A Womans Body

[NinRick]

I know that I have been using the term "She/Her" when describing me and my girlfriend but in truth we are "transgender female". I have been considering the idea if one could change themselves from male to female or female to male. I have never considered or agreed to the idea of cutting of one's genitals in some botched surgery to look like the other gender though. I will simply ask if that is also what the Gods have said as far as the notion of switching gender being wrong and not a thing that can be done and if that is the case then I apologize to every SS member here and to Satan and his Demons for indulging in such a notion as I have and we will be willing to change from it and accept the reality of who and what we are.

You are great to willing to overcome this.
But yes, you have to overcome this, as this will help you. Stay together but change for your own best.

 

[Jack]

I know that I have been using the term "She/Her" when describing me and my girlfriend but in truth we are "transgender female". I have been considering the idea if one could change themselves from male to female or female to male. I have never considered or agreed to the idea of cutting of one's genitals in some botched surgery to look like the other gender though. I will simply ask if that is also what the Gods have said as far as the notion of switching gender being wrong and not a thing that can be done and if that is the case then I apologize to every SS member here and to Satan and his Demons for indulging in such a notion as I have and we will be willing to change from it and accept the reality of who and what we are.

There is no such thing as a trans women and this idea is only possible in the most depraved and morally bankrupt society there is. Men can never be women and Man cannot fundamentally change Nature or go against it and succeed in any way.

You are both crossdressing delusional freaks who are Ashamed of yourselves and nothing else. Accept reality and don't fall into comfortable lies. There is no truth to be found in flesh ,only lies. The real truth is a spiritual truth and to reach that you have to accept what you are fundamentally first.

 

[siatris666]

stop listening to this crazy parasite they are way worse than u think.

many things u dont know. so many.

thats the tip of the iceberg!!!!!!!!!!!!

I also want to say, there has never been any Spiritual Satanist who went full third sex gender change nonsense mode and succeeded in any way.

All those who went and stayed on hormones with intent to change their physical gender expression failed on this path in a few years. They all lost their minds and went ape-shit on the forum, eventually leaving and never to be seen again.

Let alone those who go further and mutilate their body to live a disgusting and dysfunctional fantasy.

There have been no SS that went that far and are still around, or have any real prospect of success as SS in the future.

People that go that far who had identified as SS before will have long rejected the core essence of Spiritual Satanism before they ever underwent surgery, living in a fantasy and practicing an imaginary form of Spiritual Satanism, if any at all.

One cannot consciously decide to mutilate their body and live in total rejection of themselves while succeeding as a Spiritual Satanist.

It never happens and cannot happen. Since this whole notion is entirely antithetical to the core essence of Spiritual Satanism, which is about understanding the self and growing the greatest self through spiritual empowerment, study and expanding ones consciousness to gain true enlightenment and wisdom, which later all comes together to allow one to complete the great work and reach the Godhead.

All of that is achieved through ones own power, ones mind, soul and body, as the key to all of this is already within the self. External measures are not required to succeed here.

The right steps need to be taken to allow a practitioner to uncover this key and build the necessary power and wisdom to use it.

Confusion about the self is fixed internally, rather than through external means of changing the physical being in order to shape it in the image of your wishful delusion.

You match the mind up with your body, and you can use the sound and healthy mind to help your body transform into a more ideal state, through Yoga, exercise and other healthy practices that improve the quality of ones body as well as the image.

The body that you are born with is what you have.

Any deficiencies or damage can be fixed through various methods, and if things like actual birth defects are present then obviously it can be looked into what physical methods are available to heal these, but fundamentally changing the body one is born with is a flawed and impossible idea as the body you have is what you are meant to have at this time.

If someone consciously and purposefully ruins themselves, obviously they will not be able to uncover anything within or reach any kind of enlightenment since they do not care for any of this, they only care about their own idiotic low ego driven desires regardless of where this leads them.

Gender reassignment surgery, gender confusion, or even third sex nonsense has no place on the ladder of spiritual advancement. These are things that will completely destroy someone's path either long term of short term.

At one point or another, someone that believes or experiences such things who seriously practices SS, comes to realize for themselves they need to free themselves from this one way or another in order to truly advance or have any prospect of reaching the Godhead.

Hail Satan!

 

[siatris666]

COBRA HELP AND FINALLY SPEAK OUT ON THE PEST METUUUUROO . THEY WANT TO TURN PEOPLE INSANE.

THEY DESTROYED MY FRIEND DO NOT LET THEM DO THIS AGAIN.

SPEAK THE FUCK UP! EVERYONE MUST KNOW!

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

I am aware that the gender of the soul is always the same throughout lifetimes, which is why I'm asking. And, no, I'm not trying to push the meme of ''actually a woman'' or some bs like that. I'm just looking for a constructive answer from someone who actually knows what their talking about.

I don't know anyone who looks like who my astral body morphs into.

ping

could you shed some light on the matter, please?

The reasons in this case unless trolling appear to be mental, and these apparitions of the mind are not always to be taken as objective reality, unless you want to get a fast ticket to a mental asylum or a life of suffering.

I can cite a million different wrongly placed reasons why this might occur. The strongest reason in your case appears to be that you might have associated mentally the feminine body with a so called "Freedom".

People are two genders, male and female. Then, we have physical hermaphrodites, who are people who do indeed physically get born with both traits, very rare, occurring in 1 out of 100,000 of the population. That is physical and astral, it's not an imagined or believed or any of that type of condition.

Other than this, since people are humans, one can also decide for better or for worse how they will behave.

Many people are mentally weak, confused, and want to be something that they are not. There was a crazy person in India saying they were Leonardo DiCaprio. When people told them they weren't, they threw tantrums and had big outbursts. I am sure if they met with other people like this in some Jewish Union they would rewrite history and probably claim they should live in DiCaprio's house.

While science allows for massive hormonal manipulation and other alterations of the body, these constitute personal decisions. The extent that people will follow their own ideas on this subject and what might come out of this, is another questionable situation.

There are doctors that would gladly take your lot to literally get your organs out and sell them, so what science might allow is not always what should be done.

 

[NinRick]

stop listening to this crazy parasite they are way worse than u think.

Are you referring to VoiceofEnki by that?

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

stop listening to this crazy parasite they are way worse than u think.

Are you referring to VoiceofEnki by that?

