Other #78547 I need explanation and guidance

[AskSatanOperator]

I was interested in spiritual Satanism and loved Satan and did the commitment ritual and felt a vibration in my body and only listened to silence and a voice from my body. This was two years ago or more after that I kept looking for any guidance and found someone who told me to do meditations and I was even seeing energy and light without the need to imagine and I felt many things but he was making me believe many things, he was making me break and distracted and be under more pressure. One day he told me that I would cross a wall and be in the other world. This actually happened and I spoke and they spoke to me there and on that day when I slept I woke up to a strong blowing sound like an explosion and pressure on my shoulders and knees and high heat in my body. I went back to sleep and dreamed many things that were all real and I felt someone kissing me and I felt someone hugging me and I saw his hand it was like a shadow and I felt and heard his strong breathing and his heat. This continued for days and then he disappeared and I went to the wall many times and I was talking to one of them there constantly and he was telling me things and he did not do them with other things that this person did It made me very frustrated and I moved away from the matter. I tried to summon a demon and I did not succeed. Even in the star temple, a demon came and told me that he is the demon I am trying to summon. I am very frustrated, especially since I loved the demon very much and I want to reach something on his path and I want to be free from my family because they hinder me in everything. I cannot progress in anything because of them and they are bad to a degree you cannot imagine. They are Muslims, so I wanted to succeed in telepathy to be freed. I wanted to succeed in being freed from them so that I can move forward. Please, I need your help. I decided to erase my old experience with Satanism and start over.

 

[The Pythagorean]

Lesson 1:
Don't trust any wannabe guru. I suppose it isn't 100% bad to have a more advanced Zevist guide and introduce you to things, but their word should never surpass Clergy or what is directly stated by ToZ, besides the factor of basic discernment of whether you are being manipulated one way or another.
If their opinions clash with Clergy, ditch them. If their behavior lends to them being a creep, or otherwise manipulative, ditch them and issue a formal letter stating what happened.

Lesson 2:
The mind can do wild things if full belief exists. This is one reason why we do protection and focus on reprogramming and mental fortitude, you don't want to get random visions or sensations just because you believed some idiot. Sorry to say, but your experiences you listed do come from believing an idiot. There may be metaphysical things happening in the background that were experienced in the way you described, but the source of those experiences is belief-based self delusion and nothing else. The sooner you realize that, the sooner you can move on.
You did very well to consider this experience erased.

Lesson 3:
If you can't physically leave your parents, and practicing Zevism puts your life or safety in danger, do whatever you can mentally, or when alone, or in safe spots outdoors, and do whatever you can to make it work while prioritizing safety. The Gods understand and will in fact reward you for perseverance and staying safe, perhaps even granting you significant blessings in your endeavors once you are free to practice them. Materially, make a plan to leave the situation. I can't advise on this as I don't know your situation, but I'm sure you can do some thinking in this area. You'll have plenty of time in this life to work on the path regardless.

 

[sonya2006]

Lesson 1:
Don't trust any wannabe guru. I suppose it isn't 100% bad to have a more advanced Zevist guide and introduce you to things, but their word should never surpass Clergy or what is directly stated by ToZ, besides the factor of basic discernment of whether you are being manipulated one way or another.
If their opinions clash with Clergy, ditch them. If their behavior lends to them being a creep, or otherwise manipulative, ditch them and issue a formal letter stating what happened.

Lesson 2:
The mind can do wild things if full belief exists. This is one reason why we do protection and focus on reprogramming and mental fortitude, you don't want to get random visions or sensations just because you believed some idiot. Sorry to say, but your experiences you listed do come from believing an idiot. There may be metaphysical things happening in the background that were experienced in the way you described, but the source of those experiences is belief-based self delusion and nothing else. The sooner you realize that, the sooner you can move on.
You did very well to consider this experience erased.

Lesson 3:
If you can't physically leave your parents, and practicing Zevism puts your life or safety in danger, do whatever you can mentally, or when alone, or in safe spots outdoors, and do whatever you can to make it work while prioritizing safety. The Gods understand and will in fact reward you for perseverance and staying safe, perhaps even granting you significant blessings in your endeavors once you are free to practice them. Materially, make a plan to leave the situation. I can't advise on this as I don't know your situation, but I'm sure you can do some thinking in this area. You'll have plenty of time in this life to work on the path regardless.

Everything that happened to me is not from me, I am sure of this. I did meditations and did not put any idea in my head, even my head creates illusions, and everything that happened is impossible to be from myself. I really need to be freed from my family. I tried to do telepathy and did not succeed, even though my third eye is open. I tried to summon a demon in the star temple and another person came and said that he is the demon that he summoned, and I did not believe him. What should I do?