walkingtobe
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Hi. My name is melvin I an 23 and I have always know that the only way to follow god is with pure ignorance. I know nothing of the story of satan beside what every one ticaly says but I can feel this in side that there is more to it, I dont know it wierd recently I feel like I am meant for more than this life of meaningless days waisted.
Like I sayd I dont know of satan but I feel like he cares and actually listens and wen I ask hes always there to guide me in to wha I wish. I have been getting favors and knowledge I dont know how but I just understand with out knowing.I can understand why satan got thrown out of heaven and I would be too.any ways I dont know but I feel that I dont know how to repay him he always helps everyone who asks and they betray him after they get what they want. They wish to go were they are not accepted.I cant I
ignore any longer so I am choosing to be srong study practice and be a shild and sword for some one whos been the god ive never had. I feel that I love satan and this lies about him being evil and a monster use to scare me but Im scare no longer I am ready to serve him but dont know how. Is there a book I can read to start out?I am very good with people I can usually have any girl I wish and im not bad looking if I may say , I lately have just no obsticles in what Ive wanted and is so incredable I wish to know more and become my own source of power I dont want to feel like I bother satan for everything... I dont want be so selfish. Thank you and is ok I know you guys are bussy so I can wait. Thank yoj
Like I sayd I dont know of satan but I feel like he cares and actually listens and wen I ask hes always there to guide me in to wha I wish. I have been getting favors and knowledge I dont know how but I just understand with out knowing.I can understand why satan got thrown out of heaven and I would be too.any ways I dont know but I feel that I dont know how to repay him he always helps everyone who asks and they betray him after they get what they want. They wish to go were they are not accepted.I cant I
ignore any longer so I am choosing to be srong study practice and be a shild and sword for some one whos been the god ive never had. I feel that I love satan and this lies about him being evil and a monster use to scare me but Im scare no longer I am ready to serve him but dont know how. Is there a book I can read to start out?I am very good with people I can usually have any girl I wish and im not bad looking if I may say , I lately have just no obsticles in what Ive wanted and is so incredable I wish to know more and become my own source of power I dont want to feel like I bother satan for everything... I dont want be so selfish. Thank you and is ok I know you guys are bussy so I can wait. Thank yoj