No, judging from other replies, I think that would be Meteor.

 

[siatris666]

stop listening to this crazy parasite they are way worse than u think.

Are you referring to VoiceofEnki by that?

It's about me. I assume he's referring to the rumours about the incident with my Kundalini last year, and trusting the wrong people.
It was a horrible mess and I'm glad I even came out of it alive.

muh kundalini, lol. such a victim. such a victim...

try fooling stupid fucks not me. im glad more people see ur a bunch of psychokike nuts.

 

[NinRick]

cobras gonna karate kick me if he sees this

You knew this, yet still wrote such nonsense anyway. What are you trying to do?

Do not insult and defame Goddess Inanna by making strange claims about her that have absolutely no truth to them.

I'll be honest with you, Inanna absolutely does not support transgenderism in any way whatsoever. She refuses the whole notion of it, as do any of the other Gods.

No single God will ever help anyone change gender in any capacity.

Any SS who is a little psychically open can ask her themselves, and if indeed you are psychically open enough to hear Inanna, you will hear her absolute rejection of this corruption of the human soul and being.

Do not ever put words in the mouth of the Gods again when you know nothing.

Hail Satan!

youre not like me and you would only use her words against innocent people who didnt ask your opinion. she wouldnt give you her time on this matter because its none of your business.

i wont argue with some goober so you can think what you want, but everyone knows my goddess is sugar and spice and everything nice so nobody is gonna believe you

satan promised his manifold assistance in all my endeavors and has never let me down. im just trying to be pretty and happy like i wanted all along but was robbed of the chance because of ignorant losers hating me for my being different and superior to them. any nay sayer at this point is scared and threatened by me. this the gods are not, and so i have their support, and if i have their blessing then its safe to say any trans person will receive the same kindness.

regardless astaroth has been there since day 1 for me all the way to present, given me countless blessings and help and love and i would be nothing but in the gutter without her and all the other gods who have worked to help me throughout my life alot of whos names and faces i dont even know. they made people like me on purpose because we are sexy and cool and theres nothing you can do to change that. enjoy being a boring little booger, never wasting my time or energy on your ilk again. slam your head in the trash compactor slimeball.

While you can not prove anything you claim to be, you have proven that the biggest „goober“ here is you. Even deleted your own post, to hide yourself. And agreed, time on such persons should not be wasted, rather invest time and energy into the advancement of Satanism.

 

[NinRick]

stop listening to this crazy parasite they are way worse than u think.

Are you referring to VoiceofEnki by that?

No, judging from other replies, I think that would be Meteor.

Okay I am calm again then

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

While you can not prove anything you claim to be, you have proven that the biggest „goober“ here is you. Even deleted your own post, to hide yourself. And agreed, time on such persons should not be wasted, rather invest time and energy into the advancement of Satanism.

I had that same feeling about "fanboy" since the account was created. Which was very close to the time Big Cheese was finally banned.

The way of talking is identical. The energy, the strange word choice, the conniving rat attitude. Fanboy has said "goober" a few times, and in several years there was only one other account to ever use that word and it was big cheese.

This rat has made something like 30 different accounts, maybe more. Speaks in the same rat way and pushes the same jew propaganda on every account. Making a new account does not hide anybody if they continue being the exact same person, saying the exact same things in the exact same way every time. Most ineffective troll to ever come here, but it does waste a lot of time trying.

 

[Jrvan]

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just for precising: there are Mageson's sermons yet in the forum. not everything he wrote was wrong/corrupted. no, for me it's not wrong if you do surgery, it was just a my opinion. if this makes you feel better, i'm glad. "good enough" is the right term as you said, because it is not an attachment, but just adding something that you find beneficial. but i haven't specified it, i'm sorry. what really matters is your inner peace. i'm again glad to hear that you've grown spiritually.
I'm not entirely in agreement with twin soul concept either, even if in native-american concept is "two spirits" but those are just terms. but something like for example "Ishtar is also the Goddess of those people" is real and not from Mageson. i'm sorry again for misunderstood. afterall, feminine and masculine are energies and we have to balance them. i personally am just one too anyway, in regard to twin soul. i think Mageson meant "a male body with a female soul" aka twin soul concept, even if i'm not in harmony with this. but i linked it to you just for the explanation of the ancient times. i haven't specified that either. i'm sorry

You're right, there may still be some useful information in the things he wrote. Although when it comes to a controversial topic like this, it's hard to take anything anyone says about it as more than just an opinion in the first place.

I'm sorry for misunderstanding your points and responding a bit harshly. Thank you for explaining what you meant.

You're right, things like twin-soul and two-spirit are just terms. They didn't make much sense to me because I know I have only one Soul and one of each Chakra, but I think that was just how people tried to understand it back in the day. And I did mention that it feels like I've had two different bodies since I was little. Maybe that's what they meant by those terms?
I think back then a term like that was popular since there wasn't much that could be done besides accepting both sides of the person. But in my experience, having a physical and astral body of different sexes just causes problems. I mentioned dissonance, and you mentioned someone said her Chakras were more balanced after starting hormone treatment; it basically comes down to the same thing. As such, I really want to unite the two as much as I can. I'm really glad for the medical help I've received to that end so far.

As for surgery, it's exactly as you say, I just want to add something I find beneficial.

The last time I tried using my physical genitals for anything was more than half a year ago, and I didn't even enjoy it; in fact, it caused energetic problems for me that lasted several days. Since then I've just done sexual things astrally, which has been very fulfilling since it's so vivid and pleasurable for both me and my partner. But as a result it's like I don't even have any genitals physically. I can use my face, chest or legs to entice my partner, but in-between the latter two there might as well be nothing. I just feel incomplete that way.
I know there are many women out there who struggle to have sex in a fulfilling way, but for them it's often a matter of getting to know their body and figuring out what feels good. I already know my body, and there just isn't anything I can physically do right now.

I just want to have something physically down there for me and my partner to enjoy. Instead I've got this useless thing that's in the way and uncomfortably dissonates with the rest of my being, even causing problems with my lower Chakras sometimes. Last year I was able to accept it temporarily and really gave it a fair chance, but to no avail. Sometimes I just can't stand it anymore.

It may not be perfect, but it's good enough to help me immensely with each of those problems.

