mandy_moo923
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Currently my s.o and I are unemployed living rent-free in my father in laws rental house with a good variety of animals.
I am uncertain what the future may hold. At the beginning of July we were to pay my s.o father $1100. This has yet to happen and soon it will be August. He is still fully expecting payment from us, and we also need money for animal upkeep.
I've been informally asking the gods for help for some time now, but I think I am not open enough to hear them.. While showering a few days ago I thought I heard a demon trying to contact me, the energy felt female and I was very compulsed to go and find who this may have been. I am very sure it was Marchosias, the energy felt right when I looked at the sigil, and she's the only female demon that's will answers just questions (fact check needed ahah). Well I tried summoning her last night, and nothing happened. I tried hard, we cleaned the house, I took a shower, prepared the area, drew the sigil, tried the summoning and nothing. I sat for almost an hour trying to get some kind of contact, I even made a Ouiji board to make things easier and still nothing.
It's really important to us that we figure things out asap for the sake of our animals. I want to keep them well cared for and on an optimal diets as possible!!!
So what I'm looking for is some sort of direction? Another working I can do? I am currently doing a sun Square for money and the 40 day meditation program. My s.o has no meditations started so far so theirs options for him to work on things.
We were really counting on contact, and now I feel a little lost. Any advice is greatly appreciated!!
Hail Satan!
Hail the gods of Hell!
I am uncertain what the future may hold. At the beginning of July we were to pay my s.o father $1100. This has yet to happen and soon it will be August. He is still fully expecting payment from us, and we also need money for animal upkeep.
I've been informally asking the gods for help for some time now, but I think I am not open enough to hear them.. While showering a few days ago I thought I heard a demon trying to contact me, the energy felt female and I was very compulsed to go and find who this may have been. I am very sure it was Marchosias, the energy felt right when I looked at the sigil, and she's the only female demon that's will answers just questions (fact check needed ahah). Well I tried summoning her last night, and nothing happened. I tried hard, we cleaned the house, I took a shower, prepared the area, drew the sigil, tried the summoning and nothing. I sat for almost an hour trying to get some kind of contact, I even made a Ouiji board to make things easier and still nothing.
It's really important to us that we figure things out asap for the sake of our animals. I want to keep them well cared for and on an optimal diets as possible!!!
So what I'm looking for is some sort of direction? Another working I can do? I am currently doing a sun Square for money and the 40 day meditation program. My s.o has no meditations started so far so theirs options for him to work on things.
We were really counting on contact, and now I feel a little lost. Any advice is greatly appreciated!!
Hail Satan!
Hail the gods of Hell!