I'm on my Saturn's return now which is in a critical degree 0 degrees Aries in the ninth house and I've been having a crisis of faith and Pluto transiting in my eighth house till 2049 I don't wanna lose my faith since ZEVISM changed my life but I won't lie I no longer have the same faith I had when I FIRST started so I want to know how to deal with it all and Pluto transiting in the eighth house has sorta made me obsessive with a certain girl which from what I've read this might be a fatal attraction and I don't wanna fuck up my life
Greetings, Brother / Sister!
Problems are NOT "necessary", nothing is, yet a lot of souls step into them with full consciousness at their own free will, for example in non-moslen countries people enter all kind of toxic relationship at their own free will and refuse to separate.
What Saturn transit does usually is just shows you your own choices and their consequences for what they really are because Saturn is a planet of Truth that shows things for what they really are. For example, if your faith was rather light and not deep from the very beginning, Saturn would show its lightness to you and ask you, whether the time has come to start being real at last. It would ask, if you do not really think so why are you still here, etc.
Saturn is known to make delusions worse only to show their real essence to you, what they are in reality and how much they really cost. So if you had any delusions in Zevism Saturn might show them to you and attract your attention to them so that you know you have them and that they are waiting for your sorting them out.
Zevism is not about blind faith, it is about science, experiment and scientifically proven truth, so no wonder Saturn, being a planet of critical thinking and skepticism, would ask your attention on your too light perception and approach. If you do not see proofs to certain things yet, just treat them as people's opinions that you are only on your way to try out and to prove to yourself. Treat it as scientific journey and experiment. Some people here did their experiment and learned things for themselves, your experiments are still waiting for you. You are not obligated to believe in anything before you get your proof.
As for fatal attraction, if this happens together with Saturn transiting any personal planet, it invites you to look at a person for what they really are and check whether they are really that Only One you waited all your life for. Saturn invites you to treat serious things seriously. Usually there are signs that would reveal the truth. A lot of people might look on the surface as what they are not. Actually they may be the exact opposite to the facade they show to others. Some have it in their blood to wear a facade and do it instinctively all their life, leaving trace of broken lives behind.
It is absolutely right and good thing to be fatally attracted, self sacrifice, belong and totally dissolve in another - this is what Love is - it comes from Olympus to deify those who experience it, yet we have to look what we worship so that our God / Goddess is really what they are and not the wolf in sheep's clothing.
