I realize that in my life everything is very difficult for me unlike others they get things easily for example they find well-paid and easy jobs they get gifts and so on. I meditate, they don't.
It is not possible that only astrology is at play in this
This is so frustrating and annoying. Sometimes I want easy things too, I know that not every day is easy because it's life and life is hard but can I win just once ? Easily?
Even though they are people who are calmer than me and treat life in a different way it doesn't make sense they have no help at all.

