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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:
Well, you can't break the tie by continuing to renew the relationship. It's akin to keeping on seeing an old boyfriend even though you know he's no good for you & only brings unhappiness.
What is it about this xtian filth that still holds/attracts you even though you dedicated yourself to Satan? Is it "friendship?" That can be a powerful magnet but if any of these "friends" aren't at least neutral or, preferably, open-minded then the will turn on you when they get the chance; hardly a stellar definition of friendship.
Or is it that it's merely something familiar that you've done since childhood? Time to break the mold and change the routine. You can't have one foot in each camp. Instead focus on your spiritual studies, not the perverted sickness of xtianity.
Make sure you have set up a meditation program for yourself consistent with your present level of development. In other words, don't worry about those very advanced things such as the Magnum Opus and other meditations until you're ready. You need to focus on the basics right now. The "Meditations" section on the JoS site is, fortunately, segregated into Beginners, Intermediate, and Advanced.
(For many things, I often recommend easing into them rather than jumping in, but when it comes to severing ties with a xtian church, "cold turkey" is the only option.)
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "teanna" <talleyteajes@ wrote:
I haven't beleived in the religion i raised by for a long time. Though i attened church ( the church of jesus chrst of latter day saints)
( yep mormon ) I feel that satanism is better for me when i dedicated myself i jsut felt like a weight was removed i was very happy. but i'm having trouble cutting ties with what i've previously been exposed to and learned. Can someone help me get rid of what the filth jehova has fed me ?