am I on the right track

[douglas.sandler]

I pray to satan every night and talk to him filling him in and desided that, well I am a diabetic and have to test my blood by pricking my finger and I desided to and promised satan I would give a drop as a sign of respect and my commitement is that going to help?

Can I get someone out there to help me out, till I can get satan to respond to me, can someone out there ask him to send a sccussbus to talk with me and help me in the satanic learning and guidence and help till I can do it myself. I want to serve satan, but my trust issues are weak from experiences. I hope someone can help me in my walk with satan.