Although it's minor in comparison, there's the matter of aesthetics too. A bit over a year ago I went on a trip to Japan with my family, and my mother and I bathed together at a hot spring inn in the mountains. While we were in the spring, she said that she used to worry a lot about me, and worried if transitioning would just make my body look wrong; but after seeing how natural and feminine I looked, she felt relieved and like I had made the right decision after all. A week later she said she understands now why I want to have surgery, because after seeing me like that, it just seem rather silly for me to be different down there. I agree with her that it would be nice if my body looked right even without concealing any of it, even if "right" is subjective. But I know that for me it would feel right.

I doubt something so drastic would be a good idea for most people, especially with how rough the recovery initially is. But I know without a doubt now that for me it would only be beneficial, and absolutely worth it. It would definitely help me feel more at peace.

When I went on a trip to Japan a couple years ago, we stayed at an inn which had a hot spring. Although I felt nervous, she asked me to join her in the bath with just the two of us, and I did. While we were relaxing in the spring, she said to me: "Back when you said you wanted to use hormones, I worried if it would make you look strange or unnatural. Seeing now how natural and feminine you actually look has lifted a weight off my heart, and I feel as though I'm healed." A week later, she said to me cheerfully that she understands now why I want to have surgery, because it just seems so silly to her now that I'm not actually the same as her down there.

Got you, Xehanort.

 

[tabby]

stop listening to this crazy parasite they are way worse than u think.

Are you referring to VoiceofEnki by that?

It's about me. I assume he's referring to the rumours about the incident with my Kundalini last year, and trusting the wrong people.
It was a horrible mess and I'm glad I even came out of it alive.

Accepting One's Self:
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=12177

How To Control Addictions, Passions, Animal Drives:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=63969

40 Day meditation program:
https://satanslibrary.org/hp_hooded_cobra_40_day_meditation_program.pdf
(The links still work on the pdf in online format)

Working To Free Your Soul From Enemy Influences by HP HoodedCobra

PURPOSE: This will help cut off bad links from past lives, present incarnation, people you could have linked ‘involuntarily' like when you were drunk or when you had sex with somebody.

1. Breathe in blue Satanic energy into your chakra.

2. Vibrate ANSUZ or UR 9 times in the chakra you feel is linked in some way to the enemy or if you feel your chakra being drained of energy out of nowhere.

3. Affirm 9 times: “The energy of the _[rune you chose]_ is now freeing my ____ chakra from all connections and influences of the enemies of Satan, eternally and completely, NOW.”

4. Feel the chakra vibrating and engulf it in blue Satanic fire. Imagine all links on the chakra getting burned and your chakra becoming bright as a blue Sun, or whitegold. You can do this for all your chakras, so that would be 9x7. You can do more than x9 vibrations.

https://web.archive.org/web/2016050...acksun.angelfire.com/Hphoodedcobra666vol1.pdf (page 50)

 

[NinRick]

While you can not prove anything you claim to be, you have proven that the biggest „goober“ here is you. Even deleted your own post, to hide yourself. And agreed, time on such persons should not be wasted, rather invest time and energy into the advancement of Satanism.

I had that same feeling about "fanboy" since the account was created. Which was very close to the time Big Cheese was finally banned.

The way of talking is identical. The energy, the strange word choice, the conniving rat attitude. Fanboy has said "goober" a few times, and in several years there was only one other account to ever use that word and it was big cheese.

This rat has made something like 30 different accounts, maybe more. Speaks in the same rat way and pushes the same jew propaganda on every account. Making a new account does not hide anybody if they continue being the exact same person, saying the exact same things in the exact same way every time. Most ineffective troll to ever come here, but it does waste a lot of time trying.

To be honest with you, I am only reading the posts of very few people. Only from HPHC, you, Stormblood, Maya, Larissa, Jack, VoiceOfEnki, NakedPluto, Blackdragon, 13thWolf, Sundara, Lydia, Larissa and that‘s basically it (maybe I forgot someone).

I do not border reading stuff of new people, who push things that affect me in a bad way.

 

[Voice of Enki [JG]]

stop listening to this crazy parasite they are way worse than u think.

many things u dont know. so many.

thats the tip of the iceberg!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know now. Indeed... Saying this is the top of the iceberg is an understatement.

Any further thoughts on this are best left unsaid..


All I can say to everyone, ignore this absolute piece of filth that is meteor, as they do not deserve any single moment of anyone's time, do not heed them or even credit them any single thought, as they are best left to dissipate on their own without any single moment of attention or time given by any SS here.

Hail Satan.

 

[tabby]

"which is guaranteed to kill your soul when walked. "
"If you still walk it, it is worse than committing suicide, as the person who commits suicide won't spend a lifetime worsening their delusions and karmic dross so they may with the right help be able to change their destiny around in a next life."
"you still refused to apply the powerful methods available to you to heal yourself and break the chains of karmic dross binding you. "
"You are weak and pathetic."

im not going to waste my time talking to this "voice of enki" who has the gall to name himself that, if thats you then know youre a generic computer algorithm sending me a message. you go to the spam folder, until you learn some class and humility and acquire a real identity then you dont exist to me. people are so enlightened that they really think they know everything. including the effects of gender transition on an experienced satanist. which hasn't been documented in recent human history. and all the ancient accounts say they effortlessly outperform others in their field. the fact is that it makes those who need it many times more powerful, more happy, free, and beautiful.

stick up for yourself meteor, stop letting these goons tell you about your life. it makes me boil reading their messages harassing every trans person on the forum telling them about how sick and gross they are. that they will lose all their sex energy and all these ignorant lies. just prove them wrong already. cut your dick off and become immortal and well laugh like crazy while we lie with those who love and accept and value us, and all the normal people can lay in the bed they made for themselves. they can live in a world without our skills and talents and our beauty, they dont appreciate us at all they equate us with the worst pedophile ugly jewish scum so why bother with them. there are no pure men or women for us here anyways. all the can do is corrupt us and generally be unfulfilling dull minded egotistical twats. the men cant love women like we can, and the women cant love men like we can. the men cant fight like we can and the women can't care for children like we can. our shortcomings become our strongest qualities out of necessity to achieve value to people who have determined us to be worthless aside from being a pet or a toy or fertilizer.

we set ourselves apart in every way and excell naturally, they will never know what its like to really be us. there is noone more loyal or dedicated or selfless, nobody to step to the plate faster than us, nobody with more courage. they are ruled by huge fear limitations and insecurities their entire lives. we are naturally destined to make huge decisions to think in ways they cant, to endure things they crumble under. we are true and honest from the moment we are born into a world that wants to desperately abuse and extort us until we snap. its not trans people that are shit, its the world that treats us like inhuman objects. this human race is so lame it really doesn't surprise me to see even the joy of satan acting like a bunch of holier than thou christ lovers.

you dont have to take shit from them meteor, just let them talk in their echo chamber while you get the happy life you deserve. i cant see you but im sure youre gonna look and feel great no matter what you decide to do. good luck <3

i hope you and your loving boyfriend are doing well also, keep doing your best i know it will work out

And you're the one telling people to mutilate their bodies. You're a disease upon the world that fits no where and has nothing but a sob story about as legit as your jewish bible to manipulate already confused and mentally ill people to harm themselves so you can go pray to your slave masters about how well you managed to scoop up a few goys into your net and hand them over as battery meals.

