Believe me if I was able to join the Ritual's program, I would do it.
To help others, first you have to help yourself.
ed8874 you are a funny guy, it's a pity that my soul can be taken away by an angel.
If this is true, he says he blocked the formal commitment to Satan.
But I do not care anymore about what will happen to me after death.
I can not afford to live in fear.
If this angel is lying, why is he with me for seven months.
Beginners Satanists should be protected right?
He said that he is from Satan and nothing happened to him, it only shows that Satan does not protect me.
And believe me, this strange creature is not my guardian,
he does things that a guardian would never do to me.
I just want to explain to you my hopeless situation and that my soul is in danger, so I'm doing everything to remedy it.
high_priest_hooded_cobra_666 what I wrote is not crying from my side just arguing.
The crying has passed many months ago now it is just tiredness.
I am just looking for answers, only because I know that if it is true that the formal commitment to Satan has been blocked.
Nothing and no one will help me...
And it's not crying, these are the facts, I know that it may look like that but trust me when I wrote it I was completely calm.
I will do what advised me high_priest_hooded_cobra_666 will be hard but I will try.
Meditation with an angel is a challenge, I will see if it will disturb me.
I must also see if such meditations as EZ Chakra Spin, will be possible to do with an angel who disturbs me.
I know you can not help me, I'm just here to ask a few things and some advice.
I do not force anyone to answer me, so stop treating me like an enemy.
I mean only pure conversations, that's all.
What I'm dealing with is not thoughform, because he has the shape of a man he can do more than thoughform.
I was reading about it and it's definitely not a thoughform.
Sorry for poor English
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as soon as I deal with my problem, I will join Ritual's program
Where should I seek help on a topic like this here, this page is my only hope.
I can make up a theoretically great aura even with this angel.
But what about my soul after death, this is a question, you probably understand.
No one needs to answer me, do whatever you want.