A bit confused....

[lord.kayle]

I am a bit confused as to how is it that I know I am getting a real being sometimes and am not just deluding myself as I was when I was a xtian.

So when I was a xtian I asked for signs and information that was clearly something I could NOT know about or be able to tell on my own - such as they call prophetic signs and wonders - and I got them

It's quite clear and evident to me there is/are higher powered beings not physically visible to us.

I could get info from the seeming xtian god however he / they have failed me extraordinarily while providing seeming prophecies which seemed to come true with magnificent displays of inhuman power but also lying to me and ultimately personally letting me down in a huge way.

So I am stuck and a bit confused - I know they are there but how do I know for certain whether or not I am just deluding myself and/or contacting the correct higher powers?

I mean I really thought I had established a "personal relationship" with Jesus and come to find out it was probably Anu-Jehovah-Yaweh and his co-horts along with Jesus being just a thought-form.

My brother thinks that all the seeming prophecies that had happened which came true to me was only co-incidence - but that just does not make sense to me - there was too muchy specifically very accurate the chances of which are like billions and billions or more even to one of just happening by so called "chance" - I understand and think now it was these other beings of Anu and his gang, like I previously said.

With all these higher-powered beings running around and many of them masking and emulating themselves to be other than what they really are - like Anu and his gang of "angels" How is it that I or anybody else for that matter can be sure of who it is we are coming into contact with as being friendly to us?

Even though Anu and his angel's quite clearly provided me with info and even performed seemingly miraculous displays of what xtians term as miracles, & "signs and wonders" - they cannot be trusted!~

How can I (and other's) be sure I am NOT deluding myself and/or contacting the WRONG being/entity?



~ Hail Enki! ~ Hail Satan! ~

 

[darrklady13]

I understand what you are saying.

You gotta come to terms and ASK YOURSELF. Whom do I have my allegiance?

Our Father Enki? Or Anu and the enemy?

Now. Once you do this, then you must come to KNOW who speaks to you.
You must TRUST YOURSELF and your instincts.

We and others are here to help, but YOU must do the work.
You are the mage, the magician, the psychic, the channeler, the Satanist.

You will learn to recognize the friendly ones, from the enemy.
Various smells?
Various colors?
Feelings ?
Images?

And voices. Trust in your guardian to assist you, though you may not know their names as yet. Ask them.

Self CONFIDENCE must come to all of us, if we are to advance in our spirituality.

If you cannot find it, the confidence, the knowing.....then you will be tossed around like a tennis ball and get no where.

hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lord.kayle" <lord.kayle@... wrote:


I am a bit confused as to how is it that I know I am getting a real being sometimes and am not just deluding myself as I was when I was a xtian.

So when I was a xtian I asked for signs and information that was clearly something I could NOT know about or be able to tell on my own - such as they call prophetic signs and wonders - and I got them

It's quite clear and evident to me there is/are higher powered beings not physically visible to us.

I could get info from the seeming xtian god however he / they have failed me extraordinarily while providing seeming prophecies which seemed to come true with magnificent displays of inhuman power but also lying to me and ultimately personally letting me down in a huge way.

So I am stuck and a bit confused - I know they are there but how do I know for certain whether or not I am just deluding myself and/or contacting the correct higher powers?

I mean I really thought I had established a "personal relationship" with Jesus and come to find out it was probably Anu-Jehovah-Yaweh and his co-horts along with Jesus being just a thought-form.

My brother thinks that all the seeming prophecies that had happened which came true to me was only co-incidence - but that just does not make sense to me - there was too muchy specifically very accurate the chances of which are like billions and billions or more even to one of just happening by so called "chance" - I understand and think now it was these other beings of Anu and his gang, like I previously said.

With all these higher-powered beings running around and many of them masking and emulating themselves to be other than what they really are - like Anu and his gang of "angels" How is it that I or anybody else for that matter can be sure of who it is we are coming into contact with as being friendly to us?

