Greetings: I could really use some advice on this! Lately I have been having the most negative outbursts of anger! I'm wondering if this is an attack, or just something that's "part of the process" growing pains, as it were. Either way, with court coming up again due to my x not alowing me to see my son and just the over all atmosphere of an alchoholic VERY hatefull father, mentally ill mother also continuously screaming the most aweful hateful things one could imagine, I have absalutly no way to leave this room due to circumstances beyond my controle...sorry bout all that, just need to know what's joing on and what to do when I have no escape from this to meditate and w/ constant pain can't even get into a trance! I feel stagnated and a failure not due to anything but not being able to meet MY OWN expectations! Any advice, please, would help! Thanx for puttin up w/ all this.
HAIL LORD SATAN!!!
HAIL LORD SATAN!!!