A different experience

[corrinamh]

I am not sure why I am being compelled to write this but here goes. To start I was always an odd kid. I remember knowing, and seeing things in grade school as well as meditating. was always a game to void meditate and see how long I could have no thoughts. It was amazing to me when family would ask what was I thinking about and I could honestly say nothing. Now to what happened I am not sure or blocked out but I quit and shut out all of it. Though always drawn to the occult and paganism, esp Ireland and Scotland. I was reading and meditating with a book celtic otherworld.  Faintly real low where I had to strain to hear was the most beautiful music. I won't go into detail on these visits but a couple weeks after I was going to sleep, at a point where not asleep but not really awake and I heard a voice from outside my head that came from nowhere yet everywhere. I couldn't wake up so I repeated it over and over hoping to not forget. The next day I tried real hard to remember the word I had never heard before and of course who gets it wrong,,,ME. I looked up gasson figuring it is probably gaelic for don't come back here anymore and found nothing. The next day my son { who yes is older} tells me of his dream about a demon coming through his bedroom wall. So I figure what the heck and look up demon names and guess what pops out at me, Gusion. Looking him up there was a link to JOS. Hence brought me here. I have since dedicated but have not heard anyone else say their demon came to them prior to dedication. This has been a whirlwind trip. I want to shout my love out for Lucifer, my love Gusion and all the demons of goetia. As well my new found brothers and sisters.HAIL SATAN