a leap of faith

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I've just finished dedicatinh myself to Lucifer. Tho now my hand hurts cause i couldn't get much blood out. But I do almost feel refreshed or a new! I kinda don't even know what to think now...I just want to sit at ease for a moment. What feelings have you all had after dedication?

 

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Gotta add to it. Haven't felt this great in a loong time!

--- In , "jali29@..." <jali29@... wrote:

I've just finished dedicatinh myself to Lucifer. Tho now my hand hurts cause i couldn't get much blood out. But I do almost feel refreshed or a new! I kinda don't even know what to think now...I just want to sit at ease for a moment. What feelings have you all had after dedication?

 

[Aquarian Clown]

i never was that much happy in my entire life!!!, for the first time i felt truly alive, my life had no meaning, i had a plan to become extremly sucessful and rich and use that money to see if life is more than i know, and then i die, so pointless. but when i dedicated i understood that world is so much than what i knew and i actually have a big purpose to serve in my life ( we all are born with purposes ), id die happier than those crappy living times without Satanism, do you know why? COZ WORLD IS FRIGGIN AWSOME!!!

--- In , "jali29@..." <jali29@... wrote:

I've just finished dedicatinh myself to Lucifer. Tho now my hand hurts cause i couldn't get much blood out. But I do almost feel refreshed or a new! I kinda don't even know what to think now...I just want to sit at ease for a moment. What feelings have you all had after dedication?

 

[Aquarian Clown]

aaand if you feel like sitting and relaxing then it probably means Satan has something to make you understand/see. ( its more like saying but since you cant hear it now he will just send your brain a wild idea about what He would have said )

--- In , "jali29@..." <jali29@... wrote:

I've just finished dedicatinh myself to Lucifer. Tho now my hand hurts cause i couldn't get much blood out. But I do almost feel refreshed or a new! I kinda don't even know what to think now...I just want to sit at ease for a moment. What feelings have you all had after dedication?

 

[Ali1]

I agree but I've always had a passion for performing. Since my dedication I feel more of wanting to accomplish it but more of a.joy for actually living as well that I didn't have before
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Aquarian Clown <cape.tsoe@... wrote:

i never was that much happy in my entire life!!!, for the first time i felt truly alive, my life had no meaning, i had a plan to become extremly sucessful and rich and use that money to see if life is more than i know, and then i die, so pointless. but when i dedicated i understood that world is so much than what i knew and i actually have a big purpose to serve in my life ( we all are born with purposes ), id die happier than those crappy living times without Satanism, do you know why? COZ WORLD IS FRIGGIN AWSOME!!!
--- In , "jali29@..." <jali29@... wrote:

I've just finished dedicatinh myself to Lucifer. Tho now my hand hurts cause i couldn't get much blood out. But I do almost feel refreshed or a new! I kinda don't even know what to think now...I just want to sit at ease for a moment. What feelings have you all had after dedication?

 

[Ali1]

OMG yes! That night I laid in bed thinking as if he was talking to me. I asked if it would be okay to tell people if I wanted. I got 'that is up to you" then like he said "some you will remember and some u will not. But it will just take time"
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Aquarian Clown <cape.tsoe@... wrote:

aaand if you feel like sitting and relaxing then it probably means Satan has something to make you understand/see. ( its more like saying but since you cant hear it now he will just send your brain a wild idea about what He would have said )

--- In , "jali29@..." <jali29@... wrote:

I've just finished dedicatinh myself to Lucifer. Tho now my hand hurts cause i couldn't get much blood out. But I do almost feel refreshed or a new! I kinda don't even know what to think now...I just want to sit at ease for a moment. What feelings have you all had after dedication?

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

Whilst in the end, it is up to you, we strongly recomend NOT telling anyone. This is for your own wellbeing. You do not know how people will react or what they will do. Many have said that after telling their most trusted and closest friends, they have only had negative reactions and the loss of a friend.
For the time being, keep Satanism to yourself.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In , Ali <jali29@... wrote:

OMG yes! That night I laid in bed thinking as if he was talking to me. I asked if it would be okay to tell people if I wanted. I got 'that is up to you" then like he said "some you will remember and some u will not. But it will just take time"
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Aquarian Clown <cape.tsoe@... wrote:

aaand if you feel like sitting and relaxing then it probably means Satan has something to make you understand/see. ( its more like saying but since you cant hear it now he will just send your brain a wild idea about what He would have said )

--- In , "jali29@" <jali29@ wrote:

I've just finished dedicatinh myself to Lucifer. Tho now my hand hurts cause i couldn't get much blood out. But I do almost feel refreshed or a new! I kinda don't even know what to think now...I just want to sit at ease for a moment. What feelings have you all had after dedication?

 

[Allison P]

Welcome to the family! Hail Father Satan alwayws!

On 3/4/13, En Haradren Amlug <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:
Whilst in the end, it is up to you, we strongly recomend NOT telling anyone.
This is for your own wellbeing. You do not know how people will react or
what they will do. Many have said that after telling their most trusted and
closest friends, they have only had negative reactions and the loss of a
friend.
For the time being, keep Satanism to yourself.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In , Ali <jali29@... wrote:

OMG yes! That night I laid in bed thinking as if he was talking to me. I
asked if it would be okay to tell people if I wanted. I got 'that is up to
you" then like he said "some you will remember and some u will not. But it
will just take time"
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Aquarian Clown <cape.tsoe@... wrote:

aaand if you feel like sitting and relaxing then it probably means Satan
has something to make you understand/see. ( its more like saying but
since you cant hear it now he will just send your brain a wild idea
about what He would have said )

--- In , "jali29@" <jali29@ wrote:

I've just finished dedicatinh myself to Lucifer. Tho now my hand hurts
cause i couldn't get much blood out. But I do almost feel refreshed or
a new! I kinda don't even know what to think now...I just want to sit
at ease for a moment. What feelings have you all had after dedication?

 

[Ali1]

Of course in my mind I wasn't thinking of saying anything but here in the forums.
Last night while trying to meditate I heard a deep.voice. I don't remember what was said but it scared me and pulled myself out of it :-(
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En Haradren Amlug <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:

Whilst in the end, it is up to you, we strongly recomend NOT telling anyone. This is for your own wellbeing. You do not know how people will react or what they will do. Many have said that after telling their most trusted and closest friends, they have only had negative reactions and the loss of a friend.
For the time being, keep Satanism to yourself.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In , Ali <jali29@... wrote:

OMG yes! That night I laid in bed thinking as if he was talking to me. I asked if it would be okay to tell people if I wanted. I got 'that is up to you" then like he said "some you will remember and some u will not. But it will just take time"
Sent from Samsung Mobile

Aquarian Clown <cape.tsoe@... wrote:

aaand if you feel like sitting and relaxing then it probably means Satan has something to make you understand/see. ( its more like saying but since you cant hear it now he will just send your brain a wild idea about what He would have said )

--- In , "jali29@" <jali29@ wrote:

I've just finished dedicatinh myself to Lucifer. Tho now my hand hurts cause i couldn't get much blood out. But I do almost feel refreshed or a new! I kinda don't even know what to think now...I just want to sit at ease for a moment. What feelings have you all had after dedication?