Advice would be greatly appreciated

[garethbenmaddison]

My name is Gareth Ben Maddison, I have not completed a dedication ritual. I take drugs and I have had several occasions when on drugs that I have thought that I have come into contact with either Father Satan or one of his demons. The first time I came into contact I was told that I had been chosen and I have had several occasions since where I have felt his power. I was wondering if there was any advice you could give me on whether you view this as something realistic or if it is just the effects of the drugs. Earlier today I had either a connection with Satan or one of his followers or a trip on drugs. He had a thick Red book with gold around the edges and I was told that I had to find a book but my directly after the meeting I had trouble remembering what I had just been told. I had the distinct feeling that I had already been informed that I was going to be contacted there today. I would greatly appreciate a response with your views on what I have experienced. I wrote down "Book Of Amerista" after the encounter today but I fear that that I have remembered wrong.

 

[Mc Rundown]

Start learning about satanism. Visit joyofsatan.org. The possibility that drugs are playing on your mind is high. The best is study about satanism and when you are ready do the dedication ritual. Then start a power meditation prgramme.

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Date: Tuesday, June 18, 2013 10:07:47 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Advice would be greatly appreciated

My name is Gareth Ben Maddison, I have not completed a dedication ritual. I take drugs and I have had several occasions when on drugs that I have thought that I have come into contact with either Father Satan or one of his demons. The first time I came into contact I was told that I had been chosen and I have had several occasions since where I have felt his power. I was wondering if there was any advice you could give me on whether you view this as something realistic or if it is just the effects of the drugs. Earlier today I had either a connection with Satan or one of his followers or a trip on drugs. He had a thick Red book with gold around the edges and I was told that I had to find a book but my directly after the meeting I had trouble remembering what I had just been told. I had the distinct feeling that I had already been informed that I was going to be contacted there today. I would greatly appreciate a response with your views on what I have experienced. I wrote down "Book Of Amerista" after the encounter today but I fear that that I have remembered wrong.