Other #79939 No way out

[Ask Satya Operator]

I am completely trapped, I'm alone and have no home to stay. I'm studying right now at university so I can't work in a full time job. I can't afford anything, my family has left me completely. I have no one, literally no one. I can't even afford a place to stay and I can only stay in my dorm for 4 months or even shorter. I can't return home because I get both physically and mentally abused there. I have nowhere to go. I feel so alone, so pathetic. I gave 10 kg because of stress, my legs are spamming all the time so much that sometimes i can't walk because it hurts. My mother is taking the money I earn from private lessons whenever I go home, she threatens to choke me and so. My father was never even there. My partner just cheated on me. I have no hope. I have no family, no home. I have no money to stay at a house, i can't work fulltime and parttime jobs are giving me only money that can only be enough for food. I am also so scared because I'm still so young. I have to study and finish a collage but i don't know how to. My partner cheated on me too, i puke al the time all because of stress. I have no hope that i don't even do meditations or i don't pray, nothing changes. I have no way out, but death. I can only pray for gods to take my life, i have to hope to pray for anything else. I want to die and I am so pathetic for writing this here and seeking hep. No one can help me but I still need support at least, I'm still a human. I wish I wasn't born at all. I just want to be gone, gone, gone.

 

[Henu the Great]

I was doing some editorial work, and came across this paragraph:

As humans, we have certain instincts, just like animals, but we also have the ability to regulate and control them. Many strong instincts express themselves through the first, second, and third chakras. These chakras are directly connected in the body to the rectum, the genitals, and the navel. According to the science of humanology, as taught by Yogi Bhajan, functional disorders in the body are reflected in the mind and vice versa. Serious neurotic behaviour or self-destructive thinking will also express itself in an imbalance of the lower three chakras. The most direct way to restore balance is to stimulate the nervous and glandular systems to change the instinctive and learned patterns of the lowest chakras. Only once this has been achieved and a new energy balance has been found, will it be possible to change behaviour in the desired way through critical self-examination and meditation.

You still have your body, your mind, and your soul intact as one. So there is ample opportunity to make things better for you. It will take time, it will be difficult, and at times, you want to give up. Persevering, however, will yield many rewards, such as a newfound love for life. I say this because I have hit rock bottom, too. Our reactions are vastly different, but the essence of the situation is the same.

I would advise you to take a moment to reflect on what you can do rather than what you cannot do, because that is how the world of possibilities opens up. You are in a situation where you have almost nothing to lose, only significant gains ahead. Step by step, you can do it as well.

Now, this is only one very specific advice, and you would need a lot of specific methods over a duration of multiple years. I know it may sound very daunting, but rest assured, there is a world where you have overcome all of these issues, and more.

The above paragraph is in Dutch only, as far as I know, but as a favor to you, I am going to post the whole translated and edited page for you ahead of anyone else, because I truly think that you could benefit from it. I hope to see you around.

 

[AFODO]

I understand that it all feels hopeless, pointless, and impossible, but it's only really hopeless and pointless if you don't believe in the Gods and yourself.
Others have been also in such a bad situation or worse, yet they survived, so always keep in mind that you are not alone, and if others can do it and did it, you can as well.

Yes each part of your situation can and will change. Nothing is permanent, everything is temporary. This is how this material realm is.

Worst you can do in such situation is to disconnect from the Gods and from yourself and soul. Yes your emotions and lower ego may be against it but you should really pray to the Gods and meditate, that's what your higher self wants.

You should look for friends at least where you can stay, while also looking for a partner but I'm sure friends can also help. Tell people your situation after you have a basic trust in them, I'm 100% sure there are a lot of people around you that could help you.

Also don't repress your emotions, cry when you need to and so on, it's good and it's no shame to cry, it helps to heal and let go emotionally. I'm sure when you cry you get a bit relaxed after.
Breathing exercises are also very important in such situations, if you are only doing breathing exercises, a fast aura cleaning and AoP, you are basically completing your meditation duties. The Gods will help you even more if you are meditating even in such a situation. Because you put wisdom first.
https://ancient-forums.com/threads/mastering-the-breath.304954/ I can highly recommend the new Krama and Sava Pritti pranayama that HPS Lydia shared.

Also as you pray to the Gods and meditate, you'll know what you have to do and so on, in terms of workings and meditations, and also physical actions, so these are the basics, and the Gods will guide you.