Jack said:
Question - did your parents let the doctors perform surgery to remove the less developed genitalia and which genttalia did you have throughout your development or did you have both ?
Only male genitalia as far as I'm aware; my condition is pretty mild in that regard. There is a slight visual abnormality, but it was considered completely harmless and no surgery or even tests were performed. Even when I started growing breasts during puberty, I didn't seek out a doctor for that since I was happy about it, so I didn't even realise I might have an intersex condition until much later.
On a spiritual level, it seems like there might be slightly more to it. When doing things astrally, for example interacting with my partner through a form of telepathy, or by projecting out of my body, it feels as though I have a vagina, and I'm able to feel everything involving it in detail just like physical touch; on the other hand, my physical genitalia always felt kind of hollow somehow energetically. Perhaps this is a form of astral shapeshifting, but I don't actually even how to shapeshift like that. Therefore, I can only assume it's the result of my wish to change accumulating so much energy that it manifested astrally before manifesting in any other ways.
I do intend to have surgery. I've just been doing it astrally anyway with my partner, since I prefer that over the things I can currently do with him physically. At least if I physically change my genitalia, I'll have some use for them, and surgery is the best method available to me for that. I know it's rather taboo, but as long as it makes me happy, that doesn't really bother me, and I believe it will go well.
I'm rather surprised how many of my exes didn't even mind that I have male genitalia; one of them even considered herself a lesbian, although I turned out to be rather incompatible with her for other reasons (she was too sadistic for me, and I realised I prefer guys).