A quick question:

[tabby]

If you could ever meet your younger self, say 5-6 years old or any time in childhood if you like... what would you say to yourself? What advice would you give yourself?

 

[RockSeed13]

If I did that, my past self wouldn't be able to remember much what I would have said. My natal Mercury is aspected by my natal Saturn hard, which I saw in my past for I was quite dumb during my childhood.

 

[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

I'd teach my younger self how to clean my aura and chakras, including with low reps of Surya, and do a basic AoP. I was a natural with trance and meditation and never even learned what it actually was until many years later. Nobody could explain to me these things.

I am convinced that just cleaning and protecting from that age would have set me on the best track in my life and prevented much of the negative energy and enemy interference that set me back.

 

[Aquarius]

and tell him to buy the book Unscripted

Speaking the true words.

 

[Pumpkin671]

Things will be ok and will eventually get better over the course of a few years. In the meantime take a look at this JOS site I found for you, the answers will be there, some of which might be familiar to you.
Keep away from hopeless individuals, work hard, drink little and most importantly trust yourself.

 

[Novice Priest Karnonnos]

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I'd teach my younger self how to clean my aura and chakras, including with low reps of Surya, and do a basic AoP. I was a natural with trance and meditation and never even learned what it actually was until many years later. Nobody could explain to me these things.

I am convinced that just cleaning and protecting from that age would have set me on the best track in my life and prevented much of the negative energy and enemy interference that set me back.

This is exactly what I think. Surya and Raum are indispensable. Every Zevism would derive some benefit from adopting them into the AoP.

 

[Endsieg_Enjoyer]

Also, your natal chart shows that your romantic partner would likely be powerful and domineering. Your Demoness is very powerful, but she isn't domineering and she'll respect your individuality.

My present thoughts:
I think I'd still have to learn the hard way. Demonic partnerships are not "easy street".

I always wondered, does your astrology chart even apply to your demoness? I know their are signs on your chart that show you have a demoness(it seems as if I am the only one here who didn't have one in past lives lol) but I thought the astrological aspects would only apply to humans as the gods are beyond such influences. This is a reason I am glad to have a demoness in the first place because looking at my chart it didn't look so good on the relationship side tbh and I kinda avoided all of that by choosing this option, so I hope it still doesn't have an effect. This is perhaps why your partner isn't domineering and it would only apply if you sought out a human, I have no indication of a dominant partner in my chart yet my demoness is very dominant so kinda the opposite situation lol, different preferences I suppose. Seeing this to be the case I don't think it applies, nevertheless even though I escaped my fate in my chart you are correct it isn't easy, but definitely worth it IMO.

 

[Ursa Minor]

I always wondered, does your astrology chart even apply to your demoness? I know their are signs on your chart that show you have a demoness(it seems as if I am the only one here who didn't have one in past lives lol) but I thought the astrological aspects would only apply to humans as the gods are beyond such influences. This is a reason I am glad to have a demoness in the first place because looking at my chart it didn't look so good on the relationship side tbh and I kinda avoided all of that by choosing this option, so I hope it still doesn't have an effect. This is perhaps why your partner isn't domineering and it would only apply if you sought out a human, I have no indication of a dominant partner in my chart yet my demoness is very dominant so kinda the opposite situation lol, different preferences I suppose. Seeing this to be the case I don't think it applies, nevertheless even though I escaped my fate in my chart you are correct it isn't easy, but definitely worth it IMO.

I had this same question myself and you came to the same conclusion I did, stellar energies have intense effects on human relationships but not Demonic ones. My Demoness is dominant, but she's not overbearing. It took a long time for me to finally realize she's a real Being and not a "coping mechanism". Personally, I thought the latter in the past because I didn't understand how magick and the astral works, nor did I believe I had psychic ability. She tried to teach me about all of that before, but I rejected it because I thought it was nonsense.