After Dedicating my soul... How should I continue from here? Please

[dozermk]

Although I've haven't done the dedication ritual yet how should I continue from there after I've done it. Hope to know more cause I don't want to stop right after the ritual and still I need to find privacy to do it. Is there a way where I can find someone or something to guide me? Furthermore I'm from Asia and still schooling we don't have any satanic shops around here what can I use for alternatives?