Stay the fuck away from our people and our Gods, you freaks.

 

[Jrvan]

"which is guaranteed to kill your soul when walked. "
"If you still walk it, it is worse than committing suicide, as the person who commits suicide won't spend a lifetime worsening their delusions and karmic dross so they may with the right help be able to change their destiny around in a next life."
"you still refused to apply the powerful methods available to you to heal yourself and break the chains of karmic dross binding you. "
"You are weak and pathetic."

im not going to waste my time talking to this "voice of enki" who has the gall to name himself that, if thats you then know youre a generic computer algorithm sending me a message. you go to the spam folder, until you learn some class and humility and acquire a real identity then you dont exist to me. people are so enlightened that they really think they know everything. including the effects of gender transition on an experienced satanist. which hasn't been documented in recent human history. and all the ancient accounts say they effortlessly outperform others in their field. the fact is that it makes those who need it many times more powerful, more happy, free, and beautiful.

stick up for yourself meteor, stop letting these goons tell you about your life. it makes me boil reading their messages harassing every trans person on the forum telling them about how sick and gross they are. that they will lose all their sex energy and all these ignorant lies. just prove them wrong already. cut your dick off and become immortal and well laugh like crazy while we lie with those who love and accept and value us, and all the normal people can lay in the bed they made for themselves. they can live in a world without our skills and talents and our beauty, they dont appreciate us at all they equate us with the worst pedophile ugly jewish scum so why bother with them. there are no pure men or women for us here anyways. all the can do is corrupt us and generally be unfulfilling dull minded egotistical twats. the men cant love women like we can, and the women cant love men like we can. the men cant fight like we can and the women can't care for children like we can. our shortcomings become our strongest qualities out of necessity to achieve value to people who have determined us to be worthless aside from being a pet or a toy or fertilizer.

we set ourselves apart in every way and excell naturally, they will never know what its like to really be us. there is noone more loyal or dedicated or selfless, nobody to step to the plate faster than us, nobody with more courage. they are ruled by huge fear limitations and insecurities their entire lives. we are naturally destined to make huge decisions to think in ways they cant, to endure things they crumble under. we are true and honest from the moment we are born into a world that wants to desperately abuse and extort us until we snap. its not trans people that are shit, its the world that treats us like inhuman objects. this human race is so lame it really doesn't surprise me to see even the joy of satan acting like a bunch of holier than thou christ lovers.

you dont have to take shit from them meteor, just let them talk in their echo chamber while you get the happy life you deserve. i cant see you but im sure youre gonna look and feel great no matter what you decide to do. good luck <3

i hope you and your loving boyfriend are doing well also, keep doing your best i know it will work out

Yeah, yeah. Keep pretending like you have a moral high ground. Keep doing all of your transparent jewish mind tricks. It's so easy to see through. You lizards are anything but original. Always the same playbook, and you never do anything new. That's why you're ultimately so easy to defeat - because you have NO innovation. Same old tired tricks. Once people see through it then it's game over for you. Then you will have to murder us all again to make us restart fresh as brainwashed infants like you did before, but this time you won't get that far. You're finished forever.

Just take Meteor as your trophy and walk away, you disgusting kike. He's the only one you're going to get. No one else is going to fall for your jewing garbage. Even Reed broke free of you, and that pissed you off more than anything. You don't care about having to tank all of the insults we throw at you because you are without pride, and all you care about is your agenda to destroy lives and souls. That's why the only thing that finally made you react in genuine anger was when one of your victims realized your game and tossed you aside like the jewish trash you are. Reed took his life back, and I bet you still feel the bitter sting of that failure. You thought Reed was some weakling goy toy for you to abuse, but he was stronger than you. He overcame you.

Look forward to more RTR's coming your way, rabbi.

 

[NinRick]

stop listening to this crazy parasite they are way worse than u think.

many things u dont know. so many.

thats the tip of the iceberg!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know now. Indeed... Saying this is the top of the iceberg is an understatement.

Any further thoughts on this are best left unsaid..


All I can say to everyone, ignore this absolute piece of filth that is meteor, as they do not deserve any single moment of anyone's time, do not heed them or even credit them any single thought, as they are best left to dissipate on their own without any single moment of attention or time given by any SS here.

Hail Satan.

Before forming an opinion about things, you should always listen to both sides, even if you don’t like them.
People always tell you their own „view“ and story of things.

 

[Voice of Enki [JG]]

Before forming an opinion about things, you should always listen to both sides, even if you don’t like them.
People always tell you their own „view“ and story of things.

You are right, however I unfortunately cannot really talk in depth about this, but trust me that if you knew what Siatris meant (something I was unaware of while making my replies to meteor), you'd be disgusted and furious beyond words.

Take Siatris's words as they are, it's really true...

If this is ever meant to be known, you will know it by that time. I just want people to understand that there in more behind this than what can be openly stated at this time and consider that when judging all of this.

Hail Satan!

 

[Sketches]

While you can not prove anything you claim to be, you have proven that the biggest „goober“ here is you. Even deleted your own post, to hide yourself. And agreed, time on such persons should not be wasted, rather invest time and energy into the advancement of Satanism.

I had that same feeling about "fanboy" since the account was created. Which was very close to the time Big Cheese was finally banned.

The way of talking is identical. The energy, the strange word choice, the conniving rat attitude. Fanboy has said "goober" a few times, and in several years there was only one other account to ever use that word and it was big cheese.