Even though Anu and his angel's quite clearly provided me with info and even performed seemingly miraculous displays of what xtians term as miracles, & "signs and wonders" - they cannot be trusted!~

How can I (and other's) be sure I am NOT deluding myself and/or contacting the WRONG being/entity?



~ Hail Enki! ~ Hail Satan! ~

 

[lord.kayle]

Thank you for the response!~

And, - well it's definitely NOT Anu-Jehovah-Yaweh and his kike thoughtform Jew-Zuess Christ!~

And I think Satan knows this and has known all along even when they had my tricked into thinking they were helping me.

I throw down any cross I might be forced to bear and deny christ and blaspheme the so called holy-spirit daily!~

My alliance and allegiance has been with and for the TRUTH = SATAN all along!~

Still it seems very difficult to know for certain who is who and what is what!

I've thought some of the things could be attributed to the All-in-all or the Divine Ultimate Unengendered One who has no name.

But now I think more of it many times was Anu and his gang seeking to mislead, however it's still very difficult to explain the occurrence of seemingly accurately fulfilled personal prophecies coming to pass besides other info and knowledge coming to me and showing itself to be accurate at times in ways I could NOT have known or have just delusionally "imagined" or have just created by my own mind.

There is/are definitely some higher-powered being's & force(s) which are working against me oftentimes more it seems than helping!~


~ Hail Enki!~ Hail Satan! ~ Hail Hitler! ~ Hail Himmler! ~

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

I understand what you are saying.

You gotta come to terms and ASK YOURSELF. Whom do I have my allegiance?

Our Father Enki? Or Anu and the enemy?

Now. Once you do this, then you must come to KNOW who speaks to you.
You must TRUST YOURSELF and your instincts.

We and others are here to help, but YOU must do the work.
You are the mage, the magician, the psychic, the channeler, the Satanist.

You will learn to recognize the friendly ones, from the enemy.
Various smells?
Various colors?
Feelings ?
Images?

And voices. Trust in your guardian to assist you, though you may not know their names as yet. Ask them.

Self CONFIDENCE must come to all of us, if we are to advance in our spirituality.

If you cannot find it, the confidence, the knowing.....then you will be tossed around like a tennis ball and get no where.

hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lord.kayle" <lord.kayle@ wrote:


I am a bit confused as to how is it that I know I am getting a real being sometimes and am not just deluding myself as I was when I was a xtian.

So when I was a xtian I asked for signs and information that was clearly something I could NOT know about or be able to tell on my own - such as they call prophetic signs and wonders - and I got them

It's quite clear and evident to me there is/are higher powered beings not physically visible to us.

I could get info from the seeming xtian god however he / they have failed me extraordinarily while providing seeming prophecies which seemed to come true with magnificent displays of inhuman power but also lying to me and ultimately personally letting me down in a huge way.

So I am stuck and a bit confused - I know they are there but how do I know for certain whether or not I am just deluding myself and/or contacting the correct higher powers?

I mean I really thought I had established a "personal relationship" with Jesus and come to find out it was probably Anu-Jehovah-Yaweh and his co-horts along with Jesus being just a thought-form.

My brother thinks that all the seeming prophecies that had happened which came true to me was only co-incidence - but that just does not make sense to me - there was too muchy specifically very accurate the chances of which are like billions and billions or more even to one of just happening by so called "chance" - I understand and think now it was these other beings of Anu and his gang, like I previously said.

With all these higher-powered beings running around and many of them masking and emulating themselves to be other than what they really are - like Anu and his gang of "angels" How is it that I or anybody else for that matter can be sure of who it is we are coming into contact with as being friendly to us?

Even though Anu and his angel's quite clearly provided me with info and even performed seemingly miraculous displays of what xtians term as miracles, & "signs and wonders" - they cannot be trusted!~

How can I (and other's) be sure I am NOT deluding myself and/or contacting the WRONG being/entity?



