Angels/weird energy?

[fibrilink]

Another thing I forgot to add is I heard whoever or whatever it was laughing while they were doing it... Does that mean anything?

 

[fibrilink]

Last night after I went to bed, I was almost asleep but then I felt this really negative vibration and my limbs felt really heavy. At this point, it was easy enough to get away/be fully awake and out of the energy's grip. So I did, and immediately started putting an aura of protection around me. Before I could finish, I was in this grip again and really scared--usually I'm able to get out of it but it was was stronger than I've ever experienced. I kept hearing voices, feeling them. I think they were the enemy, it felt like I was in the middle of a room with a thousand people and they were all talking but I couldn't understand anything they were saying. It became really difficult to get out, I was completely paralyzed. Finally, when I got out, I started doing the aura of protection again and it seemed to work--the energy was gone and I felt safe again. A few minutes later, something came over me again and I felt paralyzed. I felt really warm, almost hot energy vibrating behind me along the length of my whole body. I also felt almost like arms were wrapped around my breasts/upper waist.Then I felt it inside of me. I was really scared at this point, and fighting with all my strength to get out. I managed to get out, and my heart was pounding. I looked beside me, and saw nothing/nobody (which didn't surprise me all that much because I've always had trouble with seeing, I usually just feel and hear things). After this happened, I was confused--was it an angel or incubus? I haven't gone through Satan to find an incubus, and I wasn't expecting to feel what I did. Or did I get raped by an angel? I felt it right after the experiences with the bad energy, but I don't know if this was bad or not. I didn't know what was going on, so really scared at the moment but I don't feel drained or anything today. I still feel warm energy/bioelectricity inside of me and throughout my body..but wouldn't it feel negative if it had been an angel? I don't really get why it happened...
Hail Satan!

 

[magnum.arcanum]

It sounds like an enemy angel attack.  I mean it sounds probable it was that.  I had one playing around with me, trying to scare me before my dedication.  It got real personal with me too.  This asshole, is someone I'm going to seek out later on.  Try to figure out who that fucker is and so later when your stronger you can bind that bitch in a cesspool.


---In , <fibrilink@... wrote :

Last night after I went to bed, I was almost asleep but then I felt this really negative vibration and my limbs felt really heavy. At this point, it was easy enough to get away/be fully awake and out of the energy's grip. So I did, and immediately started putting an aura of protection around me. Before I could finish, I was in this grip again and really scared--usually I'm able to get out of it but it was was stronger than I've ever experienced. I kept hearing voices, feeling them. I think they were the enemy, it felt like I was in the middle of a room with a thousand people and they were all talking but I couldn't understand anything they were saying. It became really difficult to get out, I was completely paralyzed. Finally, when I got out, I started doing the aura of protection again and it seemed to work--the energy was gone and I felt safe again. A few minutes later, something came over me again and I felt paralyzed. I felt really warm, almost hot energy vibrating behind me along the length of my whole body. I also felt almost like arms were wrapped around my breasts/upper waist.Then I felt it inside of me. I was really scared at this point, and fighting with all my strength to get out. I managed to get out, and my heart was pounding. I looked beside me, and saw nothing/nobody (which didn't surprise me all that much because I've always had trouble with seeing, I usually just feel and hear things). After this happened, I was confused--was it an angel or incubus? I haven't gone through Satan to find an incubus, and I wasn't expecting to feel what I did. Or did I get raped by an angel? I felt it right after the experiences with the bad energy, but I don't know if this was bad or not. I didn't know what was going on, so really scared at the moment but I don't feel drained or anything today. I still feel warm energy/bioelectricity inside of me and throughout my body..but wouldn't it feel negative if it had been an angel? I don't really get why it happened...
Hail Satan!

 

[fibrilink]

How would you find it? Will it just keep coming back and when you're powerful enough you can destroy it? Has it become any easier for you to fight it off as time goes on/you continue meditating?
Hail Satan!

 

[magnum.arcanum]

If you haven't talked to anybody on the astral yet, you will.  And if you haven't this may sound weird, but I have good trustworthy friends on the astral, and although I haven't ever sought anyone out like I described, I know that when I reach a certain level, I will be able to.  Entities that don't want me to find them that is.  There won't be any looking - you'll just know how to do it.  It's sort of like going there in your mind accept its not.  What you think of as going their in your mind, is actually "you" going there in person so to speak.  Literally.  See your spiritual and your body is something of a puppet that you animate so that you can do more stuff in the physical world.  When you travel, you don't actually move anywhere.  Movement takes place in the physical and its kind of like a motion picture made up of individual slides and each individual slide is when you "went there".  As a spirit, you just forgo the motion picture bullshit and just go there.  I don't know what I'll find.  The first mission will be recon. to find out what I can and should do.  Getting one's spiritual ass beat down is not my idea of a good time.  Next, if possible I'll apply the appropriate level of payback.  After I do the recon. I may just run back home like a bitch - who knows.  We'll see...  You can pretty much do whatever best suits you on the site and you will get where you need to be quickly.

---In , <fibrilink@... wrote :

How would you find it? Will it just keep coming back and when you're powerful enough you can destroy it? Has it become any easier for you to fight it off as time goes on/you continue meditating?
Hail Satan!

 

[fibrilink]

Thank you for the clarification on how the astral works/how to find them. I don't really have much experience other than the bad experiences I've had and I'm going to do a banishing ritual..when the moon isn't void of course -_- That's nice to know that you gradually make it to that level of advancement and I'm not just doing something completely wrong. What have some of your other experiences been like, if you don't mind my asking? Did your guardian demon just come to you or did you seek him/her? Have the spiritual attacks lessened or become more frequent or stayed the same in your advancement?
Thank you again
Hail Satan!