This rat has made something like 30 different accounts, maybe more. Speaks in the same rat way and pushes the same jew propaganda on every account. Making a new account does not hide anybody if they continue being the exact same person, saying the exact same things in the exact same way every time. Most ineffective troll to ever come here, but it does waste a lot of time trying.

I never forgot that time when I called out that Fanboy from his bullshit regarding merging consciousness with a jew through their chakras, and he bitched out to me and Henu.


Then when few members also quoted him about his advice, he basically went "Guyz, you should all calm down now!! The goy might see this hook nose!1!"


I'm dropping this now after seeing his replies in this thread. Too many whining in his posted replies.

 

[tabby]

Before forming an opinion about things, you should always listen to both sides, even if you don’t like them.
People always tell you their own „view“ and story of things.

You are right, however I unfortunately cannot really talk in depth about this, but trust me that if you knew what Siatris meant (something I was unaware of while making my replies to meteor), you'd be disgusted and furious beyond words.

Take Siatris's words as they are, it's really true...

If this is ever meant to be known, you will know it by that time. I just want people to understand that there in more behind this than what can be openly stated at this time and consider that when judging all of this.

Hail Satan!

I'll assume that my senses were potentially wrong then. When I astral projected to them to get to the bottom of this confusion, and felt the amount of pain coming from them, I couldn't get any closer because it hurt. I couldn't see their face either since the figure was balled up with their back to me.

I wonder if my own karmic patterns are going through a new repeat by reflecting through this mess, but I'll deal with that in my personal time.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

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You are somehow even more dramatic than me, can you stop with this woe is me and my plight bs. Just get the surgery and tell us how it went. Or go to therapy like every other trans person does. This is not therapy this is joy of Satan.

I want to know if I should do it too, go find out for me. Thanks

Ps if I find out that you are alt 123 you are going to get bodyslammed.

Go do life altering surgeries because of whatever goy, it's for my amusement. Make it quick. The goy at the Joy of Satan are evil.

Meanwhile I'll pretend I'm a trans person here to advise people do life altering decisions or surgeries or adopt a lifestyle with 70%+ non satisfaction or suicide rate. I was one of you goy, believe it. Going back to the synagogue I'll tell the kikes how I pretend to be a trans person on the goyish forum and how I told the idiots that their Gods wanted them to do it, preying on people's weaknesses. Adopt my insanity goy.

 

[NinRick]

Before forming an opinion about things, you should always listen to both sides, even if you don’t like them.
People always tell you their own „view“ and story of things.

You are right, however I unfortunately cannot really talk in depth about this, but trust me that if you knew what Siatris meant (something I was unaware of while making my replies to meteor), you'd be disgusted and furious beyond words.

Take Siatris's words as they are, it's really true...

If this is ever meant to be known, you will know it by that time. I just want people to understand that there in more behind this than what can be openly stated at this time and consider that when judging all of this.

Hail Satan!

I know Meteor‘s version of the story, and I didn’t accept it as 100% percent true. The only way to verify this would be to ask HPHC, but I don’t want to harass him.

But if what Meteor told me was true, then it would make sense why siatris and siatris friends hate meteor this much. Because those people, especially siatris friend would be people with no ethics, they had a coven and you know what happens there, lots of bs and they stole money in btc from innocent people, like Meteor already mentioned.

All I can say that Meteor was in a Position to harm me, and he didn’t do any harm to me whatsoever.

I won’t share anything what Meteor told me, if he openly tells the story, it can be verified who is telling the truth, and who is lying.

 

[siatris666]

Before forming an opinion about things, you should always listen to both sides, even if you don’t like them.
People always tell you their own „view“ and story of things.

You are right, however I unfortunately cannot really talk in depth about this, but trust me that if you knew what Siatris meant (something I was unaware of while making my replies to meteor), you'd be disgusted and furious beyond words.

Take Siatris's words as they are, it's really true...

If this is ever meant to be known, you will know it by that time. I just want people to understand that there in more behind this than what can be openly stated at this time and consider that when judging all of this.

Hail Satan!

I know Meteor‘s version of the story, and I didn’t accept it as 100% percent true. The only way to verify this would be to ask HPHC, but I don’t want to harass him.

But if what Meteor told me was true, then it would make sense why siatris and siatris friends hate meteor this much. Because those people, especially siatris friend would be people with no ethics, they had a coven and you know what happens there, lots of bs and they stole money in btc from innocent people, like Meteor already mentioned.

All I can say that Meteor was in a Position to harm me, and he didn’t do any harm to me whatsoever.

I won’t share anything what Meteor told me, if he openly tells the story, it can be verified who is telling the truth, and who is lying.

i wasnt there. not my friends. just facts logic. i just read things. all in all. emails, texts.

these people are not my friends. never were. not speaking now or ever

meteor is manipulator. he manipulated people as it do here.

weak minds fall for this. this bish telling you its a female and u idiots believe it...get serious.. its a fking man bro. it also say it was alien from another planet that drains peoples lifeforce. it was anal fucking with a poor dude who later disappear. she says he steal people money but i dont know abt this it could be meteor too. if other scenario this guy took money and disappeared.

guy was a successful person. he destroy his business & life. why? because this guy meteor that wanted to say is female, brainwash him. she turn him against his business. then i think if i remember he destroy his life. he was the victim there. not this dude who thinks his ass is a pussy

this was from turkish coven. u have no clue how fking shit this manipulative bro is. :lol: :lol:

i sent evidence to cobra but he is mute. maybe he know even more. id demand input. he know best. he told me before its all fking nonsnse. to not waste his time. etc

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

I tell everyone as this is important. Stop associating yourself with ugly, bad, dramatic people. You deserve better. Your environment and people you surround with are very important. Stop fiddling with bad apples and gather around the good apples. A bad apple will always devour the good apple. You have the capacity to walk away from the bad apple.

All of this topic was just a vampiric exercise during our schedule. Stop caring about people who don't care about themselves and you and the Gods.

 

[siatris666]

half of my replies, not even approved.

i cannot speak in this forum. i shouldnt maybe. he deletes my comment .or moderation does.

sry but i cant take this . i know its wrong but thats manipulation this meteor does. stfu dude

 

[Henu the Great]

half of my replies, not even approved.

i cannot speak in this forum. i shouldnt maybe. he deletes my comment .or moderation does.

sry but i cant take this . i know its wrong but thats manipulation this meteor does. stfu dude

An educated guess: You focus too much time and energy on something trivial, or better yet, useless drivel.

