A bit Fusterated trying to complete the 40 day program and other iss

[melissa.bunnie]

Hi all

Been trying to complete the 40 day program but seem like every time i try to make progress ether i get disturbed when trying to meditate for the morning or evening for various thing which is really annoying and bothersome things to do as well get so tired that i don't get up until 11 am -1 pm morn or afternoon.

The other issues is that I've had retinal detachment like 3-4 times in the left and 4-5 times in the right over several years witch seem to set me back all the time with the resting healing and waiting for new glasses or lens replacement, with sadly tomorrow i am having another one done on the right eye.
I known Father Satan and the gods and goddess care and love us all but idk seem like i keep failing to evne get the basics principle down to getting the 40 day done while evolving and learning the other meditations and such, with out crap like this happening to me seem every few months or shorter ect.
i feel like i am not making any progress for achieve any thing to empower or grow spiritual to get to more intermediate to advance meds to achieve  godhead but feel like i am just going to keep reincarnating to no end which idk what the future going to hold or were ill go next any more to say.
I feel like a failure trying to get this done every time any more tryed to help ya all with the rtr for getting the site back up and helping the gentiles and fight the jews ect. could barely get one done with out killing my voice, feeling ashamed of my self for this.
The other issues i have is to shy and timed around people a lot of the time and feel the same way around the gods and goddess the only one I've talked to is my own demoness but I've talked to her even when i was like 3 years old but as i grew up was hard to hear or see her at all any more sadly i am just to scared to talk to any one else ect. maybe i am just a yellow bellied coward scaredy bunny any more these days.

Any way hope to hear from you all soon when can.
Wuv Meli <3
Hail Satan

 

[sorcerersmagick666]

Well, you've certainly had your hurdles to overcome.
Why we are born with these congenital (I have Glaucoma) problems is usually because of what we did in previous incarnations.But, I hesitate to comment further without knowing more, and you would need regressional knowledge for that, but you need advanced spiritual ability to do this.

There is a healing ritual in the 'joy of Satan' website. I know these messages are monitored, so maybe one of the HP's can give you better advice with their advanced physic ablility and understanding.

Don't lose faith or your dedication in Father Satan.

Hail Satan!

 

[donotfearthetruth666]

You should either ask Father Satan for help or ask your GD tO get rid of the angel toughtforms and greys, they really are messing with you.

Also, you are not a failure, just need a lot of help from the Gods when meditating.

You wont reincarnate, just do the best you can and ask Father Satan to make sure the enemy fucks off and stops fucking with you.


Good luck!!!!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[sulixtsatan66]

I'm having quite the same problem with *commitment*  but in all regards, if you push yourself you will eventually get more and more attentive. Regarding healing... idk but I healed pretty a lot of things and I haven't really finished the 40 days meditation. I started again today. I am confident enough that I will finish it too. What I am trying to say, it's that throughout meditation your body will heal gradually. The powers of the soul and mind are amazing!
H/S666

 

[melissa.bunnie]

Hi all hope your all having a wonderful day, i came out from the surgery and just resting and going in tomorrow to have it checked on in the morning with meds to help out.

To  sorcerersmagick666:

I find it sad ect. that good people have problems or such like ours or worse in this world and would find it very informative and educational to learn about the past that my self or other people learning theirs to say and i quote: (people that do not learn from history will be condemned to repeat it over and over again)
 as for healing rituals ill look into it but bit sure if i am ready to do them or not? and kindly hope a HP would give some advice to help if that maybe the case?

To  donotfearthetruth666:

I'll ask Father Satan for help with  getting rid of these greys and angles thoughtforms to stop fracking with me and keep them away.  As well ya going to get a ton of help with meditations  and nice to known that i won't reincarnate and thank you for the good luck too <3

To  sulixtsatan66:

Yes it very true that if you keep pushing one self with the meditations and such with dedication and commitment will yield as you say attentive. As I think it wonderful that when we do meditations that with our soul and mind can heal as well gradually.


As always thank you for your help and if any one else liek to add their 2 cents in is welcome and same with any HP as well.

Wuv Meli <3

Hail Satan

 

[Ikwuagwu Kalu]

Hi Melissa bunnies, I think your problem about the inability to
complete the 40 day program rest solely on your lack of will.
The moment you exert your will on the program and attach great
importance on it you will complete it.
You can mentally program your timings such as at the night or any hour
and you will be surprised to wake up at that time.Iam speaking out of
experience. Try act of will on your projects.
Hail Satan.


On 6/21/16, melissa.bunnie@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Hi all



Been trying to complete the 40 day program but seem like every time i try
to make progress ether i get disturbed when trying to meditate for the
morning or evening for various thing which is really annoying and bothersome
things to do as well get so tired that i don't get up until 11 am -1 pm morn
or afternoon.



The other issues is that I've had retinal detachment like 3-4 times in the
left and 4-5 times in the right over several years witch seem to set me back
all the time with the resting healing and waiting for new glasses or lens
replacement, with sadly tomorrow i am having another one done on the right
eye.


I known Father Satan and the gods and goddess care and love us all but idk
seem like i keep failing to evne get the basics principle down to getting
the 40 day done while evolving and learning the other meditations and such,
with out crap like this happening to me seem every few months or shorter
ect.


i feel like i am not making any progress for achieve any thing to empower
or grow spiritual to get to more intermediate to advance meds to achieve
godhead but feel like i am just going to keep reincarnating to no end which
idk what the future going to hold or were ill go next any more to say.


I feel like a failure trying to get this done every time any more tryed to
help ya all with the rtr for getting the site back up and helping the
gentiles and fight the jews ect. could barely get one done with out killing
my voice, feeling ashamed of my self for this.


The other issues i have is to shy and timed around people a lot of the time
and feel the same way around the gods and goddess the only one I've talked
to is my own demoness but I've talked to her even when i was like 3 years
old but as i grew up was hard to hear or see her at all any more sadly i am
just to scared to talk to any one else ect. maybe i am just a yellow bellied
coward scaredy bunny any more these days.



Any way hope to hear from you all soon when can.

Wuv Meli <3


Hail Satan