~ Hail Enki! ~ Hail Satan! ~

 

[Brian Gibbons]

The answers are on this site please read it. joyofsatan.com
Hail SatanBrian

From: lord.kayle <lord.kayle@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, November 2, 2011 1:03 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: A bit confused....

  Thank you for the response!~

And, - well it's definitely NOT Anu-Jehovah-Yaweh and his kike thoughtform Jew-Zuess Christ!~

And I think Satan knows this and has known all along even when they had my tricked into thinking they were helping me.

I throw down any cross I might be forced to bear and deny christ and blaspheme the so called holy-spirit daily!~

My alliance and allegiance has been with and for the TRUTH = SATAN all along!~

Still it seems very difficult to know for certain who is who and what is what!

I've thought some of the things could be attributed to the All-in-all or the Divine Ultimate Unengendered One who has no name.

But now I think more of it many times was Anu and his gang seeking to mislead, however it's still very difficult to explain the occurrence of seemingly accurately fulfilled personal prophecies coming to pass besides other info and knowledge coming to me and showing itself to be accurate at times in ways I could NOT have known or have just delusionally "imagined" or have just created by my own mind.

There is/are definitely some higher-powered being's & force(s) which are working against me oftentimes more it seems than helping!~

~ Hail Enki!~ Hail Satan! ~ Hail Hitler! ~ Hail Himmler! ~

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

I understand what you are saying.

You gotta come to terms and ASK YOURSELF. Whom do I have my allegiance?

Our Father Enki? Or Anu and the enemy?

Now. Once you do this, then you must come to KNOW who speaks to you.
You must TRUST YOURSELF and your instincts.

We and others are here to help, but YOU must do the work.
You are the mage, the magician, the psychic, the channeler, the Satanist.

You will learn to recognize the friendly ones, from the enemy.
Various smells?
Various colors?
Feelings ?
Images?

And voices. Trust in your guardian to assist you, though you may not know their names as yet. Ask them.

Self CONFIDENCE must come to all of us, if we are to advance in our spirituality.

If you cannot find it, the confidence, the knowing.....then you will be tossed around like a tennis ball and get no where.

hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lord.kayle" <lord.kayle@ wrote:


I am a bit confused as to how is it that I know I am getting a real being sometimes and am not just deluding myself as I was when I was a xtian.

So when I was a xtian I asked for signs and information that was clearly something I could NOT know about or be able to tell on my own - such as they call prophetic signs and wonders - and I got them

It's quite clear and evident to me there is/are higher powered beings not physically visible to us.

I could get info from the seeming xtian god however he / they have failed me extraordinarily while providing seeming prophecies which seemed to come true with magnificent displays of inhuman power but also lying to me and ultimately personally letting me down in a huge way.

So I am stuck and a bit confused - I know they are there but how do I know for certain whether or not I am just deluding myself and/or contacting the correct higher powers?

I mean I really thought I had established a "personal relationship" with Jesus and come to find out it was probably Anu-Jehovah-Yaweh and his co-horts along with Jesus being just a thought-form.

My brother thinks that all the seeming prophecies that had happened which came true to me was only co-incidence - but that just does not make sense to me - there was too muchy specifically very accurate the chances of which are like billions and billions or more even to one of just happening by so called "chance" - I understand and think now it was these other beings of Anu and his gang, like I previously said.

With all these higher-powered beings running around and many of them masking and emulating themselves to be other than what they really are - like Anu and his gang of "angels" How is it that I or anybody else for that matter can be sure of who it is we are coming into contact with as being friendly to us?

Even though Anu and his angel's quite clearly provided me with info and even performed seemingly miraculous displays of what xtians term as miracles, & "signs and wonders" - they cannot be trusted!~

How can I (and other's) be sure I am NOT deluding myself and/or contacting the WRONG being/entity?