Do not take it personally, and focus on something better. You did your thing uncovering the truth about the matter. Dwelling on it so much is not required.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

half of my replies, not even approved.

i cannot speak in this forum. i shouldnt maybe. he deletes my comment .or moderation does.

sry but i cant take this . i know its wrong but thats manipulation this meteor does. stfu dude

Can you stop spreading time wasting stuff and just focus on what's meaningful and important? At some point as you can see that's only drama. What happens in every den of random people that weren't even here is not my problem or the communities problem. We tell people to not do that stuff as it can be damaging.

If people form a den and eat each other's life away it's nothing that I can do. I have spent overwhelming amounts of time and energy to tell people to stay away from these false conceptions and traps about Satanism. For many years.

Just stop and focus on what is important if you want to be a Satanist. Regardless, I have read all your emails still and I am aware of the situation.

 

[siatris666]

lumi u are still loved in SS and community. my last message. jos appreciates u

is ok u didnt have to destroy urself. reach and theyll know.

we know everything fuck the lies.

to anyone against Satan, FUCK YOU! LIES WONT PASS

anyone true to Satan, we appreciate u. fuck appearances, fuck jews, fuck lies.

i dont continue this as i was called off.

Siatris out

 

[Voice of Enki [JG]]

...

I'll tell you this for your own sake.

Don't associate with him anymore. It won't do you any good.

Do not trust his words either. It is easy to lie about many things. Best to leave it at this for now and just not involve yourself with them any longer.

 

[NinRick]

...

I'll tell you this for your own sake.

Don't associate with him anymore. It won't do you any good.

Do not trust his words either. It is easy to lie about many things. Best to leave it at this for now and just not involve yourself with them any longer.

Last time we mailed was in march or april, I don’t quite remember. We won’t speak in private anymore don’t worry ^^

 

[tabby]

I'll never be able to forgive that disgusting piece of shit that siatris calls his friend if it's really who I think he means, even if he might already be dead. If I'm allowed to, then I will explain why.

Last year I was struggling very much in my relationship with my partner. The void inside felt ever deeper the more spiritually aware I became, and we didn't know how to have sex astrally yet, so I didn't know any way to fill it up. That's when I happened to get in contact with the owner of some Discord server "for Spiritual Satanists" (which I know now is extremely shady and should be avoided, but that's how I got introduced to JoS, so I didn't know any better and thought he was trustworthy). We both had a rather similar secret: we wanted to be something we're not, and liked to pretend that we already were. My secret was that I wanted to become female, and his secret was that he wanted to become a Gentile. We were definitely on the same wavelength in a sense, which was immediately apparent as we could effortlessly read each other's innermost feelings and even occasionally hear each other's conscious thoughts, even though we were merely chatting over the internet. As we talked to each other even in our dreams, we ended up convincing each other that we were fated to be together, broke up with our partners, and started dating each other instead. He actually lived rather close too.

I noticed right away that he was struggling with very deeply rooted self-esteem issues, and I had been doing some experiments with ripping energy out of others at the time (I don't do that stuff anymore as it seriously messes with my sense of self, but I was interested in it at the time since I wondered if that could fill the hole inside of me), so I would "eat" his doubts and fears in an attempt to help him. As he became fearless, reckless and overconfident, he began to get delusions of grandeur beyond any scale I ever saw before, and since I saw and felt the contents of his mind directly myself as well through our connection, I was deeply impressed and wanted to help and support him even more, so that he could become the emperor that he felt he was supposed to be all along. Meanwhile, I became unable to clean my aura anymore as I was too infested with vile jewish filth from spending every day ripping out and absorbing the negative energies that I felt were holding him back (it was painful for me each time, but I felt like I should bear with it for his sake), so I began to rip positive energies out of his enemies in order to compensate and make me feel relatively good and healthy despite the filth, although this eroded my sense of self even further and I started to hear intrusive voices in my head. For some reason, my spine was also searing hot around that time to the point of it feeling physically painful, and I figured that had something to do with my Serpent, so like the naive fool I was, I tried to force it up, as I wanted more power immediately so that I could be more useful to him. That made everything much worse.

He would see "goddesses" in his mind that would tell him all sorts of crazy stories about who he is really meant to be and encourage him further into insanity, and I could see and hear them as well, although in hindsight it's blatantly obvious now that they were enemy entities. But at the time, what this meant is that we would both always receive the exact same delusions astrally, to the point that we were both able to confirm that we got the same message, even a hundred times in a row. I realise now that this likely happened because I was rather deeply connected to him at that point and thus sensing the same things as him, but at the time, we instead thought this was a sign that these things were actually all real; I mean, if it's not real, how could we always hear the same things with such accuracy? But despite the "accuracy", all of it was, in fact, false.

At some point, he decided to create a cult consisting of me, him, and 7 SS from the now infamous Turkish SS Discord server. He felt like HP Hoodedcobra was failing to see important truths, and therefore he wanted to create his own "Satanic" religion instead; with him at the top as the true heir of the universe, although only he and I knew about that last little detail. My mind was so full of foreign voices at that point that I could hardly think for myself anymore, and simply followed instructions from him as well as the voices, which involved me creating thoughtforms and getting others to vibrate their names in an attempt to link their minds together to encourage social cohesion in the cult. He would tell people with great emotion about their "tragic backstories" from their past lives to gaslight them and get them invested more deeply and instil a sense of unity, and I would participate in that as well to further encourage people to believe those things. I believed anything he said or thought anyway (as did he believe anything I said), so I didn't realise at the time how wrong and false it all was.

I'm not sure what triggered it, but one day when I was draining the negative energy out of him like usual so that he wouldn't get distracted by negative thoughts, I suddenly noticed that it seemed as thought his entire being was made up of filthy, disgusting, enemy filth beneath the surface. I didn't make the connection mentally at the time that that was because of his jewish genes, and thought it was some horrible attack against him and that I had to save him. Even as the voices in my head were screaming at me to stop, I painstakingly ripped all of it out of him, absorbing it directly into my own being even as I nearly passed out from the excruciating pain, since it was too much for me to dispose of it safely. Later that evening, he told me he suddenly realised everything we believed was false and that the Gods hated him and wanted him dead for being a jew, and he disbanded the cult while blaming everything that happened on me, as if he was just an innocent Gentile man that was tricked into all of this.

