Health #80460 porn addiction is killing me

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Im in puberty, 16, and i have porn addiction since i was 8-9.

I was managing to watch less porn videos and only masturbating to my imagination but i think porn has already killed everything in my life.

My penis is simply not growing, my measurements are below the average, even when its flaccid, and i think this is because of porn.

I am not looking to woman in a weird way anymore and i feel completely normal about that now, but my penis size is what makes me sad. I tried penis enlargement, jelqing and those things but i haven't seen results so far.

Another thing, i really don't know how to get back to meditation, i feel that i'm in a limbo and the gods are trying to help me but i keep refusing their help, and i'm scared that i won't get back to meditating like i was doing before.

I know the gods are there but i don't know how to get back to them, i love my GD even tho i dont know who he/she is. Appreciate any help of the community.

Satan is GOD! Hail Zeus!