~ Hail Enki! ~ Hail Satan! ~

 

[Lord Kayle]

And yeah I know Brian, I've already read it all at least once and am going over it again too now, besides some other websites that agree. Still there's some things that are unanswered so far for me, perhaps if I order the books and CD's I can see I will get some more info which pertains more specifically.  Thanks, ~ Hail Satan! ~

On Thu, Nov 3, 2011 at 6:06 PM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

  The answers are on this site please read it. joyofsatan.com
Hail SatanBrian

From: lord.kayle <lord.kayle@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wednesday, November 2, 2011 1:03 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: A bit confused....

  Thank you for the response!~

And, - well it's definitely NOT Anu-Jehovah-Yaweh and his kike thoughtform Jew-Zuess Christ!~

And I think Satan knows this and has known all along even when they had my tricked into thinking they were helping me.

I throw down any cross I might be forced to bear and deny christ and blaspheme the so called holy-spirit daily!~

My alliance and allegiance has been with and for the TRUTH = SATAN all along!~

Still it seems very difficult to know for certain who is who and what is what!

I've thought some of the things could be attributed to the All-in-all or the Divine Ultimate Unengendered One who has no name.

But now I think more of it many times was Anu and his gang seeking to mislead, however it's still very difficult to explain the occurrence of seemingly accurately fulfilled personal prophecies coming to pass besides other info and knowledge coming to me and showing itself to be accurate at times in ways I could NOT have known or have just delusionally "imagined" or have just created by my own mind.

There is/are definitely some higher-powered being's & force(s) which are working against me oftentimes more it seems than helping!~

~ Hail Enki!~ Hail Satan! ~ Hail Hitler! ~ Hail Himmler! ~

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

I understand what you are saying.

You gotta come to terms and ASK YOURSELF. Whom do I have my allegiance?

Our Father Enki? Or Anu and the enemy?

Now. Once you do this, then you must come to KNOW who speaks to you.
You must TRUST YOURSELF and your instincts.

We and others are here to help, but YOU must do the work.
You are the mage, the magician, the psychic, the channeler, the Satanist.

You will learn to recognize the friendly ones, from the enemy.
Various smells?
Various colors?
Feelings ?
Images?

And voices. Trust in your guardian to assist you, though you may not know their names as yet. Ask them.

Self CONFIDENCE must come to all of us, if we are to advance in our spirituality.

If you cannot find it, the confidence, the knowing.....then you will be tossed around like a tennis ball and get no where.

hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lord.kayle" <lord.kayle@ wrote:


I am a bit confused as to how is it that I know I am getting a real being sometimes and am not just deluding myself as I was when I was a xtian.

So when I was a xtian I asked for signs and information that was clearly something I could NOT know about or be able to tell on my own - such as they call prophetic signs and wonders - and I got them

It's quite clear and evident to me there is/are higher powered beings not physically visible to us.

I could get info from the seeming xtian god however he / they have failed me extraordinarily while providing seeming prophecies which seemed to come true with magnificent displays of inhuman power but also lying to me and ultimately personally letting me down in a huge way.

So I am stuck and a bit confused - I know they are there but how do I know for certain whether or not I am just deluding myself and/or contacting the correct higher powers?

I mean I really thought I had established a "personal relationship" with Jesus and come to find out it was probably Anu-Jehovah-Yaweh and his co-horts along with Jesus being just a thought-form.

My brother thinks that all the seeming prophecies that had happened which came true to me was only co-incidence - but that just does not make sense to me - there was too muchy specifically very accurate the chances of which are like billions and billions or more even to one of just happening by so called "chance" - I understand and think now it was these other beings of Anu and his gang, like I previously said.

With all these higher-powered beings running around and many of them masking and emulating themselves to be other than what they really are - like Anu and his gang of "angels" How is it that I or anybody else for that matter can be sure of who it is we are coming into contact with as being friendly to us?

Even though Anu and his angel's quite clearly provided me with info and even performed seemingly miraculous displays of what xtians term as miracles, & "signs and wonders" - they cannot be trusted!~

How can I (and other's) be sure I am NOT deluding myself and/or contacting the WRONG being/entity?



~ Hail Enki! ~ Hail Satan! ~