I couldn't sleep from the nightmares as the voices wouldn't stop, and that's when I reached out to Father Satan. Focusing on Him intensely made my mind calm down, and the voices gradually stopped. My body was still in immense pain from my horrible abuse of psychic abilities and all the jewish filth I absorbed, and I hardly even remembered who I even was, but my partner reached out to me, and thanks to him I was able to remember who I was, and realised how much I hated that jewish scumbag. That's when I began to return all of the energy I drained over the course of months back to him, programmed as a death curse, which simultaneously helped me as my own energy became cleaner again. He disappeared from the internet back then, and I suspect he might be dead by now as I can no longer sense his existence, although I have no actual confirmation of that. But even if he really is dead, it's not enough for me. I realise now that the problem wasn't him as an individual, but the very essence of what he really was despite his attempts to pretend. Unless that disgusting, filthy, despicable jewish essence is erased from this entire world, I will never truly be able to rest at peace. That's why I fight.

I feel too ashamed to even assume that the Gods might forgive my mistakes. But for saving my life, I hail Satan. I considered taking my own life to atone, but if I do that then I can't get my vengeance against the disgusting filth that still haunts this world. Therefore, I've decided that I will still trudge onwards until I can't anymore. I feel that I can never atone for my mistakes, but I can at least inform people about the wonders of Satanism in a safe way, and fight back against the filth I hate so much. That's enough for me.

So you’re just like them. A cult leader who ruined people’s lives. The enemies who create “spiritual” cults like this always create thoughtforms that they brainwash their victims to connect to and take their wealth, while the person is left to deal with a rooted thoughtform or entity that eats at them from the inside out. They do it so the enemy has an easy hold on gentile victim's, and even if they manage to escape the cult, their life and soul is damaged forever if they can’t heal themselves.

There are people from the cult that I was in that never made it out, and some that did haven’t been able to rid themselves of the entities. Some of them were just kids. If not for JoS, jrvan and I would still be severely damaged and rotting from those entities. But we didn’t get rid of them by sitting on our asses, asking the Gods to do it, we ripped them out ourselves. It’s taken a full year to do it, and the healing is still in progress.

No wonder your energy feels like a phantom and painful to be close to. No wonder you’re insane and want to self mutilate. How do we know you’re not still head deep into some crazy shit?

I hate cult leaders. You walk away subconsciously hungry for new victims while the people you hurt are left scarred and connected to you through their chakras, feeding off them constantly. You always appear normal, decent, and innocent, but underneath you’re monsters.

I don’t care right now if my own trauma of what happened to me is bleeding out onto your shit. I don’t care what your place in that cult was or if you’re a victim. The fact remains that you did to others what was done to me, and you let your insanity fester. As someone who knows the damage people suffer and have to heal from with shit like that, I am disgusted that you call yourself SS.

I thought I saw traits of myself in you. I was embarrassingly wrong. If you’re only remaining to participate in RTR’s, don’t spread your crap here.

 

[FlameGhost]

There is no such thing as a trans women and this idea is only possible in the most depraved and morally bankrupt society there is. Men can never be women and Man cannot fundamentally change Nature or go against it and succeed in any way.

You are both crossdressing delusional freaks who are Ashamed of yourselves and nothing else. Accept reality and don't fall into comfortable lies. There is no truth to be found in flesh ,only lies. The real truth is a spiritual truth and to reach that you have to accept what you are fundamentally first.

I did just mention that I will be willing to change from that mentallity in which I'm already doing. I think that I am starting to see how this has been playing into my paranoia of "Am I a Jew" shit as well and how even thinking on certain things is enough to invite some bad energy. I felt almost like pure crap the day before yesterday when I decided to make a change on that.

And with that; I don't think I have been delving into the idea of being trans as much or as long as my lover tbh though and I'm not sure how hard it will be for him to get rid of those thoughts and energies...

You are great to willing to overcome this.
But yes, you have to overcome this, as this will help you. Stay together but change for your own best.

Also thank you for your encouraging reply NinRick and I will press on. I wonder if there any form of meditation or runes that can help in getting rid of it? I do believe it will take a bit to get rid of it in myself as well..

I am glad to be able to come here and find some form of truth each time I come to this site and I know I need to trust some people here more when something is said to be wrong as I do with Satan and the Gods.

Hail Satan and the Gods of hell!!!

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

...

For this condition of you wanting to change gender, what have you done in the way of trying to resolve it? Understand that just as someone else cannot do just physical solutions for their spiritual problems, you will not find your solution in a surgery either. You have to resolve these feelings through spiritual workings.

For example, removing any negative karma associated with your identity, sexuality, or gender, and doing this for long enough. As others said, if your soul manifested itself physically with a penis, then that means the male gender is part of you. You need to figure out where these feminine feelings are coming from, whether they are healthy or not, then respond appropriately to harmonize them.

Try to take a deep breath and know that just as you came to this point without the surgery, you can continue to do so without resorting to drastic actions that may not actually solve your condition. I am sure you are aware of the big trans communities which regret their surgery and feel like they were pushing into doing it without due consideration.

Good luck, Meteor. You'll be fine. Don't stress.

 

[Jack]

What I don't understand is why my life has gotten so better over the years in everything I do and have money ,resources and awareness wise ,and why these people on these forum posts see their lives unglued and unhinged into total insanity. I've seen this time and time again. Why is it that some people are getting more and more knowledgeable and better over the years and others are progressively getting worse ?

Last years all of my doubts about myself and the future progressively evaporated and I saw four to five different futures depending upon what happened in the world ,but all of them lead to one single coordinate (AOT lingo). And in all of these futures I had a crystal clear idea exactly what I had to do. And it's not even about being hesitant or thinking about why or if ,I have to do those things as laid out before me to complete my job so I can focus on the most important thing - The Sadhana.

You guys need to seriously do some self introspection about what exactly it is that you are doing on this world because time is running out one minute by a minute. There's not much time left before the advent of the transition period during which all of us will be tested. You need to have a clear cut understanding relating what material work you need to do in life. Because there is one spiritual truth that all of us are pursuing ,but the material path is personal to you ordained by your karma. Do the RTRs man the more RTRs you do the path becomes clearer and clearer until its undeniable.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

...

