A Lottery System Operator's Confession (insider information, dedicated to gambling addiction, ludomania)

[Henu the Great]

that's makes things dificoult, In particular, because I have problems with discipline and I can't stay on one thing for a long time, I always change the type of activity. What interested me a year ago may not be interesting next year.

There are at least two things to consider here. What do you really want? And do you know yourself well enough? Discipline can always be built. And at the end of the day, if you do not put in the work, you remain where you are, and it is completely on you.