Void meditation and earth energy develop discipline along one’s existential path, which can be further elevated by adding willpower through fire energy. The rune combination that has helped me is Raidho + Nauthiz. Sowilo can also be added to give greater strength and depth to the magical work.
I have noticed that a lack of discipline is strongly connected to, and indicative of, a very specific deficiency: self-love. Being disciplined within one’s existential sphere means giving value to oneself and respecting oneself. Discipline leads to freedom: freedom from certain forms of lethargy, freedom from stagnation, freedom toward the realization of an ever-improving physical form, freedom to increase one’s knowledge, even meditative freedom, and more. Discipline is a domain of Saturn, the planet associated, among the other things, with mastery through time. And Saturn also co-governs the sign of Aquarius, which is related to freedom. Saturnian discipline gradually removes stagnation and limitation allowing to reach freedom. This is one of the lessons of Saturn.
With the above said, to improve your perception of yourself and of your own value and importance, you may consider to perform
this meditation by our HPS Lydia.
Discipline is built through small contributions and steps each day. You can begin even with something simple, such as void meditation: set yourself a concrete goal (for example, just 2 minutes of void meditation or the
Dot Meditation). Small additions that, over time, shape and condition your mind. Eventually, discipline will become natural to you.
Regarding the Sigils of the Gods, meditating on the Sigil of our beloved God Apollo will help you greatly, together with performing
His Ritual. I am positive this Ritual will help you.