If these feelings were not resolved from the prior body modification, and you have already identified pre-existing issues that may be the root of these feelings, then I cannot see how the surgery will help, just like it did not help many trans people who regret it.

You may fear confronting these issues, but the nature of karma is that you are forced to. What you are going through right now: the negative thoughts, this forum post, and any other manifestations of this, IS your karma. You are already fighting with it, whether you want to or not.

All of these physical "solutions" don't work because they don't treat the source of the problem. Spiritual solutions work because they apply energy right into the "wound". A little stinging now is much better than leaving a gaping wound to fester. You are already in pain from your untreated wound, so don't fear the treatment.

Furthermore, the programming of your cure, whether it be Munka or Ansuz or something else, can modulate the stress that comes from the healing process. Being healed as fast as possible versus being healed in a minimally painful way, for example.

Our problems do not define us, because we can move past them with the tools we have available. However, you must first try to use these tools, otherwise, you will be stuck in a karmic loop. So don't feel bad about all this, just do your best to move forward. Anyone who is not facing their deepest problems or fears is not progressing.

On December 1st and 2nd, the waning moon will be back in Scorpio, near the new moon. This presents you with an opportunity to resolve these issues and end your suffering. I don't know the nature of your chart, so I can't easily create an affirmation for you, but you can easily make one that resolves either the hard aspects or anything else negatively influencing your identity. Feel free to ask if you need help, though.

 

[HelmOfLight]

I believe your Spiritual transcendence can indeed falsely attack the mind into a Sexual transition.; Consider your own transcendence and what the Origin would be....The unknown 'T' (now remember where you came from and that it cannot be changed) just like the years in the calendar. A sexual transition is done through ones own will, so I say if it makes you feel better than go for it but remember (in the spiritual realms) it's the equivalent of speeding off into something that's already in place but instead going backwards. You need to worry more about just being you and what's coming next but at the same time be comfortable. "A river may be dammed, and its water controlled for a time, but eventually it will force an outlet".

 

[HelmOfLight]

half of my replies, not even approved.

i cannot speak in this forum. i shouldnt maybe. he deletes my comment .or moderation does.

sry but i cant take this . i know its wrong but thats manipulation this meteor does. stfu dude

Can you stop spreading time wasting stuff and just focus on what's meaningful and important? At some point as you can see that's only drama. What happens in every den of random people that weren't even here is not my problem or the communities problem. We tell people to not do that stuff as it can be damaging.

If people form a den and eat each other's life away it's nothing that I can do. I have spent overwhelming amounts of time and energy to tell people to stay away from these false conceptions and traps about Satanism. For many years.

Just stop and focus on what is important if you want to be a Satanist. Regardless, I have read all your emails still and I am aware of the situation.

Not everything has to be approved Siatris, it's hard for myself to stay on topic. A few days ago I got two disapprovals in a row hahaha it's nothing at all though! Remember, we joined their community?You wouldn't want the role of having to host an insane amount of people including the trolls like big cheese and his other goober accounts! This forum provides so much information; The library here alone could crash a work station. Also please consider the advice is being given from a horde of people. If I'm asking something then it's up to me to decipher it, alone! Then I'll use what's given for my own interest. People here meditate allot and others can astral plane/project themselves, it's important they share this knowledge for others to see. This forum is ahead of its time and brings Satanism back to where it belongs. You will never find (unearth) anything like this on either side of the web.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

The aspects I mentioned relate to insecurities about my self-worth and feelings of inadequacy, like that no matter how hard I try I can never be masculine enough. Those feelings are so oppressive, that they've pushed me to the point that I feel like I'd rather just give up on being male altogether, so that I can reassure myself that that isn't my role anyway, and that I can just leave all the manly things to the person who will be my husband instead. In that way, I would try to make peace with it. But so long as I'm still male, I can't shake the feeling that I'm a horrible failure of a man, and this ties in with the other, connected aspect that eats away at my self-esteem. I could never shake those feelings, even when I was just a young boy.

I think perhaps I need to do a working to instill in myself the notion that no matter how masculine or unmasculine I am, I'm good enough; that I'm not a failure for not being the manliest man in the world, regardless of whether I'm male.

Do you have any recommendations for runes or an affirmation I could use for this? If not, I'll think of something myself.

I am glad you are able to understand what some people were trying to tell you. It would be a real tragedy if you undertook some drastic action that did not fix your problems, only add to them.

I'd be highly surprised if what you are mentioning is not described by your Chiron or other astrological placements. Everyone can relate to you in feeling inadequate in some way. Mine is in Libra and I am currently doing work to fix this as we speak.

I know of someone who has their Chiron in Gemini and so they feel intellectually inadequate. Then, if you look at their Mercury, it is in Scorpio, plus the large part of their chart is water and earth. Therefore, it is not a surprise that they might have developed negative feelings over their past lives pertaining to a lack of air.

As you may know, "negative karma" is a giant category that encompasses basically anything you could think of, including mental blocks or bad programming. Perhaps your soul has many feminine qualities and this resulted in suffering relative to your sense of identity.

Obviously, having identity issues is not just a normal state of existence for the soul, therefore this is akin to dross or karma that should be removed. I would first try to scrub away the karma before trying to do an "additive" working, if that makes sense. Both types of workings will probably get the same result, but I bet that removing negative karma would work more efficiently.

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Regardless, I currently think the best way to remove negative karma is Munka, unless there is a reason that Ansuz or Uruz seem to fit better. So you can do this to any multiple of 9, and you will want to do it for a good amount of time since you are facing probably your largest karmic issue.

"The energy of Munka has completely and permanently removed any negative karma pertaining to my sense of identity as a man, in a positive manner for me." x9

Obviously, you can modify this based on how you think of the karma in your head. Maybe you want to change the terms used, for example, or maybe you want to broaden this to include related transits or something.

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I don't know what your chart's makeup is, but it may make sense for you to follow this up by doing work to increase your overall yang characteristics. Now is a good time for Mars and Sun Squares, as well as the first half of next year. Uruz and Sowilo will accomplish similar things as well.

Of course, the main priority is resolving the emotional issues before adding things on top of it. However, increasing your masculine traits is useful for general balancing. We all have to appreciate and incorporate both femininity and masculinity into ourselves for true success.

Hope this helps.