hello Guys, this Is going to be a bit long.
Im a "neutral" practitioner. With this i mean that i always heard voices, saw Spirit, used bio Energy etc. But without ever studying about It. This means a lot of people tried to make me join fake religions and stuff that i Always felt like a lie and bulshit, as a consequence i isolated my self from human made "stories" and all the Infos i needed was told me by the Spirit i interacted with.
Now for personal reason i decided to look spiritual stuff once more and i Remember of a friend telling me of this site more than 10 yrs ago. I looked It up and read part of whats on the site and everything i did that spirits told me to is basically what Is writen on JoD. With the only difference of never becoming a satanist formally.
Now that you know this i want to tell you another thing. The Spirit i interact with usually have no famous name or appear in any book, all but one, Belial. I never gave to much credit to my self, so i never looked It up properly, thinking It was just my fantasy Flying a bit. Now he Always came to me when i had a "passage" kind of experience either in Life or spirituality, to look if everything would go correctly. Which Is basically what i read he does on JoS, he event the look, with the only difference that i see him with black hair.
He Always spoke to me like a friend and told me how i should keep going because the Power i was awakening were going to help a lot and It was imperative that i followed that Path. Last time i saw him was in September 2017 and he told me he was going to fight and he would be back in 11 years. So i would think he Is my GD but i really have not much of a clue. And im confused im a satanist or not, what do you Guys think i should do? My Guess Is trying to meditate and trying to ask gods directly. But tbh i have a lot of respect for them and i would hate to "disturb" even if reading here i know It wont be the case i opted to ask you guys first, hoping you know whats the best thing to do in this situation