delphox9246
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- Feb 17, 2003
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So here goes..
I have been asking alot of questions and trying to find my own way... My spiritual feet, if you so wish. I feel at this moment like a spiritual baby (please bear with me here). And as in doing that a few people have stood up and by to help me. This is the first time in my life I've tried meditation and the like. And on this path I have received so much help I just wanted to say thanks to all the HP's, to the members of this group and for the site. I also wanted to say this: through bouts where I was litteraly in the debts of despair Father and My gaurdian have always been there, to the drowning soul this is more than any human could offer (no offence) but never in my life have I been able to speak so openly and truthfully to anyone or being and received an immediate response so... I dont know... Overflowing with love and endearment. A Father's love.
Look I aint perfect and I lose control of my emotions and rant, but lately its been more controlled. I smoke but yet again with meditation and yoga (hatha only for now) I have been able to cut down.
Okay so getting off track here but... You see, if it Wasnt for Father and everyone here I wouldnt be able to turn my life around so this is to say thank you. For freeing me from the bonds of slavery, for opening my eyes to their lies and the abilities within myself.
So if anyone new is reading this and you feel lost, hopeless. Hear me now... If you made the choice for Father and you are feeling lost, afraid, Talk to Him! He made me feel worthy, one step at a time, still washing xtain filth from my soul and He can And Will help you in this. Psychically open or no, talk, just get it off your soul.
In all this I hope one day I can be a little sister in Father that you all and mostly, truely... Will make Father proud.
AVE SATANAS! HAIL FATHER SATAN!
The True and Only God. In his light I stand.
I have been asking alot of questions and trying to find my own way... My spiritual feet, if you so wish. I feel at this moment like a spiritual baby (please bear with me here). And as in doing that a few people have stood up and by to help me. This is the first time in my life I've tried meditation and the like. And on this path I have received so much help I just wanted to say thanks to all the HP's, to the members of this group and for the site. I also wanted to say this: through bouts where I was litteraly in the debts of despair Father and My gaurdian have always been there, to the drowning soul this is more than any human could offer (no offence) but never in my life have I been able to speak so openly and truthfully to anyone or being and received an immediate response so... I dont know... Overflowing with love and endearment. A Father's love.
Look I aint perfect and I lose control of my emotions and rant, but lately its been more controlled. I smoke but yet again with meditation and yoga (hatha only for now) I have been able to cut down.
Okay so getting off track here but... You see, if it Wasnt for Father and everyone here I wouldnt be able to turn my life around so this is to say thank you. For freeing me from the bonds of slavery, for opening my eyes to their lies and the abilities within myself.
So if anyone new is reading this and you feel lost, hopeless. Hear me now... If you made the choice for Father and you are feeling lost, afraid, Talk to Him! He made me feel worthy, one step at a time, still washing xtain filth from my soul and He can And Will help you in this. Psychically open or no, talk, just get it off your soul.
In all this I hope one day I can be a little sister in Father that you all and mostly, truely... Will make Father proud.
AVE SATANAS! HAIL FATHER SATAN!
The True and Only God. In his light I stand.