I was wondering what your thoughts would be on interpreting this sign. I saw a dead pigeon in the middle of the road today.I read it could have something to do with the death of something I've been focusing on. and in the case of pigeons specifically, something to do with my home or security.
That would make sense, seeing as I just moved from a very dark place where I was constantly getting harassed by two greys and whatever other entities preventing me from astral projecting through sleep paralysis/empowering myself (as I had no place I felt safe enough to regularly meditate in). I now live in a very sunny home, sunlight literally touches nearly every corner of the house. Whereas before, in the old one, sunlight only got in one room.
But I also had a series of events happen to me that make me wonder if it's not something so obvious as to just move on from being in a dark house and attempt astral projecting again because I feel safe and happier. When I saw the dead pigeon, it reminded me of a dream I had a few months ago where a dead octopus fell from the clouds of a storm. In this dream I saw a woman I now work with at a new job who is very open minded, her mother is pagan. But we pretty much agree on everything and she was even agreeing that Satan is the same person as Odin, Prometheus, etc. That was a shock because I've never met anyone who didn't immediately get freaked out at the mention of lucid dreaming, astral projecting, chakras and the devil in one casual conversation that wasn't completely one-sided on my part. In the dream her hair was wet (before the rain)and she was walking into the grocery store I was walking out of to later witness the dead octopus falling out of the sky. I worked with her before in 07 when we were kids for a bit and never got to know her, and again recently for a few months and I NEVER spoke to her. So it's odd I had a dream about her right before getting a job where we're 2 of 3 main employees at a new business.
I also had deja vu today, which made me think "I must have dreamed this earlier." Is Satan telling me something? Because if he is, for being so busy DAMN he responds quickly! I'm been trying to interpret his messages but he's obviously very intelligent and it's difficult for me to really read into what he's getting at 90% of the time...and 90% of the time my intuition is telling me it's something to do with my wife...who was forced to go to church for a bit as a child and also on anti-depressants and birth control for ten years. She is now off of them and an emotional (which is bad because I'm an empath) wreck and just CANNOT chill out! I want to help her, I keep telling her these truths you guys have shared with me in a subtle way....But I can't help but think Satan is telling me it's time to move on. I'm only 25, it'd be embarrassing getting a divorce and whatnot and I'm afraid to, but at the same time she keeps saying "should we get a divorce?" at every TINY little thing I do, when I have no problem with her at all. Lately it's been better probably because of the move out of the ghetto and into some sunlight next to a park, but I just keep getting this feeling.
Do those of you who are married/with someone speak about your dreams, the Gods, and spirituality freely with your intuition telling you that they think you're batshit insane? Or do you hide most of it like I do?
Sorry for this post. I really don't have any friends I could talk to about this stuff besides those of you who help me whenever I post, so thank you in advance for any insight. Maybe I'm just trying too hard to decipher Enki's messages...maybe not hard enough? But I feel like something is holding me back and at times I feel that if I was alone I'd feel like a burden lifted off of me and freedom to consistently meditate without feeling weird....but anyway, thanks again in advance and many hails and respect to our most unholy and blasphemous true Gods, the one true and unnecessarily generous/helpful lord, SATAN!
That would make sense, seeing as I just moved from a very dark place where I was constantly getting harassed by two greys and whatever other entities preventing me from astral projecting through sleep paralysis/empowering myself (as I had no place I felt safe enough to regularly meditate in). I now live in a very sunny home, sunlight literally touches nearly every corner of the house. Whereas before, in the old one, sunlight only got in one room.
But I also had a series of events happen to me that make me wonder if it's not something so obvious as to just move on from being in a dark house and attempt astral projecting again because I feel safe and happier. When I saw the dead pigeon, it reminded me of a dream I had a few months ago where a dead octopus fell from the clouds of a storm. In this dream I saw a woman I now work with at a new job who is very open minded, her mother is pagan. But we pretty much agree on everything and she was even agreeing that Satan is the same person as Odin, Prometheus, etc. That was a shock because I've never met anyone who didn't immediately get freaked out at the mention of lucid dreaming, astral projecting, chakras and the devil in one casual conversation that wasn't completely one-sided on my part. In the dream her hair was wet (before the rain)and she was walking into the grocery store I was walking out of to later witness the dead octopus falling out of the sky. I worked with her before in 07 when we were kids for a bit and never got to know her, and again recently for a few months and I NEVER spoke to her. So it's odd I had a dream about her right before getting a job where we're 2 of 3 main employees at a new business.
I also had deja vu today, which made me think "I must have dreamed this earlier." Is Satan telling me something? Because if he is, for being so busy DAMN he responds quickly! I'm been trying to interpret his messages but he's obviously very intelligent and it's difficult for me to really read into what he's getting at 90% of the time...and 90% of the time my intuition is telling me it's something to do with my wife...who was forced to go to church for a bit as a child and also on anti-depressants and birth control for ten years. She is now off of them and an emotional (which is bad because I'm an empath) wreck and just CANNOT chill out! I want to help her, I keep telling her these truths you guys have shared with me in a subtle way....But I can't help but think Satan is telling me it's time to move on. I'm only 25, it'd be embarrassing getting a divorce and whatnot and I'm afraid to, but at the same time she keeps saying "should we get a divorce?" at every TINY little thing I do, when I have no problem with her at all. Lately it's been better probably because of the move out of the ghetto and into some sunlight next to a park, but I just keep getting this feeling.
Do those of you who are married/with someone speak about your dreams, the Gods, and spirituality freely with your intuition telling you that they think you're batshit insane? Or do you hide most of it like I do?
Sorry for this post. I really don't have any friends I could talk to about this stuff besides those of you who help me whenever I post, so thank you in advance for any insight. Maybe I'm just trying too hard to decipher Enki's messages...maybe not hard enough? But I feel like something is holding me back and at times I feel that if I was alone I'd feel like a burden lifted off of me and freedom to consistently meditate without feeling weird....but anyway, thanks again in advance and many hails and respect to our most unholy and blasphemous true Gods, the one true and unnecessarily generous/helpful lord, SATAN!
